it's composed AND written by TANK! :D
wah no wonder i like this song!
so featuring my Ex- laogong...

Wilber Pan - 我让你走了

and next, also another song by Wilber! xD
composed by JJ!!
again, this is like the 123456789th times i like a song and realise it's composed by JJ!
hahah(:

Wilber Pan - 跟我走吧

TOMORROW!(:

他虽然不是老公
但他是偶像!!!!!!

nice movie (:
i think Andy Lau's quite good looking leh! :D




i might like older guys.
NOT old, but compared to brenda's and meiqi's laogongs, they are just OLDER.


AND, YUANCHANG and YANG PEI AN are two DIFFERENT people!
please have a GOOD look at the two photos below!

lol, my laogong more shuai, of course! (:






see? my dearest yuan chang! shuai! (:(:

cherish.
it's not that people don't know how to cherish,
it's that they do not know how to cherish enough.

faith.
somebody once told me.
it's faith that brought us together.
and now, i'm in doubt.
was it faith that pull us apart too?

hope.
i think that's self indulgence.
i think it's pretty much unrealistic.
because people tends to hope and hope, and continue hoping.
and miracles don't happen just because you hope.

believe.
i think it's a strong word.
no why, i just think so.



只是忽然想回到从前
整理好心情
做真正的朋友


是朋友 就要永远记住他的样子
请你闭上眼睛 永远记住他的样子

否则
他的味道已慢慢散去
样子也随着味道 慢慢的模糊.

满城尽带黄金甲! (: (:

我突然喜欢周董了! (其实从他 november's chopin' 专辑后, 就这样认为了)
更突然的是, 你们或许又要准备来我的婚礼了!

哈哈! 怎么办? :x

i think he is so so much better looking now, compared to the times when he just entered his career, about 6 to 7years ago.
:DD
eileen and meiqi said he looks better last time.
aah no, if not, why didn't i like him last time?

because, because now he's old!
28. perfect. (:

just watched the movie, HIS movie, and although the movie wasn't that great, he was great.
his song was great, his singing was great.

and i think this is the first time i'm making this statement, and im gonna make it BIG:


i love jay chou!

[that's like the biggest -.-]

strange things happened after the incident.
sheeesh, i really should heed brenda's advice and go temple pray.
scary, though i believe strongly i was just tired that day.
:k


'with a L1R5 of near 30, where can i go?' i ask myself.
nowhere.
how much effort have you put in, if let's say, out of 10....
i said 6. maybe, it was less.

sadly, a just passed english compo and a not-very well-done compre pulled me right down to a B4. actually not. i was always at B4. but no improvement while people are improving is as good as getting worse.
and SS/Hist was another killer. I had hoped i'll pass every single subject this midyear. PASS. but combine humanities was 49/100.
how bad can it get.

nonetheless, on a happier note, i passed my amaths - with a gratifying (at least to me) C5!
and passed physics too, though i'm not really pleased with a c6.

and so i lay my expectations for Prelims.
[English] - A2
[Higher Chinese] - B3
[Additional Mathematics] - A1
[Elementary Mathematics] - A1
[Geography] - A2
[SS/History] - B3
[Chemistry] - A2
[Physics] - B3

hahahs that's like so unrealistic -.-


alrights, all the best for chinese o's people!
A1(:

love, me

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again

I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again

I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

scary incident 1!

have you ever heard of 鬼压床?
scientifically, it is said that the cause is something to do with blood circulation.
some say it's because of stress.
and the others? they think you can't move because 'something' is pressing you down.

i've never experienced it before.
until, until yesterday night.
i remember myself waking up in the middle of the night and couldn't move!
i didn't really freaked out but of course, it did gave me quite a scare.
my whole body was totally numb.
then the next thing i remember was that once in a variety show, JJ had shared his experience of being 鬼压床, and that when he opened his eyes, he saw 'some thing'
so i just make sure i didn't open my eyes, and shut them VERY tightly :D
then the next thing on my mind was, if there's really 'something' there, grandpa(s) please come and save me!
i thought that made things worse, but well, i don't know. was not in a very clear state of mind to actually remember everything la.
i forgot what i did next.
only remembered i tried moving my hand. then it did moved abit but it was totally numb.
probably my grandpa(s) heard my prayers and came to my rescue.
freed but i still didn't dare to open my eyes.
soon after, i fell asleep.

