motivation, move on.

some photos from last week's 8.1 gathering (:


in the lift! :D



Steamboat on the floor! (:

hahah the LONG receipt!

8.1!



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its like... (you won't want to read)

Sin2x=2sinxcosx Excess conc sulphuric acid at 170deg for dehydration Bangladesh is prone to floods because of snowmelt in the himalayas Consumption is the demand for domestic goods to satisfy the consumer wants Four bond pairs and one lone pair is see-saw shape Columbia-snake plateau is formed by basaltic lava-linear eruption Monopoly can practice first, second and third degree price discrimination Sum to infinity is a/(1-r) Hydraulic action is to dislodge particles or fragments of unconsolidated materials Transition metals are coloured because of d-d electron transitions, where 3d orbitals split and electrons from the lower 3d orbital absorb energy that corresponds to some wavelength of the colour spectrum................


these one whole chunk of stuffs, killing my braincells.

this is bad.
G is for Geography.
and GG too.

the first shot tmr will probably just kill me straight :/

有一種想見不敢見的傷痛 有一種愛還埋藏在我心中...

things are all mixed up in my mind.


motivation, i need you.




街角的祝福 - 戴佩妮

多少个秋 多少个冬 我几乎快要被治愈好
但还是会只因为一个重覆的话题就 无心自扰

也曾想过 若真遇见 我们应该如何是好
我想我还是会站在某一个街角 不让你看到

只因为我不想打扰 只因为怕你解释不了
只因为现在你的眼睛里 她比我还重要

我只好假裝我看不到 看不到你和她在对街拥抱
你的快乐 我可以感受得到 这样的见面方式对谁都好
我只好假裝我听不到 听不到别人口中的她好不好
再不想问 也不想被通知到 反正你的世界我管不了

若不想问 若不想被通知到 就把祝福 留在街角

JJ <3

JJ's blogpost forever cheers me up.



因為我知道，我的心加上你的愛，

會是最強大的動力，最完整的力量。

melts me ;D

i'm sure the concert in beijing was great (:
if i'd the money, the time, and whatever is needed...
i would have fly there, just for baby's concert. hahaa..


and pleaseee, get well soon! his throat haven't recover ):

Tell me what went wrong.

no extended hols.



midyears how!




save me! ):




是你让我的心慢慢退缩 退到你看不见的角落

Define love. Define you.

虽然晚了两年认识 但你们还是让我找到真正的友谊
虽然你们应该叫2E2的 不过你们还是因为现在是 2E2 + 2E1 的brenda and shijie 改叫8.1

steamboat on the floor, and an empty house with electricity (not even water) only.
it was a nice experience though (:

回忆依然是回忆 它也只能活在记忆中
even though we can't relive all those days in our memories,
但我相信 我们拥有的回忆 不会只停留在这里 (:



we know how much each and everyone of us means to each other.
I LOVE YOU ALL! :D


you're all very important. so don't split up, ok?
let it remain like this, because i like it.

sounds familiar?




because it is :D


"你们很重要 不要分散, 好不好?
一直保持这样 因为我很喜欢."

- 昨天躲在一旁吃 还把我们整碗(倒得很辛苦的)辣椒拿到自己面前的人

(:


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met up with zw and am to go thru' the chem qns.
ended up stil had to ask mrlow almost all the qns. hahaa.
still, today's revision was quite effective. cleared lots of doubts (:
but, think im really lagging behind because i haven't do OSP! ):


tmr Econs consultation i not prepared lah -.-








i dreamt of xiaozhu yesterday! :D
-ie. no more cockroaches-

-.-

guess what i dreamt of last night?

COCKROACHES.

yes omg, i was drinking water, then i saw the cup inside got one ant.
then i realise got cockroach inside my mouth. OMG.

nightmare leh. but in a way, it was funny. LOL




thanks so much for haunting me, even in my dreams -.-

原谅我就是这样的女生...

我不够认份 所以怕再为谁作出牺牲

爱要有天份 所以我始终学不会放任

我不够天真 不允许我傻傻的等

对自己残忍 多残忍 我要有分寸

我太过认真 所以才相信所谓的永恒

爱让人慌神 所以止不住不小心沉沦

我太负责任 不允许有太多悔恨

对自己坦诚 多坦诚 我自有分寸

我只是无辜的人 很需要叹气声

有一些文字的吻 只留给伤过的人

明知道有些问题 没有答案还是要问

原谅我 因为我就是 这样的女生





and it's when you feel your eyes hurt after crying,
that you realise it wasn't worth your tears afterall.

说 你也一样爱着我

JJ is so into photography, and im loving the photos he's taking.
爱屋及乌? hahha!


