i AM going to screw up my jc life
i THINK i'm going to screw up my jc life D:


i never go further than bronze and NY demands a silver?!
i'll screw up for NAPFA, definitely ):
(incline pull ups and standing broad jump!)

i struggle to keep myself awake in lectures, and nothing gets in.
lectures are making lesser sense to me nowadays, and soon i will 'huh?' at least 100times in lectures.
(omgosh, how to pass lidat!)

GP! Expository essays??
how can they just throw away my dear narratives! ):
it's been with me for like my entire pri and sec sch life and now, GP has no narratives!
rahhs killer lah!
if i die, GP must be the one who murdered me :/

now i can't even decide which CCA to join.
Chinese cultural society? Guitar? (is it even a CCA? this qn is bothering me -.-)
truthfully, my heart has went all out for guitar already,
even if i seriously have NO friends in there (except Joel! ahh at least i hope so!),
even if CCA record will not be that good (if there's no SYF),
even if its WEIRD (haha minghui knows what i mean. xD)

therefore i've finally decided.
(after i pause and choose)
GUITAR!
i'm sorry minghui, it's not CCS.

and i've to kick the habit of sitting in front of the comp!


'if others read it once, you read it 100 times!'
'if others train once a week, u train everyday!'
'if you don't know what to do, ask me! :P'

heheh thanks friend!
although your suggestions are not of very much use, LOL it did cheered me up!
at least i know that even if the whole world turns against me, you'll always be there! (:




yayees!! chengxi! he did something that made me :DDDD again!
wheees i'll keep what he did in my heart. haha! ^^
CCHM bazaar is exactly the same day as xinmin's homecoming!
whaaas this is so so sad! ):
haiis shall wait for further news about him going to CCHM before deciding what to do!