THE CHOCOLATE! ;D



















the chocolate was SWEET de xD!




















steph feeding eileen the SWEET chocolate! hahahs




















MushMush! gahhs i should have kept it for myself la :/

i want to share the candlelight dinner with you again ;D

i think i seriously have a huge crush on you.
AHAHAHS! xD

a rather not-fruitful weekend. LOL
had been slacking and still haven't finish my homework =X
hehe who cares about homework..
EMO symptom : VERY VERY HAPPY, despite tmr is... ahahahs, brenda-knows-what(:

oh, i realised Ms Er also went for the Hair of hope thing, like my ou xiang! ;D
But aah she's a GIRL, and she shaved away all her hair!
saw her photo on her friendster, dumbfounded. hahahs


whieee yesterday's Thai Express treat was yummies!
and i finally bought my white shoes for school le!
yea thanks mummy!(:




it's the same blood that's running underneath our skin(:

when lies are meant to be white

20/07/2007 - nice date today! xD

tomorrow is RHD!
not just Racial Harmony Day, its Royson Happy Day!
HAHA! nice one =.=
happy TWELFTH birthday, noob! :D

yeps, Prelims are really drawin' near! ):
it's time to really settle down and start revision!
hmm, sometimes i do feel the tension to study hard
but theres also times i just feel like giving leeway to myself, thinking that i've actually accomplished quite alot, when in fact i am still lagging way behind others

i've not even plan and strategize which subjects i should ace in order to get my desired results.
JC or poly, i haven't even made my choice as yet.
no destination and you'll land up in somewhere else.
true... i won't get to go whereever-i-want.


upon request of BK, here's the photo:
(DM Mr Wong, eating in class is NOT right! LOL)




















From Mr Pah and Mr Wong! :)

















thanks Mr PAH! :)

childhood's still the best times in life...

Maths, and more maths.

My life seems to be completely filled with Maths and nothing else

was chatting with brenda about the times when we were young.

and so many many fond memories of my childhood came to my mind :)
what's left of all of them were the photos that i still keep (thankfully it's still intact) xD!

i guess i did changed alot after all these years, so did the others.
The process of growing up seems to expose you to all the malevolence, the evils in this society.
i'm still enthralled by the innocence of little children sometimes
at least it was all play and no work
i still love childhood the best! :)

your motivation makes me persists on.

given the second chance, treasure it.

i'm not going to let myself be disappointed again :)

there's truth in your lies doubt in your faith all i've got's what you didn't take

if you think you didn't do well this time, make the next one even better

i never forgot these words mentioned by my choir instructor.
it left such a vivid impression on my mind that i think i would always remember them.
and so since then, i've always tell myself -
it's not the end of the world, it's not the last chance you've got.
learn from your mistake.

even if you think you've done your best, do even better next time.

:D
i held back my tears this time :)
























a sudden infatuation for Elvin Ng?
:D

and i got a little closer to you(:

no she didn't, no she didn't.
but yes she did.
all those hurtful words she said was obviously to rub salt in my wound.
what else could it be then?
i'm not that foolish to think she asked all that out of concern.
apparently, i'm not gonna let you affect my mood, dude :)

sigh i just don't have the mood to get serious to do my homework, much more to start any preparations for my prelimary exams.

36MORE DAYS TO GO

gosh instead, i'm beginning to yearn for a game of 'asshole dai di' with my cousins again, like yesterday.
ahahas! :x

fate is fated.

everything's over.
the same events took place, with all the weepings

it's inevitable, it's fate.



thanks for being there, though unspokened,
i believe it was all through telepathy.
u did cheered me up [:

rain and tears, i couldn't differentiate which is which.

sooner than i thought...

what's there to regret now?
i didn't treasure the times left, i took it all for granted.
it's true, it's true that we only learnt how to treasure what we have after we lost it.
and people never learn...
i agree.

Everything came flashing back in my mind...
from the last of what i saw of her, retracing to the times when i was just a little kid.
the same feeling overcomed me again, just like when both my grandfathers died.

i didn't mean to, but i broke into tears all the same.

i appreciate everyone's concern
thanks...
(:

what goes around, comes around.

and so, today he belongs to you...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!(:

力量

想念长了翅膀
他跟着我流浪
独自背着行囊
看着人来人往
躺在陌生的床
眼睛没办法合上
想着这些年过了一关又一关
也许我太逞强
但是我无时无刻都在想
你的臂弯
给我力量陪我闯荡
也许我们都不讲
把爱留在我的心上
超越了太多梦想
时光匆忙不曾遗忘
随时可以回头看那些时光
你在身旁给我的温暖
也许我来不及讲
你给的爱放在心上
陪伴着每个夜晚
有天可以回头看那些时光
你在身旁忘记了悲伤

(:(:



U for unsaturated represents double bonds =.=
mr lim 也够 lame lah! x)

i dun like you, amaths PWD ):

once. both the one-time and the used-to-be.

aww, i still don't bear to throw it away larr...
and i kept giving excuses to my mummy why she shouldn't throw it away too!
hehe! of course, without exposing THE reason behind it :)

oh, mummy's birthday tomorrow!
whiees i didn't make her a card
i didn't buy her her favourite yam cake from Prima Deli.
i didn't buy her the durian pancake she wants to eat.
i'm just waiting for my father's treat at either Soup Restaurant or Crystal Jade.
muahaha! =x

candid!(:

yes mr lim, i purposely tore up chem key concept.
so what? (:
(ok, that was accidental actually)

i took it for fun.
resemblance? (:

when everyone starts to speak well of each other.
hehe! thanks meiqi and brenda!

starts now!
:D

Psychology needs 9points!
大过年的! 我哪里都不用去了...









