也许在你眼里 它只是个游戏

to start with, this semester isn't that smooth-sailing
too many things happened, too many things going the wrong way :(

i just hope my lab tomorrow will turn out alright.
the pills are making me drowsy, so i've decided to pause my medication tmr and go ahead with labwork.

tomorrow's february already.
abit too fast ah D:

the wet weather reminds me of this song.

下雨天 - Lara

下雨天了怎麼辦 我好想你
我不敢打給你 我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟悉
沈默的場景 做你的代替
陪我等雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚
一個人好累

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實 沒有我你分不出那些
差別 結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過
別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

這星球 讓我們 用笑聲來推動 :)

School starts already actually but my lessons officially starts tmr! :D

It's back to printing lecture notes, doing tutorials, long train rides and tiring weekdays...
Taking Economics this semester, i hope i can manage!
And Mastering Comm is sucha project-based module that i kind of hate it even before i've attended any lessons.
Groupwork and tutorial participation... sian ttm! ):

And i've got to juggle Math and Physics, as well as Chem and Biochem.
CCA kicks in, with tutoring kids on Sats and meetings for planning of VOC this year.
This semester is surely not easy, definitely.

I know there are some things i've to put aside at this time.
There's enough things to juggle, enough problems to worry about...
We can't expect a perfect solution for anything and everything.
I've kicked the habit of being a perfectionist, waiting for the time to start and end things perfectly, because some things are just not meant to be.

有时候 包容不完美 比执着于完美 来得容易 (:

On a sidenote, looking at Chemistry notes makes me happy :D

我在拼什麼 在意什麼最多

Maybe its just me having too much expectations for myself,
or i really didn't put in enough effort to deserve better grades.

Ah well, it's over.
Results are actually not that bad leh, i should learn to be contented and stop comparing.
At least i can still smile looking at the grades. LOL

Work harder in semester 2 (:
Maintain such results, thats all im asking for :D


不怕別人誤會了 最怕最在乎的人也不想懂

不管下一站是哪里, 只要有你在, 就是幸福的.

One more week before school starts!

It's going to be a good semester because i've no lessons most Mondays! (:
No Monday blues! :D
Hopefully i get my electives, whether its Korean/Econs/Japanese.
At least i can clear my GERPE/UE.

I kind of miss school when i can't find anything to do at home.
But i know i will miss having nothing to do when school starts.
LOL, aah thinking about MATLAB, lab reports and mastering comm module, i realise i don't miss school THAT much actually.

Anyways, there's more to look forward to.
JJ Party 5 in Feb, JJ I AM Concert in March and after the semester, Taiwan trip! :D
definitely great motivations to work hard this semester eh.

18jan results!
hahah i just wish and hope and pray it's gonna be alright (: