Yet, the feeling still haunt me time and again.
Bowling. I've never been there until last Sunday.
The moment i stepped into the place, the sense of uneasiness overcomed me.
Because, for the moment, i thought i saw you.
I wanted to run away.
For i was filled with remorse and guilt, that i never wanted to see you again.
Never.

I had thought I was right, but now, it proved me wrong.
Friend. Isn't it too shallow a word to describe a friendship of 6years?
Not just friend, but good friend. Maybe best friend.
My tablemate, who never fails to cheer me up, who never fails to lend me a listening ear, and who is always ready to share my ups and downs.

Sorry.Sorry for failing to turn up when you wanted me to.
Sorry.Sorry for running away from you and being so irresponsible.

Sorry.


Now i know why.