保护色. the 'rightest' song for this moment.

u once held possesion of it for three days.

just bought a new watch! (:
heheh finally got one le, after so long.
wanted to buy the Casio one, you know the S.H.E dai yan de, white colour one...
my father was willing to pay for me lehs, it was more than 100bucks...
then i waited for quite some time already, and still the same reply from every shop i went to.
'whole market no stock' =.=
so in the end, i made up my mind to buy a i-dno-what brand de watch.
$59! less than half the price of the Casio watch la, since now got 20% off, only around $47.

i still haven't throw away my old watch. hahahs.
there's just something about it that i didn't want to part with, yea. (:

ohno! Prelims are so very near!
i've been constantly reminding myself that PRELIMS are here, don't slack anymore!
haha but well, i just couldn't get myself to work hard enough.

LOL, i sat at the back of my father's lorry with my little cousin alvin just now and had a nice talk.
recalled that there was once when my aunt (my cousin's mum) sat in front and the two of us were at the back, we were on our way to the airport.
then there was light drizzle and the most dreadful thing happened. a downpour!
lol, so funny lah, the two of us were like 不知所措 that time and tried to stand up and use the carpet we were sitting on to shelter ourselves from the rain.
but we were on the expressway and you can't just stop at expressway! LOL...
it was only after 15mins or so that we reached airport.
in the end both of us were so drenched. but it was fun you see...
you don't get to be in the rain all the time, especially when parents are around. haha!

and not forgetting the times with other cousins
when we lied down to watch the stars
and when we lied down in the day.... just for fun(:
loves! :D



Live Earth DAY!
七月七日晴 day!

There's this guy in my tuition class who shaved all his hair because he's doing charity!
probably for children down with cancer.
pei fu pei fu... he's my idol arh! (x

Alrights, like finally, it's friday again! been waiting for so long for weekends to come...
Lots of homework and it's time to start revision! Only around 45days to Prelims? ):
sometimes, i really don't know what to start with. there's just so much to do and i don't know which to do first.

Rather tiring! My left eye was so red yesterday that i thought it was another infection or what.
Even until i went to tuition, it was still abit red, and painful too. Grr, totally ruined my mood for tuition. I was never so restless during tuition!
Many apologies to Mr Ng! i wasn't paying attention in your class, for the first time! ):


Oh, we had to do three essays today =.=
First was Social Studies, and Ms Tan praised us because we got started on our work! heheh! she always have to shout at us because we were very noisy, but today we weren't! ;D
Then the English Mock Exam! Aah i had nothing, really NOTHING in my mind when i read the questions. got started only after about 10minutes later and i think it wasn't very well done. just hope for a pass! i don't really have any aims for English except to pass.
Lastly, cai laoshi forced us to do the chinese compo. sian diao... :/

Chemistry practical today was nice!(:
yea i love chemistry! :D





Thanks for being there and there and there then.

我不喜欢分离的感觉
我讨厌分离
为什么总是都要把我身边的人
一个一个带走

我害怕 真得很害怕
害怕我将失去身边的你们

突然很想念公公
想起我从客厅看他在为我准备午餐的背影
想起他每一个关怀的眼神
想起他在校门口外面等候我放学的身影

想起他躺在床上 呻吟着的样子
想起他做化疗的辛苦
想起他在医院的病床上 身旁许多仪器的画面

突然很想念外公
想他那严肃的表情
想到在巴刹摊位里 卖水果的背影
想到他总把他辛辛苦苦赚的钱 塞到我手里

想到他瘦小的身体 躺在病床上
想到他不断地说 要放弃生命的每一句话
想到我在医院看他最后一眼的画面

现在......
又要失去另外一个亲人吗
说真的
战还没打 我的信心
因为曾经两次的败战 也少了一半
我不再乐观地看待这一切

我还希望 我所听到的 都还没证实
我知道爸妈都不想让我知道
可是我却听到了
我多么希望 我听错了

怎么办?







我知道你在意 而我在意你在意

'Lying in the bed, staring into space, thinking of you'
They are still fresh on my mind. =D
Je t'aime

He was sick, yet he came for us.
He was afraid our calculators' batteries will turn flat just before our papers, thus he bought a stack of calculators just in case.
And if yours really does, he will try his best to lend you the calculator by bringing to you personally.

my dream AAA guy.
hahah! (:
'thanks for making that difference in my life...'

Amaths Pass With Distinction is killin' me.
there's no sense of great satisfaction, not like the pass o level papers
):


wrong instincts lead to a greater fall
i bled, but if history was to repeat itself
i wouldn't mind to bleed again...
because the feeling's undeviating