i believe

Saturday, May 31, 2008

:D
thanks for the birthday celebration!
Eileen, Meiqi, Nicholas, Mh, Bk
they build my ideal house (two posts back) with ALL my laogongs! (:

kbox was fun!
just that fun always past really quickly ):
lol they chased me out of the room first and light the candles.
the kbox worker wondered why i was standing outside the room, and realised its my birthday when he peeked into the room to see what they were doing.
so he said '生日快乐!'
hahah thanks, erms kbox worker? LOL
xD

perfect duet with Eileeeeeen! :D
the songs that we sing really make us pant...
all the laughing.. ahahahs!

and thanks meiqi for the card!
seriously, touched! (:

dined at Fish and Co after that with Nicholas and Eileen!
haha! we're like three crazy people in fish and co, laughing and not wanting to leave.
LOL, took a loooong time to order and the food came really slow T.T
and up till today did i realise, Nicholas is really crappy lah!
it's like everything he says is crap, and made me and eileen laugh non-stop.
like the fish COLLAR.. haha!
the waiter who took our order was laughing at us also :x
and seems like whatever statement we made all became a joke lah..
we were all laughing throughout.. LOL
phew~ cannot stand it. haha!

thanks cousin, husband's wife, for her birthday wish too!
hehh! and of course...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO!!
jiayou for your exams!! (:

Friday, May 30, 2008

LOLLLLL!
i suddenly recalled Rose asking her friend Yongchang yesterday that isn't his house / school near Queensway after our joke club meeting, cos i need to know how to get to Queensway to make joke club tee.
so, i was surfing around friendster aimlessly and stumbled upon rose's friend's profile by chance.
and suddenly i had this thought, maybe he knows Guo Hao? (cos Queensway mah)
so i was just randomly looking through the album and really saw Guo Hao.
HAHAHA! CAN STILL RMB HOW BRENDA LIKE HIM SOOOOO MUCH (:


lol i called a few tuition centres today.
haiz i don't know which one to go to! ):
Mavis is of course the first choice lah, but theres like 60+ people in the class D:
another alternative is actually Eton, somehow i got the brochure lah, so just called.
small class of less than 10, which is good! but only once a week, 2hours.. $180.
Zzz but cheaper than Stalford, $200 :/
krtc kovan branch doesn't want to pick up my call, amkhub branch doesn't have h2 maths.
getting all confused over which to choose now.



omgosh this is the second time shijie so blur aaaaahhh!

some time ago, my mum's fren called.
mum's fren: hello? may i speak to xxx?
me: err i think you got the wrong number.
mum's fren: oh ok.

then later i realise, she was lookin' for my mum lah
just because my mum's fren called my mum her surname + last character of her name (meaning leaves out the middle character), i told her wrong number.
my mum called her back later and i felt so paiseh :x

and just now...
me: hello?
xxx: hello... can i speak to... err..
me: huh? (thinking it was prank call)
xxx: errr Ratatouille?? (the movie you know?)
me: hmm i think you got the wrong number. (and i really thought so)
*hanged up phone

me: hello?
uncle: hello? eh it's me lah!
me: HUH?! OMG SORRY D:

cos just last sunday, my mum and i bought the ratatouille dvd for my cousin (though in the end found out he had watched it already).
aah the thing is, i couldn't even recognise my uncle's voice :O
BLUR, like totally ._.
:x

ohwells, i think i've already got used to letting people laugh at my stupidity.
like using the remote control with the sensor pointing at myself and thinking why the remote control isn't working,
like using the wrong side of pen / eraser / correction tape
like capping the highlighter cap to the pen of vice versa
(there was once i actually didn't realise, when the cap is like so super not fitting, THINKING that the cap got lose or something and hadn't the faintest idea it was the WRONG one -.-)
like stepping onto paint when i was warned just 1sec before and i actually nodded my head saying 'orh' and the next moment, i stepped on it.
like frantically looking for my wallet / handphone in my bag, thinking that i had misplace it, when i am actually holding it on my hand.
like bringing all the homework out to my grandma house, only to find that i didnt bring pencil case...
like holding the book upside down (yes it doesn't just happen in stories, it happens on ME), pretending to read and having others to tell me 'eh your book upside down leh, how u read?' :x

LOL i shouldnt continue, else everyone will know all my 丑事.
HAHAHA!