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photos! :D
all in all, the people are.. liying, shumin, brenda, junyi, eileen, meiqi, adam, bengkoon, minghui, audrey, nicholas, yilu, jiamin!

our way of eating birthday cake, as usual :D

they filming MV!
eyescream 经纪人and junyi from ice kachang 首次合作, 特别演出!
hahah! xD

8.1! (:

take 1: act dao!

take 2: saddd )=

take 3: ANGRY!!

take 4: act cute! (all the same one. hahaa!)

take 5: junyi's pose! hahaa! xDD

take 6: SHOCKED!

take 7: hmmmm.....


take 8: act like we dunno each other!

take 9: act like we dunno each other number2. LOL!

Group C

Group B

GROUP A!!!!! BUS LE~
hahahha :D

sugar cane juice! ^^

at nich's house, the quartz.
the toilet downstairs.. got AIRCON! lol!


SUPERJUNIOR!

the dance battleeeee!
Yesung's hair colour! :DDDDD
the way they took off eunhyuk's jacket slowly.. AAAHHH!

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Night at the musuem 2!
nice show, hahaha!
funny, and definitely enjoyable yea.
xD



有谁会在乎 有谁会想念 有谁能看穿 我的笑脸

怪自己慢了 半拍

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIYING! (:

surprise visit to her house on thurs, celebrated her bdae.
then to nic's new house, where we were kept going WOAAA! hahaa..
and LOL when we realise shumin's house was just opposite his.

steamboat on wed! :D

lazy to blog these days. haha will post the photos soon (:

headache, must be due to the weather.
had not been feeling well these days, gastrics been giving me probs again.
):


I NEED TO STUDY.
2more weeks left and just too much i've yet to revise.


HAHAHA royson is seriously funny. he too bored,
so entertained me while i was just bored of studying.
:D




okay going watch movie with cousin later!
i hope my headache goes away soon (:






in ECONOMICS term, it's called the Law of Diminishing Marginal Returns.
in CHEMISTRY term, it's called the ionic product > solubility product.
in MATHEMATICS term, it's called the maximum point.
in GEOGRAPHY term, it's called the saturation overland flow.

if, in any aspects, we know that there is a max to everything..
why don't people realise jc syllabus is way too much for people like ME to absorb? D:




當我還在 對人炫耀你的依賴 和我的愉快原來我早默默被你淘汰

surprises!

THANKS BRENDA JASMINE WEITING LISA!!!!!!!!

was suppose to meet them at 6, then brenda said she reached early.
so i rushed out, worried that she'll be there alone.
this is the 2978164292743th time 我被骗了! (IN ONE WEEK!)
LOL! the 4 of them were standing there already!

ok so just when i walked towards them and realise that,
brenda 举起 STAGE PAPER BAG!
oh my, 我真的吓到了! they bought STAGE tee for me! (: (: (:

really shocked, and i was nearly touched to tears already.
我知道 STAGE tee 很贵! 但你们还买给我!
AAAAHHH! 真的谢谢你们!
because xiaozhu wear before 'hi girl' one, they bought the 'hi boy' for me
so me and xiaozhu got 情侣装! aaah so nice! :D

dined at pastamania, sat down to talk awhile before heading home.
yea, it was nice crapping and laughing with them!
hahaaa although we keep going back to the topic 'JASMINE 不要移民'
so funny. HAHA!
xD

you all made my day! <3


今年的惊喜 真的是一山还有一山高!
LOL!

ps all the presents/cards photos, i'll take them and post them up soon k! :D

one whole week of celebration, i guess all has come to an end already.
no more getting bluffed by everyone, no more surprises (:
time to get back to reality. STUDY!

:D

i wish i could turn back time, i miss MR NG! ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MR KELVIN NG! (:
ps, me and eileen wished him 18th birthday, but after looking through his facebook i think he's been saying he is 21 years old already. haha!


sms-ed him, and to my surprise, he replied!
oh my, imagine how many sms he is going to send if he gonna reply everyone!
but his reply definitely made my day! (:

Eileen had to tell me to 'stop staring at Mr Ng's sms!'


:DDDDDD
WE ARE IN THE MOOD TO STUDY NOW, RIGHT?

aww we need to go and see him someday, really.

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other than that, i'd a pleasant surprise!
thanks eileen, minghui, meiqi and brenda! (:

i reached amk before 1230, thought i was early eh.
but they were there at 1145 already.
rahh and i got bluffed by eileen! she said she walking to amkhub when she phoned me.
anws, they gave me this really cute 'birthday card'
很有创意 我喜欢! haha!

then we went kbox! brenda's brilliant idea.
LOL, it was really fun! :D

we really HIGHHHH when we sang 无乐不作, 爱的主打歌, 国王皇后!
passing the mike throughout the song was fun! 恋人未满! :D
all the very-difficult-to-sing songs like 你最珍贵! (then brenda anyhow sing. LOL!)
the song 朋友......... (hahah we know what happened can already) xD
preventing brenda from looking at my chun and eileen's huohuo during 默默 留下来 etc..

we're ROCKERRRRRRS!
hahahah! xD


'我们还需要你干吗?'
(heheh inside joke)


oh my i think we really do stupid things when we're together.
(especially brenda, bad influence ah. lol)
but eventually, its all about having fun that matters right?

