omgosh, i have a bad bad feeling i will fail my shuttlerun this coming saturday's NAPFA!
tried so many times but i just can't get a D ):
even i can do 5IPUs, like the last 2 wasn't counted ._.
but i think even 7IPU is going to be easier than scoring a D for shuttlerun.
then retaking NAPFA the whole year round would be stupid, just because i fail shuttlerun.
stupid right?
aahhs i feel like killing, killing that guy who invented NAPFA test!
i even tried searching for the inventor of NAPFA, perhaps so that i can curse and swear at him (or her). but to no avail though.
instead, i found interesting people who will definitely want to join me in killing her (or him).
._.


okay, at least this cheered me up a little.
if not, i'd been having this emo feeling since PE :/
grrr enough about NAPFA.
not that they will like abolish it or something, even if they do see what im writing.
i can say a zillion times 'hey napfa inventor, you sucks'
no one will know ._.

~

Yesterday was Ben and Jerry's day! omgosh, didn't get to go queue for them.
ahhs their ice cream is really nice, made me think and craved for it whole day long yesterday.
too bad, there were PI and tutorials to finish.

tried sitting down to read my times but nothing much fascinates or interest me, i guess as time pass, the stack will just pile up and left there to rot.

sigh suddenly, yesterday's CT period was sort of a wake up call for me.
stop slacking and buck up on my studies!
JC life is short, i've just got to hang on till next year after the A Level.
gosh, seems really near to me.
As! i seriously need all of you!
Local university! you've gotta leave me a place in thereeee! :D

thus, despite feeling depressed over my NAPFA, i should look at things the other way.
NAPFA is nothing, it cant get me into the uni.
i just have to do well in my studies, PE grades are useless to me!
(like, i'll never be a PE teacher even if im jobless)

Got back maths test and somehow i got an 8/10 ._.
i don't know how Mr Kooi marks, but i thought it was seriously tyco.
frankly speaking, i didn't even know what i was doing.
tyco x.x

next week lecture test from partial fractions till graphings, and class test on graphings.
probability of passing is less than half.

TOMORROW IS LABOUR DAY! :D
my long-awaited MAY is finally here! (ps got VESAK DAY in May also!)
hoho! Byebye, the holiday-less April. xD

Guitar extra practice on Saturday too! *yawns
actually i'm kinda sian of it liaos, always got this 三分钟热度 when doing things ._.
haiz but for JJ, im going to persevere!
heheh! he's my motivation for learning guitar! (x

why should i get angry if i don't even bother about you, let alone what you think?
you could have apologised, but you didn't.


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