Monday blueees D:
started the day with a weird relief teacher for econs ._.
i dunno, i just feel like laughing at him when i see him. hahah! :x

PW! i think my group's not bad (:
and i totally love our project idea!
xD

i want Saturday to come quickly!
l5 items. let me just get it over and done with, NAPFA! :/
and then comes the following monday 2.4km run!
aiyo, i know my shuttlerun and IPU is in danger D:

405 gathering!
4th MAY is our day!
i do hope there's really gonna be a gathering!
really miss everyone ALOT!
and i seriously need a nice long chat with brenda! (:
of course, 少不了 meiqi and eileen dear too! :D

lol the ones added on to my SAFE list! (:

currently: JJ, Show, Chengxi, Yuanchang, Yuzhe!
hahah! i know yuzhe is abit unexpected :x
must be today's yu le bai fen bai! he was sooo cute! :D

aiyo, very difficult to eliminate leh!
maybe in the end i just have 14 lah! LOL!
perhaps one day i will hit 20, just like what meiqi has like 'aimed' for me. HAHA!

LOL i think all of these im saying doesn't make sense to many.
whateverr.. xD


他霸占了你的心中 属于我的角落
所以你说 我们 不是你和我

Peter Pan 潘王子! :D
still can't stop high-ing over him, so should know what's coming up?
LOL! yeps 14th!
hahaha! of course, 14 is abit way too much right (13 u all already say too many le!)
so of course, it's also time to eliminate some! :x
this needs time. hahah!
i think upon reading this, brenda meiqi eileen minds will have the same thoughts.
that jap takashi and the hk hawick!
LOL! but hmm, it's too early to say anything now XDD

JJ! whahahs there's no way i will stop liking him.
one of the torch bearers for olympics 2008!
aahs so proud of him! ^^

'yuppie!' LOL!
he has this habit of saying that when he do this (x
hahahs just somehow had the urge to post their photos. lol :D

oh and its crazy, i saw the rubik's cube selling at 21.90, when previously i saw it only priced at 10.90!
demand is high, leads to increase in price of goods.
demand is price elastic~
HAHA ECONS. o.o

'the following announcement is requested by bk' lols...
hahahas... today is the anniversary day of our famous 405 article!
no harm reading it again, it certainly brought back memories of our maths lessons!
haha MRS LIM!

~

im always too nervous when ignatius wants us to play the guitar individually!
then i'll like screw up everything lah! :x
lol he also can see i was nervous, cos there's really a huge difference when everyone play together and when i play individually.
in fact i do feel stress when so many ppl just stop and listen to you play individually.
i agree, it's seriously my greatest enemy D:
gonna build up confidence and practice moreee!
but i think he's quite patient in teaching us, and he does understand that we learn at different pace. so he will say must 迁就...
i think i am seriously SLOW. hahah!

okok shall go back to my tutorials and PW!
heheh had the sudden motivation to do homework today, must thank hao peng you! :D

拆開了愛情的保鮮 賞味期限是沒上線
憑我感覺自由來挑選 酸酸 甜甜 由我做主
品味著愛情的酸甜 賞味期限是沒上限
平淡濃烈我都不拒絕 酸酸 甜甜 都由我做主

to be or not to be, it is still a pencil.
omgosh, rose can really make me laugh non-stop!

yuan lai wo bu shuai dvd! :D
whahahs finally got it le!
although somehow i think i bought on impulse...
since i know that the price will drop much further after some time,
still happy that i got it. hahah! ^^

lazy to blog mch because im pretty sleepy.
finally its the weekends!
next saturday there's NAPFA 5items though, and monday have to report early for NAPFA 2.4run! ):
GPP 1st draft is due soon, and PI final piece on 31st April! so rush!
more and more tutorials and my tests grades are going downslope. (走下坡!)
haiz gonna be tiring but have to hang on!
i know everything will pass quickly, i hope.
just let me study well and in peace this 2years.
pass my promos and then my As with nice and good scores.

holidays please come quickly!
i really need you to let me catch up with my work! D:

tomorrow another cousin birthday, probably another late night out with family again?
hahah 3consecutive weeks!