hooohoo :x
it's ok if you're laughing at all the stupid things i've done.. hahas...
all i can say is, if there's a blur competition, im afraid you wouldn't stand a chance to top it if shijie was to enter the contest. LOL


[2] xD



'世界末日 取消了'
'两只老虎 还要跑得快的吗?!'
hahah... all the cute things my show says..
:D

Thursday, May 29, 2008

yayyyes feelin' rather happy. ahahahs! :D
it's the emo cycle.. LOL

aye, i kinda wasted my whole day. haha :x

went back to college for joke club meeting.
LOL, rose alaf-ing made me laugh non-stop.
she practically zipped up the jacket to the top of her head and walked in the canteen.
HAHAH! groups of people in the canteen were looking at her lah.
even the principal, mr kwek, was staring and laughing.
JOKE CLUB PRESIDENT INDEED. xD

so discussed about the joke club tee, hope i can get it done asap.
i simply have no idea what to do actually, since i've never volunteered to make any class / cca tee.
ahahas but anyways, for joke club's sake, i'll try lah...
hope everything goes well!

and discussed about upcoming events too, hahaha!
heheh really lookin' forward to them! (x

then most of them had to do their ccs script writing things.
so ended up walking with them to Mac's, and in the end to the MRT station with jiahao.
heh fellow joke clubber, but just got to know him better today (:
ohh! i realise taking MRT is kinda faster than i take bus leh! D:
lol, perhaps i should switch to taking MRT to school? hmm...

cousin told me yuanchang sent her a bdae card!
gosh, he's probably busy so might not call her on her bdae.
BUT bdae card leh! and wrote her name also!
ahahhas! though she said the handwriting is ugly, but it's still from yuanchang u know?
like whoooaaa, all the way from taiwan from laogong! :D

LOL, maybe i'll join his family (fanclub) next time.
then i'll get to have these too. heh!


aaah something random. but it's something that the 9pm show had made me think about.
cos 'junjie' kept building models of house... LOL

my future home must have a big big walk-in wardrobe! :D
then there'll be a room with musical instruments like drums, guitar, keyboard...
a studio with all the recording equipments, something lidat lah, you got the idea..
and a karaoke room! with bar table all that, probably like a lounge bar.
and the colour scheme of my house will be just black and white!
AAAH NICE NICE :D

it must definitely be big enough to accomodate ALL my laogongs.
heheh! (:


3DAYS 3DAYS! :D


突然害怕 害怕你会忘记

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

LOL everything is linked, seriously.

hahaha i was high-ing over the jj look-alike yesterday.
the one who appears in the 9pm show 变奏曲!
ok so it goes like this...
went chengxi's gf blog... she's currently acting in 'my world my blog'.
then there's this guy she took photos with and posted on her blog, who acts in that show too!
and this guy really looks like JJ! hahaa! (so it reminded me of the guy in 变奏曲)
and since she linked him, i went his blog...
exactly JJ look-alike, and from his blog i found out he is the one in the 变奏曲
LOL, and not only that...
during the JJ Party II, the one who was asked to go up to the stage because he looks like JJ, was actually this guy!
hahahaha!!

im not exaggerating, see it for yourself! xD
http://kamoki-monkey.blogspot.com/

but i heard TP's JJ look-alike is even more alike leh!
AAAHHS i want see! LOL :x

~


Icaru!
i have his email le YAYES!!!! :D
hahah! i think im pretty good at finding these things.
like, i helped brenda (i think Eileen also dun want le) find clement's email leh!
it's just that i stumbled upon it by chance actually. xD

ok, no more Peter Pan...
heheh!

YUANSHUAI THE 14th! (:



既然未得到 那有何必去担心失去呢

Tuesday, May 27, 2008




















that's like less than half of the photos i took.
ohwells nvm. hahahs..
YUANSHUAI got into semi-finals! (:
and M2 M8 too, as expected. xD
jiaxi sang quite well! but he was out D:

aaahhhs i don't know if i should play the chords for the coming guitar practical test.
i feel bad to just let zijun play those chords and not help her.
but it's really like 心有余而力不足, cos i don't play well lah.....
so i promised that i'll practice today.. if can, i'll play the chords.
omgosh, shijie must be crazy to actually want to try and play chords!
-.-

when my inner voice starts tellin' me,
well done, shijie.
you were stuck to the tv whole day and didn't bother to study well for chem.
and so you flunked you're MCQ test today, which was said to be simple.
WELL DONE, indeed D:


it's time i have to buck up!