if what people say about 鬼压床 is true, then maybe that was what happened.
but if there's an explanation behind it except for the above, which cannot be proven, then it's probably because i was too tired.


scary incident 2!

on the way to school today, in my father's lorry, a giant spider scared me out of my wits!
Light brown and so huge! with LONG legs.
i kept screaming but my father was like so calm .__.
i never saw a spider as big as this one i saw.
phew luckily my father killed it :D





美丽的错误
sweet! [:

Wedding was a success! heheh! (:
thanks all for coming!
As promised, got shark fin, bird nest, pastamania etc....
LOL xDD!
i hope my drivers' services were good. :D
and... even MR Wong came wor. =x
why he had lobster for breakfast this morning?
because yesterday he came my wedding, then got leftover!
so he ta-pao home! haha!!
:x

I finished Corner *With Love!
i merely sat down in front of my comp. for a few hours and watched 8discs continuously!
wah, no wonder my eyes were so tired and i didn't feel quite well after that.
hahahs
it's a great show! xD
and for now, start studying and no more drama serials for me!
all my summer x summer, zhong ji yi jia, ISWAK 2...
that's after o levels.

not much time left.
it's gonna be a 17points jump if i want 10points.
time to get serious...

人生最过瘾的 就是因为它有很多转角 有的转角很惊险 有的转角又充满惊喜 是惊喜 还是惊险 不走过去 当然就不知道下一个转角 你会遇到什么 因此我喜欢转角


如果爱你是错 我不爱对
如果爱你是犯罪 枪毙我比较干脆

在人生中 都要做很多很多的选择
选择开心 选择伤心
选择撒谎 选择诚实
选择放弃 选择继续
每一个 都像转角一样
你选择了转角 转角之后的路
是凹凸不平 还是一条铺好的道路
至少转角后 你可以走回头路
但一旦做出了选择 一般都无法倒退了

每一天都不知不觉有这一些想法
只是想和大家分享分享啦

不喜欢自己这么的脆弱
不喜欢自己每次遇到什么 都不能勇敢地去面对
不喜欢自己在不知所措的情况下 只懂得哭

今年的生日愿望 或许会有一些特别
就是希望 以后不要这么轻易地哭!


2more weeeeeeeks! xD

这比之前还痛
更痛...


以前的一句話　是我們以後的傷口
過了太久　沒人記得當初那些溫柔


对. 我常说 勉强是没有幸福的
但是人是固执的 固执得很
你不要他做什么 他就偏去做


很多东西 很想隐瞒
但却又很想说
最后还是往肚子里吞
因为... 毕竟很多事都很难用说的来表达啦
要和我那只 winnie the pooh 说也很难说

还想为你摇秋千 对着夕阳扮鬼脸 若月光再美一点 我们会否把手牵
还想被你碎碎念 当数流星的配乐 你却说你等不到天亮 空秋千陪整夜

蔡老师说回忆是... 是最美的?
不知道 就大概这个意思啦
回忆 真的...



对不起 在语无伦次 脑很乱很乱
最近都一直这样 一直说错话
讲话越来越不经过大脑了

累了吧
人也会有累的时候
我这时候 应该算是要崩溃了
说话说不好 心情也不知被什么糟蹋
真的很不想说话
就继续这样过吧
安静地过...

i think Vanness is getting more and more shuai!
hahah (x
try listening to 放手! nice song!
too bad blogger got problem, i can't post the video. ):

oh and Lin Yu Zhong! aaahh! maybe Meiqi and Eileen really affected me.
plus i watched abit of 'The beginning' today, and the scene where he promised felicia chin again that he will never gamble.
oh my god.
突然让我更喜欢他
but i think he's more like an idol, not laogong - for now.
hahah. well, u never know, perhaps i might just ditch all my laogongs one day and marry him.
so, 'for now' is very important. :D
- i learnt from a recent lesson when brenda reminded me i was telling Angeline that JJ is much more talented than Show in sec2 and viola! im marrying him this coming sunday.
heheh! [:



Corner with love is so so sweeeeeeeeet! ^^

回首当初，Tank说，小时候的自己真的很皮，他举例：“小学时爱玩火，结果，烧掉半片菜园。”

extracted from an article in zaobao.!
he's SOOOOO cute!

i want the tshirts he drew!! ):
hope i do win them. hehehh! :D




S.H.E - PLAY!
nice(:

Yet, the feeling still haunt me time and again.
Bowling. I've never been there until last Sunday.
The moment i stepped into the place, the sense of uneasiness overcomed me.
Because, for the moment, i thought i saw you.
I wanted to run away.
For i was filled with remorse and guilt, that i never wanted to see you again.
Never.

I had thought I was right, but now, it proved me wrong.
Friend. Isn't it too shallow a word to describe a friendship of 6years?
Not just friend, but good friend. Maybe best friend.
My tablemate, who never fails to cheer me up, who never fails to lend me a listening ear, and who is always ready to share my ups and downs.

Sorry.Sorry for failing to turn up when you wanted me to.
Sorry.Sorry for running away from you and being so irresponsible.

Sorry.


Now i know why.

nearly cried, NEARLY.

went for tuition today as i won't be able to make it tomorrow.
going uncle simon's wedding lunch! (:
in the hope of seeing derrick gor gor!
heheh if not why would i sacrifice my precious time to go?
ahahs! but well, it would be nice to see all my father's colleagues again!
will probably reminds me of the shanghai trip last year.
unforgettable.

but anyways, what NEARLY made me teared was Mr Ng's words.
my dear Mr Kelvin Jonathan Ng Bak Kwa (it's Book Kwee actually)
he asked me how was my Amaths paper.
terrible, i thought. that whole week of papers were disastrous.
so i told him, i found it difficult.
but Eileen and Jasmine thought it was easy.
then as i walked to the back of the class, he said some things, i forgot what.
after class he stood next to the door as we stream out.
'bye shijie! don't worry ok? results not out yet.'
i was like... 'OH MY GOD' as i looked into his eyes.
nodded and turned away at once.i was near to tears.

i don't know if it was the feeling of touched or sad, perhaps both.
touched that he seems to have such great belief that i could do it.
sad because i have a strong feeling that i didn''t do well, and that would disappoint him.

i really had tears well up in my eyes you know.
aww... think this is the first time im so scared i will disappoint a teacher.



~


so TANK is here in Singapore! :D
heees i don't know why i'm so HIGHHHHHH because of him.
ever since his arrival, i've been like thinking of him every second, every moment
lol =X
he's really really cute lah, if u managed to catch him on 93,3 and 100.3
he might be 25 but to me, he's really like a child who never grows up!
his answers to some questions were really kind of unexpected if u don't know him well.

like when he was asked what he was thinking when he was on stage for the first time, his reply was actually 衣服合不合身!

then a fan of his, probably a student because he/she will be unable to make it to his autograph session due to exam, and requested he sing live on 93.3, Tank actually chose to sing 专属天使. his reason? 希望考试会有专属天使帮你作弊! then he amended his statement, 'eh.. 不是作弊, 是守护' (=

以后的日子? 会是车子在天空飞!

你有什么话对很 high 的歌迷说? 哦, 就.. 你很 high 啊

喜欢吃新加坡的海南鸡饭!

亲爱的同学们 TANK 很开心因为要下班了!

看到老师要对老师微笑
看到同学要跟同学握手!


and thanks to eileen, she went to the autograph session then she phoned me.
listened to tank sing 3 songs and spoke!! [:
wah the feeling was like, i was on the phone with tank!
hehehs then i was at home 自-highing.
=x

tomorrow Tank will be on channel 8's charity show!
woooots! :DDD

and with that, i declare TANK to be my second da laogong!




ok shall stop blogging.
gotta study now!
bye! (x