爱的预感太明显 而你就在我身边 再没有滋味 胜过这一切
爱情里的不完美 有了你 而你就是绝对

raahhs i think i flunk my maths test ):
no time to finish, and i didn't know how to do.
haiz, but still have to thanks wang lu for teaching me before the test!
at least it did help a little, if not i think i will get my first ever 0 ._.

Aaahhs tomorrow Econs test!
i'm seriously lost in econs, it'll not be surprising if i fail this test x.x
eh but there's joke club and guitar tomorrow!!
joke club first ever meeting, im like so lookin' forward to it! xD
guess i won't have time to practice guitar today.
no practice means no improvements. hope i can catch up tomorrow.

met up for PW meeting after school.
went to listen to the talks first, then we finally decided on our topic! (:
hope this will be a unique and fun PW :D
ahh but the thought of having to hand up GPP first draft in two weeks' time is definitely ridiculous~

i miss 405 badly!
is 4th May class gathering still on? :D


weekends are coming!
the no-holidays April is coming to an end!
holidays are coming!
i'll then have time for you again! yeeeeeaa! :D

我已经不是你最好的朋友 是什么让我们生疏了太久

时间带走的比想象中还多 我再也不是你最好的朋友

tomorrow's maths test on inequalities.
i keep saying 'die, die die....'
Zzz confirm die. i have zero confidence
hmms at least just let me pass T.T

guitar today! learnt a few more things and saturday's practice brought forward to friday!
gosh, no time to practice!
i have to do pw tomorrow, and econs test on friday too! :/

PE, seriously can't do shuttle run and standing broad jump ._.
problem is no longer my IPU. Zzz..
and wth, my sit and reach, supposedly to be the best, really sucks D:
i improve on this, and another thing will start to worsen.
Primary School: A for IPU! sit-ups just pass i think.
Secondary School: flunk my IPU, sit and reach ok! starts having problem with SBJ and shuttlerun.
JC: IPU improved (although not good, but better), sit-ups can actually ace. SBJ and shuttle-run still sucks, but sit-and-reach starts to worsen!

LOL can't i just have all 5items ok? ._.
seriously running 2.4 isn't a really big problem most of the time.
cos i can clocked in at around 14-15 minutes
but if im gonna flunk my 5items, and i can't get D.. then i would have to retake my 2.4 whole year round. like -.-

i forgot what i wanted to blog about.
ahhs nvm, let me have some good sleep before that stupid test tomorrow.
BYE BYE! :D


LOL minghui!
if i'd known earlier, i would have joined that CCA.
haha!


你教我忘记该忘 伤心太伤
你教我怎么爱上 却没教怎么遗忘 让我的阳光 都变成了泪光

thanks meiqi and minghui!
seriously touched by all your concerns.

i know whatever happens, you all will be there for me!
i will try my best to move on and focus on my studies!
I BELIEVE everything will pass very quickly! (:

tests coming up.
i still haven practice guitar today. T.T
ohwells...










你有沒有過承諾 我已忘了 那已不重要了

i didn't touch any homework on friday and saturday!
haha so i must be a good girl today and do my tutorials and study for upcoming tests!

YESTERDAY~
cousin Wesley bdae celebration!
hahahs so my cousins were either stuck to their PSP/comp lah, and i merely sat there and stone, and got my hands on my cousin's rubik's cube for hours. LOL.
cos their games weren't appealing to me, HAHA!
all the violence, lol... except maybe for the storm the house game.
boliao but addictive. hahas...
but later, they were nice enough to play Monopoly. whahahs...

Spongebob Monopoly is so much cuter than my Powerpuff girls one! ._.
had a good time playin' cos my cousins were rather entertaining and humorous.
LOL xD

and they on the aircon temp so low, so cold lah. brrr~
so cousin Alvin lend me his jacket!
heheh, this is what i will say, wear le got that 'whooaa!' feeling. HAHA! xD

left my aunt's house at around 11, and went my uncle's pub before going home
whahas first time there, not bad :D
reached home and slept nearly at 2am!
LOL saturdays seem to become late nights out with relatives.

haha pics below kop from weiling cousin's blog!
i was playing rubik's cube, and wesley playing his PSP.
hahaah weird stuffs to do in a pub :x

ahhs i want to get my rubik's cubeeee!

okays, did enjoy myself today!
and not to forget, my special friend made my day! (:
been really long since we'd such a good long chat. hahahs! :D
it's a form of destress to talk and crap with him!
hehh!


alrights now time to do homework!

zzz and i so dread tomorrow cos it's Monday again ):
haiz, i think only bk knows why, after i complained so much about - to him that day.
LOL seriously extreme, i wonder how to survive ._.

为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪 给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY LIYUN! :D

-

AAAHS chengxi replied me lehh!
although it's too late, and also no use le..
but the thing is, he replied me leh! LOL :x
he apologised lah... omgosh, i definitely forgive him lahh. xDD
and he posted photos of him at cchms bazaar!
ahh got liyun! she sent him the photos and he really posted up!
gosh, so nice... imagine, if i'd go and taken the photo, my pic would be on his blog too ._.

saw Wanting at the bus stop today!
ahhs like soooo long since i saw her even though we live so near each other!
in TP, tourism. but different class as brendaaa! LOL

bus came late today, and was nearly late for school.
so me and rose were like walking briskly to the parade square.
we cut past the track and went up from grandstand.
then suddenly my left ankle hurts! sprained it before, though it will occasionally hurts, this time its like a sharp pain lah, think i was rushing so i sort of 'sprained' the same part again.
but fortunately, it got better when i went for PE.

oh so today's PE is totally strenuous. did interval running - 5 rounds!
came in each round at about the same time, average of 2minutes.
i think its more tiring than continuous running for 2.4!
legs are aching, and like i say, my ankle kinda hurts ):

ahhs weekends are hereee! ^^
i've been slacking, yet sleeping late these few days.
haiz time to catch up with schoolwork!
chemistry and maths tutorials are piling up!

omgosh was somehow reminded of nwfc by bk yesterday!
ahhs nwfc! haiz he should thank me lor, my setting up of nwfc made him so popular. LOL
zzz after this year, he's no more in xms le lah~
then i'll never get to see him ever again ._.


i don't know how long i can survive, like this.
开始明白 有些事不是那么单纯而简单的
一些事 是真是假 也分不清楚了

再给我两分钟 让我把记忆结成冰

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, ZITING! (:
my really nice pae ogl!
all the best for A's this year, jiayous! hope you'd enjoy your day! ^^

~

fingertips are really sore after guitar lessons yesterday.
so im like typing really really slowly now, in a very awkward way just so that im not using my fingertips to type. lol ._.
hmm learnt quite a few things, and started to learn how to play songs le!
haha is really basic lah, but still got the sense of achievement when playing it! :D
so ytd's practice was not that sian, and past quite quickly even though it was extended to 6.30! hahhas... was like telling joel about joke club and he wants to join too! hahhas funny lah, we were like saying maybe we can go learn magic! (娱乐百分百!)
Magic~ LOL! xD
hmm then nicholas joined in this practice too, but i think he sian diao cos he is already so PRO and he just sat there to go through the basics again. LOL.
oh can you imagine, after like FOUR months, i just realised there was a shop at the void deck of the block i walk past EVERY morning, cos nich wanted to buy something there on the way back after guitar and i was like 'there got shop?!'.
gosh, i must be really really blind T.T
so when i alighted and past by there this morning, i made the effort to make sure i SEE the shop. hahahs. in case it's just not there in the morning... erm.. =x

lol anws, there'll be sorta like extra guitar lessons on saturdays for around 4weeks!
hahah good thing is i probably can learn faster.
but bad thingS are i'll be deprived of my sleeeeep, and my fingertips will never stop hurting T.T

got back maths and chem tests yesterday!
Maths: 8/8
like whoaa, but it's luck i guess. i simply don't know how to solve x^n term and it didn't come out. but its just partial fractions and binomial lah. wait till i take inequalities and worse of all GRAPHINGS, like... i'll just take and prepare to get 0? ._.
Chem: 18/30
slightly lower than my expectations, aimed for 20 because i thought the test wasn't as difficult as i thought it would be. but since im really weak in chem in the first place, it's not that bad already.

so i passed both my FIRST tests!
hopefully i will, for all subjects, and eventually don't fail anything.
yea, HOPEFULLY.

Econs interview yesterday too, but didn't get through.
ohwell, didn't have really high hopes so not that disappointed too.


'不见 translated into English: no see !'
HAHA! omg 小猪! he's getting more and more crappy nowadays! xDD

ahhh ok, fingertips hurt yet type such a long post.
hahhas..




牵牵牵 牵手 一直走到 最后 我们开心的梦游
牵牵牵 牵手 永远十指紧扣 我相信 我会 永远在你左右

sitting in the class with maths tutorial going on but you simply don't know what the heck the tutor is talking about made me start crying.
i just can't understand a single thing and tears just started flowing.
everyone else seems to be moving along fine, like i was the only one who can't catch anything.


i miss mr kelvin ng.
i miss mrs lim.

):


i'm starting to hate that stupid GC.
i don't know how to use it.
i have the urge to tear away my lecture notes and tutorials.
because i don't understand them.

and wth, tutorial 4A to be done by tomorrow.

im like putting all the blame on my tutor, because i seriously think he can't teach.
but maybe it's only me, because i guess i'm the only one who doesn't get it.

why doesn't Mr kelvin ng teaches JC Maths? ):
i miss all the trips to Mavis for maths tuition every Thursdays and Saturdays.
i'll never forget how much he helped me in my Maths.


perhaps some miracle will happen, and he may teach JC Maths.
if not, history would just repeat itself like how i flunk all my Amaths in back in sec3.
but there wouldn't be a Mr Ng around, no more miracles like how my Amaths grades jumped from F9 to A1.


):

DEATH NOTE II!

brillian movie, and L is simply intelligent!
Light is really smart too!
mesmerised by L already, haha!
can't stop myself from liking him, im sorry angeline! LOL!
and brenda, he is MINE! :D

omgosh, been thinking of L the whole day.
and trying to hold things the way he does. haha!

xD

he is the to-be 14th!

~

i don't know how to do maths tutorials! T.T

sheeesh..
i'm so unprepared for maths inequalities test on wednesday.
simply don't understand, blame myself for sleeping in lectures and not reading the notes myself.

i can only console myself that i will be more hardworking tomorrow.
but seems like this tomorrow never comes. LOL

Zzz...

如果真的实现 爱能不能永远 明天 或许来不及变 但曾经走过的昨天 越来越远

went back xms homecoming today, but my heart was at cchms la!! ):
MISSED OUT ALOT ALOT OF CHENGXI AT CCHMS! ):

haiz... trip from school to dhoby ghaut took like half an hour, so i know i can't possibly make it to cchms before 4pm.
i think i can only blame myself for leaving xms too late.
rahhhs it is really 注定 that i will never get to see chengxi i guess T.T

hope cchms will have another BIG BIG MAJOR EVENT, then they will invite chengxi again.
*PRAYS HARD!

and i think Javin was there too? ):

waaaaaaah *cries


T.T
ok, stop dwellin' over it. it's overrr.
Zzz, exactly the same feeling i had when i didn't go JParty and JJ's Concert.

~

okay, looking at the 'bright' not-so-dark side, i did enjoy myself at xms homecoming.
Mrs Lim, as humorous as ever '这是不对的事 不可以做不对的事!'
hahahs, she told me and eileen that it is WRONG to dunk teachers, and she sounded so serious.. haha! so funny! i miss her maths lessons!
and Mr Tang still remember me i guess, he was like staring at me with the please-don't-listen-to-him look when someone asked us to contribute money to dunk him. hahah!
okay, i'm a good student. i only contributed $2 to dunk VP, Mr Chia. LOL :x
and no one was interested to dunk Mr Wong lah, $0 T.T

bought all the food and drinks from P@ X, hahahs
thought what they are selling are probably more 'edible' :x
but i was wrong, their fishballs were so so salty T.T

saw lots of friends! missed them alot alot! (:

so as i said, i was at dhoby ghaut after that.
so went plaza sing with eileen.
i finally got to taste the crepe!
$4.50 is kinda ex but gosh, it's superbly nice!
mushroom and cheeeez! :D
didn't regret giving up getting my cheeez donut and takoyaki just for that.
haha!

so went hunting for schoolbag but to no avail.
our final stop, Zinc at dhoby exchange!
finally found something to our liking (:
yeps, so i got my schoolbag le! like after so longgg... hahaas
the THIRD similar bag with dear! :D

reached home and out again in less than 10minutes.
went Republic Polytechnic with family! :D
had a splendid meal at the restaurant there.
LOBSTERS!
wheees then karaoke after that!
whoaa RP is huge! and the karaoke room is nice! hahahs!
thanks to my cousin who is working there, if not i wouldn't have had the chance to step into RP, or even the karaoke room, which is only for staffs.
lol, we only vacated the room at around 12mn?
and by the time we reached home it was like 1am already? hahas xD

i still haven't touch any homework!
ahhh... T.T

anticipating death note II tonight! :D

THE CLICK FIVE CONCERT, 1ST JUNE! (what a nice day. LOL :x)
ahh i have this sudden urge to go. lol.

如果说分手　是苦痛　的起点
那在终点之前
我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的
不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白

我会发着呆　然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替
让我不再想念你

SHOCK 1: JULIAN IS FROM NANYANG JC!
i didn't realise until i flipped through 8days just now :x

SHOCK 2: I WENT TO SEE JJ AT VIVO (legend of the sea premiere)LAST YEAR, AND CHENGXI WAS ACTUALLY THERE! :O
omg, and at that time, i still remember channel 8 tv programme got him lah, and i was so sad i had to go see JJ and miss that program. BUT he was actually so near me IN PERSON!

i
cannot
believe
i
miss
the
chance
to
see
him
.

AAAAHHH!

i must have been too engrossed in looking at JJ :x

ohwells...
hmm... maths test is over.
pretty easy question, thought it was kinda stupid to study for it. LOL

chem test tomorrow!
study study~

i have no high hopes for that, just a pass will do.
though i think it's gonna be tough to even pass :/

~

zzz
why must cchms bazaar and xms homecoming be on the same day, same time!
arghhh..


putting on an act is tiring, please let these times pass, fast.
or maybe, it's time i have to start to learn how to adapt.



有一种预感 想挽回太难 对你还有无可救药的期盼

we joked about it.
i laughed SOOO much because of it.
it seems like a ridiculous idea, an interest group that will never get approved.
BUT still, we did it!

i can now proudly say,
NANYANG JOKE CLUB IS OFFICIALLY UP! :D

yes you don't have to stare so hard and rub your eyes.
you're not hallucinating, i just said JOKE CLUB!

omg omg, i think it wouldn't have been so without ROSE, FARAH, and so many many people who supported us! (:

it seems so sudden to me. hahas! xD
think the REAL fun just started!

i guess it's gonna be really appealing to many many people.
whahahhs! just think, which school in the world actually has a JOKE CLUB? xD
limited places! grab a place in NYJC (nanyang joke club, not junior college) now!

i can see that my days in jc are gonna be enjoyable with joke club! haha!


guitar. class test. lecture test.
let them pass quickly!


我想要帶你飛 飛向彩虹的另一邊 我們搬進幸福裡面 一直到永遠的永遠

another trip to the doc's today cost me 50 bucks ._.
cough syrup, antibiotics and tablets you have to dissolve in water (chem redox, seriously T.T)

i feel drowsy.
i can't do any homework.
i still crapped out a PI anyway.
i didn't touch any other tutorials.

watched deathnote!
now i know why many people are crazy over L.
can't wait for Death note II next week!
and i want to watch L change the world T.T

lol i realise...
im slow x.x


i have MC for tomorrow.
should i go? :/
i have like taken countless of MC this few weeks.
each time i go to the doc's, i get one.
Zzz but i didn't use any at all.
i still go to school, i still go for my PE lesson except for once.
if only MC doesn't have a specific date, then i can keep all of them.
till one day, i dun feel like going to school, i can show my MC.
T.T

i don't know what i'm saying.
short sentences, short paragraphs.
too drowsy, can't think.

have to sleep.
bye.

k-tapas!
thanks to eileen and meiqi, i enjoyed myself alot alot today! (:
it's been so long since i sing until so high le!
Eileen DEAR! thanks for all the high-ness today! we sang 如果的事! :D
Meiqi! sang lots of the songs we like today! hehehs we still think alike. 10years down the road... we'll be pro guitarists rights? ^^
had the feel of being in the same school and the closeness today again. xD
hahahs meet up on homecoming day next week!
aww, it's a torture without you all even for a week ):

forgot to take photos though T.T

family planning a k-session next saturday!
yayyes! MORE singing! :D
and its probably gonna be fun singing with cousins, parents and other relatives.
they do sing quite well ^^
hais if only i can just stay in a karaoke room and sing all my life!
Zzz ok i know, stop dreaming ._.