oh ya Mr Foo is leaving! aaah...
you know, he was like the one who helped me during my first titration in jc?
yes yes, i did titration in sec sch, but i still suck at it alright..
so he kinda helped me, teach me how to swirl the flask.. LOL
eh he's a nice teacher! and his lectures are understandable to me..
why is he leavin'!! ):


~

5MORE DAYS! :D


我们的世界可能有时差





Sunday, May 25, 2008


ICARU! YUANSHUAI! M7!
many many loves! (:

sigh but photos and videos took were lousy aaah ):
i need a new camera...
soon, hopefully. D:

it was a good day out with Eileen and Meiqi xD
hehh! im like totally mesmerised by Icaru le!
especially after our we-both-also-dun-dare-to-shake handshake.
ahahahs!

so they really think its DANGER liaos! 15? hahaha!
yeaaaah in this case, it's sooner or later.
so you all be prepared! LOL!



JJ!
nothing's too little, nothing's too much.
no wonder i love him sooooooo much (:

D:
Mr. X's 57th post.!
so my intuition was right. *CRIES

HURRRH!
it's ok!
i am still going to watch JJ's performance today HAPPILY.
i am still going to see wei wo du zun (JIAXI!) later HAPPILY

what is chengxi!
chengxi is nothing!

wahhhhhhhh~ *burst into tears

-.-
this is not working.

why did he 公开 everything aaaah!
at least don't let me know mah.


*breathe in breathe out

LOL ok, it's not that serious.
ahahas, happy anniversary to them! :D

he MAY be at compass point to support his brother today hor.
cos he was at civics plaza supporting him yesterday.

must open eyes BIG BIG! cannot miss him this time!
xD

Friday, May 23, 2008

there wasn't brenda in front / behind me to say 'jiayou' before the papers.
there wasn't counting of how many times Mr Wong actually walked past me.
there was no Mr Wong clumsily knocking onto tables and chairs creating a commotion.
there wasn't 'JJ' (Amanda- JiaJun!) in front / behind me to say she didn't finish the papers.
there was no checking with brenda meiqi etc... whether we brought everything we need to our table.
there was no studying at the 2E1 hole.
there was no muggin' at the canteen before the papers (and i'll be sitting at different tables with brenda and they'll ask '你们吵架啊?'
there wasn't my pal there to send telepathy to each other
there was no 'xinmin shines, xinmin reigns'
there was no graph hanging at the back of the hall showing the escalating o level results.
there wasn't any prayin' together at the table in the canteen that the questions would be easy.

there wasn't ALOT ALOT of things.
and i felt kinda uncomfortable, because all was so different.
including the questions on the papers because i've done narrative like all my life for god's sake and, the 12questions are expository/argumentative/reflective.

._.

i cannot believe my GP just passed like that.
hmm....

ahahas what an EMO post.
something to liven up the mood!
nice nice song, JJ and jolin sang it!
whahahs JJ can make nice song sounds even nicer (or rather, the nicest!)
:D




今天你要嫁给我 JIN TIAN NI YAO JIA GEI WO - 林俊杰, 蔡依林



i just saw Pornsak, jealous right brenda?
heh! xD



你自己都不明白你自己的想法
又怎么能否定我对你的感觉呢?

in about 3hours later, im going to take my first ever GP exam!
confidence level like dropped totally when i received the compo i wrote, 19/50 D:
how to go take the paper later lah!>#:!<$?x$@^

:x

i realise GP is a chinese 报章报道 look-alike.
just that it is like zillllllliooooon times harder ._.


haiz, GP... i want to get it over quickly!
cos june holidays are finally hereeeee! (x

Sunday! wei wo du zun + charity show!
ahahahs! lookin forward :DD


BYE (:

Tuesday, May 20, 2008


PEACE PANDA from breadtalk! :D
cost $2 each but i gave $10, ahahas!
it's for Sichuan earthquake victims!
and im like totally supportive of anything to help them!
cos that is what JJ taught me (:

long tiring day~
heheh went compass after school to try out the bubble tea with Liyun!
lol, to think that im living so near compass and i haven't tried it even once.
not too bad! :D

some pics of last PE lessons [:
played badminton, which i seriously suck at
LOL anyone who knows me should know, that's one sport i can't do :x


recommending...
Super Junior M - 至少还有你!
i think it's a pretty nice song!
though its the same familiar song most would have heard before, i think theirs give a different feel. ahahas! xD




and i still can't keep my hands off rubik's cube! :/



tomorrow NO GUITAR! xD


为什么寂寞总是那么多
总习惯独自温习你遗留的伤痛
我不想再灌上心碎重播
彼此都隔着一层膜
紧紧的擦肩而过



Monday, May 19, 2008

CHEMICAL ENERGETICS T.T
i've been at it since this afternoon (still doing now ._.) and it wasn't very productive.
ohwell, still can't quite understand..
hopefully mr low will go through it soon.
then i will understand. ahahas! xD

went changi for dianxin in the morning! yums yums (:
then took a walk near changi spit, certainly reminds me of GEOGRAPHY FIELD TRIP! :D
ahahahs!

those alaf times! LOL! xD

and like, who would ever forget having such a wonderful lame and crazy teacher?
hahaha! xD

went Mount faber after that!
sheeesh it was freakin' hot but there was still lots of people there.
and the can drink was selling at $2.50 ._.
i think i must be out of my mind to have gone there today o.O

was flippin' through the magazines and i saw this!

if i was still in xinmin, if WE were still in xinmin..
we would have already went for our post-exams pizza hut lunch at compass!
still remember the times before exams start, we would be reading through IN supplement.
we'd see this ad and then plan to go after our exams.
so after our last paper was down, we'd go for our pizza hut! :D
it so happened that it went on since sec3 with brenda...
and once, eileen and meiqi joined us in it! ^^

heheh so shall we go after our MYE? xD
it's like 1month away, but ahahas it's gonna come very soon!
others say: 考试要来了! :S
we say: 考试要完了! :D
LOL, optimistic. ahahah!!

i want take a ride on Singapore Flyer!
it's about 40 storeys high? xD
the tickets damn ex, but i guess i'd just like the experience it once.
hehes... (:

im still thinking about that Deathnote book me and Eileen saw in Comics connection!
really cool lah.. was tellin' my mum about the book and she sorta freaked out and said
'then 不是很危险?'
ERRR, like i really can kill if i write anyone's name in there. LOL
(if it is so, the first victim would be the CARE and SHARE form teacher of 305 you-know-who)
HAHAH! :x
yes yes, so let me have the book ok?
i will kill people responsibly. (x




if teenage can just let me / meiqi win the pair of tickets to nich teo's concert please~ :x
treat it as a bdae present to me. LOL! (:


如果全世界我也可以放弃 至少还有你 值得我去珍惜

Sunday, May 18, 2008

the mystery of the rubik's cube is solved!
:D

i took less than two days to learn and solve it
smart ah. HAHAAH! :x

wouldn't have done it without some help from the web of course.
but it also depends on my intelligence ok, duh.
LOL
xD

u are the one is gonna come down to compass point next sunday if i didn't saw the ad wrongly!
YEA, like u think i'd ever miss it when it's just at my doorstep?
ahahas! :D

latest record: 4 minutes! :D



不管在哪里 只要和你在一起 (:

Saturday, May 17, 2008

met Eileen after school yesterday! :D
actually i had 3 options - Joke club, find tuition with Eileen, and go TP surprise brenda!
had settled down for joke club, but in the end i think we should go find tuition asap.
and it was too late to surprise brenda le, lol.

so met her at compass and went kovan!
ahahas we didn't know where Mavis was situated at, but managed to get there with some help from khui huay (:
and i realise that place is certainly so not a condusive environment for lessons ._.
and gosh it's damn ex, 192.60 per month! :/
haiz... i think my budget of $150 is too little, considering im looking for JC tuition.
got some info of another tuition centre Stalford. $200 per month, 1st a week 2hours!
omgosh, that is even worse D:
i must go hunting for some other tuition centres soon.

after checking it out, went heartland mall for our dinner! :D
hehh its some shop selling jap food, and rather cheap too.
but i must say, the food isn't that nice as i thought.
ahahahs i ordered so many food that we both ate till super full!

LOL so decided to walk a few bus stops before taking bus 119.
but it was more than 'a few bus stops'... we walked and walked..
and reached punggol park! ahahahs!
spent like 40minutes walking lah, and we realise if we continue to walk, it would be rather late le. hahahs! so we decided to 'give up' and take the bus (lol, like for a few stops only)
but we did had a nice chat along the way (:
arghh but we saw something an accident along the way.
guess there was this bus which knocked down a motorcyclist.
and the motorcyclist was lying on the ground and we saw blood on the road.
and i believe the impact was rather huge.
haiz then we begin talking about the earthquake and cyclones, made both of us so emo suddenly.
):

okays but that aside, we'd a nice time lah.
ahahas! yeaa meet up soon ok, dear!
take care and don't sprain your ankle again!
let's jiayou for midyears! :D

GOT MY RUBIK"S CUBE LE! :D
LOL another distraction :x

~


had guitar this morning, did improved slightly (:
but needs more practise to change chords fast!
C G Am Em F!
so difficult ahhhhh! D:

i don't know how im going to finish my part of GPP by tonight ):


幸福需要的磨練 我們都誤解成擱淺

Thursday, May 15, 2008

愛與希望 = 生命

愛與希望

詞/王雅君 曲/林俊傑

大地被搖晃著
天空突然黑了
我的心也被震碎了 下一秒瓦解了 淚堆積成了河

但明天是好的
我們要堅定著
愛~讓我們不放棄活著 還要繼續和大自然拔河

當愛與希望 投射炙熱的太陽
昨日淚光 會隨時間都蒸發
別輕易放棄 明天要許更多願望
裝滿了勇氣 就更有力量

當愛與希望 倒映暖暖的月亮
再回頭望 又是築好的家鄉
我知道未來還有好多路要闖
我打開了窗 看見了晴朗



the devastating earthquake in Sichuan somehow made JJ compose this song.
he actually composed it in 10hours, and compose + recording added up to 2days without sleep!
sheeesh... *heart pain ahhh!
its a rather touching song!
listen please! JJ's effort! (:
and just nice, Rose wants to initiate a fund-raising for the Sichuan (CIP for joke club)

seriously, i just don't feel like picking up the newspaper to read these days.
i hate to see all the news about the damages left behind and lives lost due to the earthquake and cyclone in sichuan and myanmar.
it pains to know how much lives are lost, just in that short period of time.
have you ever thought how fragile life can be? if any of these disaster just hit singapore any one of these days, we'll just die like that?
lots of things going through my mind, but i don't know how to pen them down in words now.

cherish what you have, do what you want to do, so you'll never regret.
it's easier said than done, im trying.






愛與希望 = 生命

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

:D
today was a supposedly long and tiring day, but everything just flew past.
ahahahas (:
firstly was the dreaded PE, but it was raining and we only chose our sport modules.
it's only like for 5minutes?
and we actually changed into our PE attire, and then changed back again.
Zzz ._.

then Chemistry practical lesson!
BUT no experiment today! yay! :D
2hours tutorials straight, had an enjoyable tutorial though.
Mr Low is funny. ahahahs (:

he was showing us the Data Booklet..
Mr Low, 'so your Data Booklet is your only friend in the exams besides your stationery'
then we were saying our calculator also!
and he actually replied 'but your calculator's memory will be cleared away, so it can't even remember that you are its friend'
he used the visualiser and freeze the screen with his hand there.
he walked away and said that his hand is stuck there ._.

omgosh, really lame that i can't stop laughing. xD
but mr low was nice enough to give us a 5minutes nap!
LOL everyone simply lay our heads on the table. ahahahs!
he even switched off the lights and turn the fan speed higher!
xD

(photo credits to Liyun. hahas!)

so chem lesson was enjoyable! ^^

Assembly was boring, but the talk about MYE is really important though.
and obviously, the principal's talk.
suddenly, i feel i have so much to do, but so little time.
it's not too late to wake up now.
June holidays are waiting for me, for me to use them to study D:

Guitar had early dismissal!
sigh, but im so disappointed lah, i can't change chords properly yet ):
i think i really need more practice!
That day's theory i scored 40/50! ahahahs :D
but there's a practical test coming up! gosh...
31st MAY! rahhs so fast! ):

it's all the little things that friends say to encourage you and move you on.
Lots of people simply just pop by a message to ask me to jiayou, once in a while.
and they seriously did make my day! (:
thanks friends! xD

如果我先放弃爱情 我的痛会不会变得不药而愈

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

today's specially dedicated to my luo zu ren! :D



one year anniversary! LOL!
it was exactly a year ago, on the 13th May...
and vrrooom, one year just past like that! xD
Eileen dear wrote me this then! (:
i still keep it ya'know? heheh...
and after a year, i still love luo zu ren as much! ^^


SHOW! (:
luo zu ren will be forever loved! ahahahas!
xD

LOL coincidently, at this point in time, JJ poster dropped off!
he must be jealous. HAHA!


oh and weiheng was telling me yesterday that his school got a JJ look-alike!
gosh, BRENDAAAA..!
if you happen to pass by School of Engineering, help me look out for a JJ look-alike okay?
i will reward you greatly if you manage to tou pai him (or by any other means take a photo of him) and let me see. hahahas!
why is there so many JJ look-alikes nowadays?!
i wonder... lol...



我的回憶種滿你曾對我說過的預言

Monday, May 12, 2008



viwawa! i love my wawa! :D
been playing since last night with Royson.
LOL im his 'penpal from Indonesia' ._.
Zzz he's damn pro at checkmate.
anyways im so addicted to Big 2.5 (dai di!)
although i keep losing T.T
ahahahs!

stayed back to wait for joke club, did my maths 4c!
yayes i think im productive when im alone doing work in the library (:
joke club was really LOL, i just can't stop laughing. hahahs! xD
ok, so im in joke club exco... WELFARE HEAD!
hahaha! the way we went choosing our post, funny sia...

then the 2 jokes of the day:
Rose: 今天有谁 present ah? (today got who present?)
Me: Present? 礼物?
Rose: LOL

Rose: june holidays 我有写作营. (camp)
Jamie: 写作赢 (win)? 好啊! good!
then Rose LOL and told me and bk.
and my first thought was exactly like jamie's : that she 写作赢
-.-

aiyo, so CRAP! ahahahas!

I want to go back xinmin! D:
miss everything luhhh ):

always there to cheer me up, thanks hao peng you! :D



宁愿相信你只是突然改变了决定
去了另一个美丽城市 也等着我入境

Friday, May 9, 2008

就让我们的爱情走到此结束 在一起没有幸福就很迷糊 爱是不由自主

can you believe it? GP midyear paper is exactly 2weeks later! ._.
omgosh... but it also means that my jun hols are coming! :D

haiz seems like lots of things to do during holidays.
-STUDY FOR MID YEARS!
-holidays make up lessons ):
-PW -.-
-guitarrrrrrrrrr o.O
-OG18 chalet!
-KBOX!!!!! :D

hmm hmm, and of course the MOST important day of the year is in june holidays!
1st june, you-know-what? *hint hint.
AHAHAHS! xD

someone please tell me you want to go 唯我独尊! so that i can go!
lols, i want to email jiaxi if he still have the tickets asap!

hoho there's suddenly lots of new nice nice songs to listen to!
want to share with meiqi! :D

娱乐百分百 never fails to brighten up my day!
i can be really sleepy but xiaozhu is always there to make me laugh. ahahas. xD
he's so cuteeee! i think im relying alot on him to make my day.
never regret spending all my money and time on his book, autograph sessions and concert!
lols ^^

there's guitar tomorrow.
THERE IS GUITAR TOMORROW.
ahhh GUITAR TEST too!
well i think i won't be the ones who are chosen for the performance a few months later anyway.
the rest are so pro! yea right, guys are better at guitar seriously.
heheh nvm, its ok... i always take more time than others. LOL
i just wanted to learn it, so no high hopes. no disappointment. hahah (x

吳克群 -- 牽牽牽手
nice but sad MV, definitely a good concept for this song. perfect! :D




things are getting tough, and i think i won't be able to hang on for long.
juggling academics, cca and other yet-to-mention stuffs is really not easy.
this is not even the peak yet! i'll get to experience the really-no-life jc life soon.
pffft! im beginning to doubt the usual phrase that things are gone 'in a blink of an eye'
i blinked so many times already and im still typing this post. ahahahs ._.
im beginning to talk crap whenever i open my mouth :x
(i can only rmb these):

bk says:
hey.. if u need to go to newton circus there, how wld u travel to there
I believe says:
?
I believe says:
lols i nv go before leh
bk says:
lol.. okok.. nvm
I believe says:
hahahs.. i wanted to say, go ask newton
I believe says:
lols
bk says:
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I believe says:
he should know where his circus is mah.. he perform there
I believe says:
aahahhas


sujun: they say my GC (Casio) is sharper (as in the graphs all these)
shijie: sharper? it's Casio what, use Sharp one then sharper!



AHAHAS! im sure u all are missing my craps lah!
i crap much much more when i was in xinmin yea? LOL (x



等下一个天亮 去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗

时间可以磨去我的棱角 有些坚持却永远磨不掉

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Chem SPA, it's SPA and i actually fumbled.
i know Mr Low's disappointed, so am i ):
im really grateful he's my teacher you know.
he knew i was panicking... and i was, nearly bursting into tears.
but he was there telling me not to worry cos there's still time.
then asked me the second time if i was ok.
his words did help calm me down, and i was consoling myself throughout the titration that 'there's still time'.
i've such a great teacher, yet i didn't put in all my effort to prepare myself well for SPA.
i admit i still didn't have the mindset that SPA was that important until today's one was over.
his telling-off the class after today's SPA is really a wake-up call for me.

so i wouldn't want this to repeat again.
i promise i'll do a better job for the subsequent practicals.
i shall aim for the A for chemistry.



ok, emo over.

~

aiyo dilemma!!
i can get 'u are the one' tickets and then go watch this following monday de!
not only will i get the tickets from jiaxi, i will also see chengxi cos he will go down support jiaxi too! (ps i can take photo with chengxi lah!!)
should i go? it's Monday leh... hmms... (but currently no tests next week!)
but who to go with!
meiqi!! u want go down see M2 and yuan shuai ma?? LOL :D
hmm just anyone who wants to go, must tell me ok!

oh there's this show starting tomorrow on channel5, the showdown!
there's chengxi! his team is call 'the drama mamas' (:
but his episode is like the last one, 31st July!
and for meiqi's info! Daren and Sly also in!
Daren in 'the superstars' , episode6 - 12june
Sly in 'fab four', episode8 - 26june
(:

it's MATHS TEST TOMORROW
no time to study, i dun want to fail! ):


bumped into Mr. One twice today :D

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

9pm show has a JJ look-alike! LOL!
he's that gangster beside julian. hahah!
not just me ok, so many many people noticed! (x
must watch must watch, it's a nice show! haha :D

Mr X donated $1000 for SPCA!
and im so so happy :D
you seeee, my PW is on animals, and probably going to the SPCA during june holidays to gather info! it's nice to know Mr X contributed! heheh (:
loves Mr X to bits! xD
just let me call him Mr X, let me feel the shuang-ness when his gf call him that. LOL

tomorrow got chemistry SPA! ._.
sigh very scared i will not do well.
i've learnt from experience, confidence actually plays a huge part to successfully accomplish something. so i shall have confidence that i will do well tomorrow!
and the same goes for guitar test tomorrow! no more getting all nervous and shivers. LOL
must jiayous! i did do my part to try and practice everyday k.
:D

got to go home with minghui today!
thanks for waiting! (:

lol i got scared THRICE this morning lah.
and it's like only 8am in the morning.
morning at the bus-stop, thanks to Gavin ._. lols..
then Peiyu when i alighted the bus.
and in school, litong's soft toy.
haha... then i realise, its been really long since i 吓到!
imagine, i practically got boo-ed every single day in xinmin, just because everyone will be scaring brenda and i will 被连累 too. AHAHAHS! xD
gosh, those were the times...
(:

oh and lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX! :D
hope you will have more and more ren yao shows to perform this year. LOL!




愛要耐心等待 仔細尋找 感覺很重要
寧可空白了手 等候一次 真心的擁抱

Monday, May 5, 2008

okok, seems like got a lot of things to blog about today.
first thing in the morning was 2.4 run!
ran at the 15mins range, not that bad... considering i stop and walk a few times.
heheh and thanks lena for cheering me on for the final lap!
she just pulled me cos i was walking, and ask me don't give up!
hahahas thank you thank you! (:
yea, so NAPFA cleared! :D

got back Econs test and i fail! aaaah!
9/20, i missed by a mark!
although it is in the 'pass' range, im still not satisfied.
cos mrs chong said it was an easy case study ):
must jiayous for the coming test on friday!

haiz now me and meiqi is in the same boat! ):
but i think mine's not as bad as hers.
Mr. X! if he's really that two-timer kind, it's really going to ruin my good impression of him! ):

it's the nicholas zhang dong liang fever for me and meiqi! :D
he is really cute!
15th? LOL!



他渐渐忘了我 但是他并不晓得
遍体鳞伤的我 一天也没再爱过

Sunday, May 4, 2008

4/05 at amk kbox plaza, suki sushi! (:

Eileen dear! (:
lol can you imagine, 4 girls finished THAT stack of sushi?
HAHA! xD

typical snap of brenda. lol!

EMO brenda and EMO eileen ._.

Meiqi! :D

brenda and meiqi!
emo again o.O

heh with my DEAR! (x

emo brenda, but i not emo-ing.
im too happy to emo today! haha! xD

they're the bestest friends i can have (:

LOL the table that ate the MOST *claps
hahaha (:

the perfect kbox cliques :D

i think this photo got a very 艺术 feel.
not bad ah, brenda. HAHA!

LOVES :D

heh ok, so 4/05 day we did have an outing! (:
only 11 of us turn up though, lol.
but did lots of catch up with them :D
i think we talked and talked and forgot we were eating too much.
haha! just take and take and eat and eat and talk and talk. lols.


sighh! i want it to be like this everyday!
i want to talk to them all about yu le bai fen bai, laogongs everyday!
laugh at the same jokes, talking all about things that happened before ):
i can only say, i really really miss all the times with all of you!
and of course i'll never ever forget you all!
must meet up as often as we can ok? (:

jiayous, we'll survive through this.
this phase of our life will end soon [:


xinmin, the only school, where we'll call it home (:




and lastly, i got a gift especially for you leh BRENDA!
*looks down

hahah! xDD





Saturday, May 3, 2008

能不能够让我再说我爱你 还是你已不想听
能不能够把你彻底的忘记 我是真的搞不清


TODAY NAPFA!
finally, THE day is here.
and did i pass? presenting to you my report card! xD




AHH I PASSED SHUTTLERUN AND IPU! :D
lol! i know, maybe compared to others, my results are not really good.
but im happy already! i cleared my 5items and the only thing left is 2.4 on Monday!
wheees, i wont have to repeatedly do it for the whole year! (:

the real miracle, i jumped 175 for SBJ!
2nd time 167 only, then Mr Lim forgot my 175 and wrote 167 down
that explains why 175 is on the next column. hahs...

Sit and reach was like LOL, the VP took me for that station and she kept asking me to reach till 50+, like hahaha -.-
maximum i could go after several tries was 43, 44 will get B le lah ):
lol but good enough. :D

then NY was nice to give us a packet of Milo each after we finish. heheh :D

sigh, i've been letting myself slack since yesterday
after Monday, its bye bye NAPFA test for the rest of this year! (:


lol i cant set the right time, thanks to blogger's new schedule thingy ._.


我还想要参与 你的生活点滴 只要你肯相信 我一定会陪你走下去

Friday, May 2, 2008

see-wrong-timetable-day! -.-
walked up to the classroom with wanglu this morning, only to found out we both look at the WRONG timetable! hahah gosh, it's so coincident lah.
later on in the day, realised mengxiao saw the wrong timetable too!
gosh, scary..

and we didn't bring Maths lecture notes, like phew didn't get caught :x
instead, we brought our Econs book, soooo heavy -.-

PE just past like a breeze, hahahs.
cos NAPFA test tomorrow!
haiz confidence confidence! i must get my silver!!
SHUTTLERUN and IPU! :/
thanks for all the encouragement, friends!
i'll take with me all the tips.. hahas xD

PW tutorial was cancelled! yayes :D
so had 2hours break straight!
went to the library and had the discussion room all on our own!
suppose to study my geog but i was just relaxing there. haha!
and listening to mengxiao, litong, zhaolin and wanglu talk about china...
hahas it's nice ya know, i like listening to them talk like these.. realise i can learn quite alot about their culture and things like that. xD

haha and when i asked them which part of china they were from, they had a hard time explaining to me so they decided to draw (below).
they drew out the whole china.. LOL
hahahs, they're really a bunch of nice friends to have :D





heeehhh 405 class gathering on SUNDAY!
omgosh, 4/05 DAY! and we're really going OUT!
must thank jiamin, think she's the one who came up with it.
and of course ANGELINE! she's the one who planned this outing! :DDD

tomorrow's guitar cancelled!
yayes i dun have to bring guitar tomorrow le!
and can go home straight after NAPFA! haha! xD
i think it's better to start next week lah. ^^
my fingertips skin is peelin' off! ahhhh *cries
(wheees another motivation for NAPFA tomorrow, lols)
p.s so no guitar test tomorrow. whahahs :P

one world one dream
幸福天空 因为爱 因为爱而存在