time for schoolwork tomorrow.
byeee! (:


回忆是捉不到的月光握紧就变黑暗 让虚假的背影消失于晴朗

过往温柔 已经被时间上锁 只剩挥散不去的难过

jumped from modernisation to journeys, then from journeys to modernisation.
and finally, i think through it thoroughly and decided on JOURNEYS afterall ._.
ok no more changes, if not i will have to kill myself-
PI draft to be handed up on monday! ):

5 rounds + sit ups + sit and reach + step ups
it's wonder that i survived through! T.T

there are just so many tutorials and homework to be done this weekend.
but i slacked my whole day through today after i came home.
and tomorrow will be kbox day with eileen and meiqi! (:
ahhs i think monday will just come in a blink of an eye, obviously before i can finish my tutorials.
and on top of that, there are TWO tests next week.
Zzzz...

hmms nvm, i shall start working hard after kbox tmr and this coming sunday.
meanwhile, i'll do some research for my PI!

blog is lacking photos again.
hope i do snap some photos tomorrow. hahas...

the 2.4 run training today made me miss running with brenda for NAPFA ):
then it made me miss lots of things...
sitting beside her and her sudden outbreak of weird laughters.
walking with her to 156 bus stop, talking about schoolwork and stuffs.
our daily routines of going toilet and queuing at stall 1 every recesses.
copying homework, and trying to hide our unfinished work during lessons. (requires our highly professional acting skills ya know? xD)
getting our tables all splashed by saliva, especially Father Lim.
our constant doodlings in our handbook! (LOL meiqi and i totally love looking at hers!)
p.s i still doodle in my handbook leh! and that stick girl figure is still alive in there. HAHA!

ok i dun think i should go on, i will start to cry.. and brenda will cry because i know she also misses me, hor? dun deny, LOL!


su dingyi! (:
yays! i like the ending.. so cute! ^^

half-day next tuesday!! :D
but of course, what i look forward to most is guitar on wednesday
yippeees time to touch guitar once again! (:

it's Aska 杨宗纬 bdae! xD

and also somehow-special-day
^^

让爱渗透了地面 我要的只是你在我身边

因為你讓我看見Forever 才了解自己

Thursdays on odd weeks are solely Chemistry and Econs! haha..
im seriously starting to love chemistry tutorials alot :)
yeps, i think i find back my love for chem (despite i suck at it), thanks to mr kevin!
i can like understand completely what he said, when actually he's covering things that i've heard in lectures which all sound greek to me ._.
hahahas seems like i can't stop praising that he is a good teacher :x

awww i heard it's SIX rounds for PE tomorrow
4rounds that day already choked me to death lah T.T
i can already predict i will be knocked out after running the 6rounds, coughing.

*coughs coughs..

Zzz, if you do peeked into my bag, i've got like lots of medicine.
from flu to cough to gastric, from western to chinese medicine.
i can open a pharmacy already lahhhs x.x

so i think i won't be able to sing if i go kbox this saturday ):
but ahhs i dun care, i want to meet up with meiqi and eileen! :D
it's been like sooo long since i saw them!
(imagine last year, i see eileen EVERYDAY, seven days a week!)
heheh so how can i not miss them! xD

submitted the form for Econs trip to Perth, Australia!
yipeees i do hope i get chosen!
it's like many many ppl fighting for that pathetic 25seats!
hopefully it doesn't clashes with chalet though,
OG18 chalet this june holidays! (:
i'm like so lookin' forward to it!
:DDDDD


PW PI!!
haven't even decide who to do on, let alone start my research!
boohooos ):


we were 5 rows away... ^^



從今以後 你會是所有 幸福的理由 (:

applause for shijie because she did her 7IPUs today! :D
omgosh i can't believe it D:
(refer to April 2007 post, shijie cried because she couldn't even do a single IPU!)
i thought my daily push ups were a waste of effort, but today... it proved me wrong!
and somehow, i wasn't that afraid since they used something else instead of the wooden stick.
ok, so, indeed.. im afraid of wooden stick T.T

ohwells, but the 4rounds (only 1.6km!) already killin' me!
i couldn't stop coughing even after finished, and i thought i would have just died on the spot ._.
thanks huiteng! she was like the only one who noticed i wasn't feelin' very well and accompanied me get my water bottle :D

phew fortunately no chem practical!
reviewed expt 2, which i still can't fully understand x.x

then had guitar! xD
today's session sort of ended early.
yayes i guess the proper practice will start next week le!
time to relearn my basics... i've not touched guitar since the PAE and it's as good as not having learnt anything T.T
guess wanglu not staying...
so i'm glad joel wasn't scare away by the so-called weird guy who scare away so many ppl. LOL!
he's like the only one i know la! :D

went to the doc's again.
Zzz, im like so immune to taking medicine everyday, for these past few weeks ._.

i think im rather fortunate to have mr low as my chem teacher!
he makes me understand chemistry so much better!
his tutorials / practicals are way better than boring lectures that makes me doze off!
:D


能不能够让我再说我爱你
还是你已不想听
能不能够把你彻底的忘记
我是真的搞不清

我对你的爱我不明白何时变成了依赖

i got fooled by JJ D:
i nearly cried when i saw his blog post lah!
was totally shocked when he suddenly posted '对不起, JM'.
he apologised to his fans that he'll commit himself to JFJ-productions (his new company).
no more singing, no more albums.
then many fans cried lah, but in the end everyone decided to take it as an april fools' joke.
aaahs how can he joke about such serious stuffs! ):

so for the first time, i got fooled even though i was aware it was april fools' day ._.

LOL and this morning, bk's april fool prank was really lame lah.
he couldn't sense my sarcasm. ohwells... -.-

spent my 1.5hours of break in the library absorbing Chemical Bonding.
yayes now im left with the last part about the shapes thingy, still can't get it T.T
for me, it seriously does help to just sit down and SLOWLY read notes. i can actually get it you know?
but it's TIME that i lack. imagine using 2hours going through every chapter of each subjects just to UNDERSTAND it. where else to find time to do tutorials then? :/

it's WEDNESDAY tomorrow.
im dreading PE lesson!
im dreading chemistry practical!
but im not dreading guitar (:
(hopefully will have people turn up? LOL)

i think for the rest of this year and the next, i'll be grumbling on the bus when it reaches the ny bus-stop and continue complaining about JC life with Rose everyday!

no matter what, JC sucks and Xinmin is still the best school ever! :D
and i RESPONDED WITH WONDERMENT AND AWE (recall HOM? hahaha!) when she told me some friends' encounters in other JCs!


you forgot what you promised, but isn't that what i wanted?




我无法面对最后这个结局
曾经我们有过无数话题
爱到最后 我们对爱竟会无能为力

felt so cheated because guitar briefing was really BRIEF ._.

ended lesson at 2.30 and went to the library with wanglu and sujun.
studied and did some work, im stuck in my maths! ):
Zzz, i already went down to the atrium before 4.30 - to meet up with minghui!
so before she came, sat down with choon lian and talked abit with him.
and meet mh le, we went to practice standing broad jump and incine pull ups!
omgosh, i hit 160cm for my standing broad jump!
that's like the MINIMUM :/
and worse, IPU i only did 5, and it wasn't those kind that will be counted lah i guess ):
i need 7 standard IPUs..
i need HELP! T.T

okay, so the fitness corner ground left me and minghui's skirts dirty ):
then she accompanied me till i met up with wanglu for guitar again.
we waited for like 15minutes and there was still lesson going on in the class where we were told to go for the briefing :/
and there were only THREE of us, me, wanglu and joel.
wanglu left, leaving me and joel still waiting.
LOL and we both were saying Guitar Ensemble going to close down le lah
and so little people, everyone can be in the ex-co already. haha!
so like finally after a few SMSes to Amelia and unreplied + unanswered calls to Ignatius, the guitar ensemble president came.
and guess what? there were only FIVE people D:
yayes so practice will start on wednesday! (:
aahs and i so hope joel won't be scare away by that so-called weird guy (as many who attended during the PAE thought about that guy), if not i will be all alone in guitar again T.T

omgosh it's april fools day tomorrow -.-

i so hope something doesn't happen.
for the first time, i hope you'll break your promise :/


无论是在哪个角落
在孤单的时候
我会奋不顾身全心全意
一直守护你 在你左右...