THANKS FOR THE CAKE TOO! <3
BFF! (:

请原谅我 好想自私将你占有

aww the mv is so sad! ):

可不可以愛我 - 盧學叡



为什麽如此的安静

为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟疑

努力的我保持镇定

努力开拓话题

最後却溃不成军

为什麽如此的美丽

深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑

每一天无法不想你

连闭上眼睛

怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我

可不可以想我

虽然我对自己没有一点的把握

别害怕我难过

告诉我你真实的感受

至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我

可不可以看我

反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德

拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我

快乐还是寂寞

为什麽如此的美丽

深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑

每一天无法不想你

连闭上眼睛

怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我

可不可以想我

虽然我对自己没有一点的把握

别害怕我难过

告诉我你真实的感受

至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我

可不可以看我

反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德

拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我 快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停

我快置身灰烬

你是我的呼吸

你可不可以爱我

可不可以想我

虽然我对自己没有一点的把握

别害怕我难过

告诉我你真实的感受

至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我

可不可以看我

我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德

拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我 能给我什麽

快乐还是寂寞

如果我爱上你的笑容 要怎么收藏要怎么拥有?

yesterday! (thanks for the photos! efficient people. haha!)
too many photos, post selective ones only. lol (:

rice cakes, seaweed soup! thanks liyun! :D

spaghetti! first spaghetti meal cooked at my house. haha!

the watermelon bdae cake! nice! ^^

HAHA! this photo's cute!

and i'd another surprise, after they left.
they left the card and present for me! hahah!
i didn't get the hint when they said 'sleep early!'

then i began to get the whole picture as i read the card..
they saw me on circle line train, (and i actually didnt see them! HAHAH!)
meaning they were not at my house!
meaning they bluffed me litong fell into the drain!

LOL i was totally tricked by them lah. hahaa!
actually, i began to suspect everything when they walked the wrong direction to my house when i met them at compass.
but still, im like super slow.

thanks for project 'S', as they've named it!
all i can say is, you all chose the right person to trick.
the known-to-be blur, slow and gullible shijie. lol!
xD

i just got a better idea of what happened after reading sr's blog. :D

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hahah i just saw baby roy thru' the webcam!
(LOL i seriously don't know it can work when i don't have a webcam. =x)
he changed quite abit! but he is still cute! (haha he insisted so!)
aww, but i think he's too old to be called baby roy anymore. haha!


geog lecture today.
then met up with dear for lunch + study + dinner!
minghui joined us to mug at about 4?
was doing math, but i think i ended up revising chem too! :D
am happy i solved the eudiometry question! 7th person dear asked leh!
although i don't know she got take into account mother father brother grandma or not. LOL!
(i never 辜负my chem tutor k, mh! haha!)

mh: i never 辜负 my chem tutor!
when she said that acyl chloride reacts with water, which is right.
what did that imply about me! ):
lol!

oligoligopoly. (minghui's newly invented word) HAHHAHA!

i am VERY interested to know if my D+ Cl- is correct!
hahaha! (:

crapped alot too, hahaa.
but i think it was not too bad, kinda productive at the same time ^^

what a long post!
i lazy to go school study tmr le. HAHA!
byebye, goodnights! :D

too late.

为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明

我还凭什么关心　怎么你不抗拒

许下的愿 会实现?

i say, today's happy post-birthday! :D

hahaa takumi ah, totally -.- no words to describe, lol!
he really made me LOL before the geog lect.
thanks so much ah, i gan dong to tears already leh. HAHA!
xD


went library to study after geog lect.
after an hour or so......

and that's when i got the biggest shock of my life.
sirong phoned. 'we outside your house! come home open door for us!'

lol seriously, i didn't believe her at first.
hahaa it really came as a huge surprise!
they brought snacks, cooked spaghetti, liyun made ricecakes and seeweed soup (specially for birthday!) and bought a really nice watermelon birthday cake for me!


took many many photos, haha shall post when i get them k :D

they left, and liyun stayed for awhile before going for her tuition.
haha so she'd the special privilege of having a short one-to-one guitar lesson by shijie!
she's a fast-learner!
hahaa. very easy to teach! (:


sirong, liyun, lena, yiwei, sujun, litong!
thanks for everything! i really really appreciate it!
this must be the biggest surprise i've ever gotten for my bdae :D


and thanks ziting, yeqi and monica for the wishes! :D

Eighteen.

it's the FIRST DAY OF JUNE! (:

hahaa was still engrossed in watching 爱就宅一起 minutes before the clock strikes 12.

i've got a whole list of people to thank!

angeline yeo
wenguang (minus all the annoying stuffs about cockroach, he's one great fren! thanks for wishing me so many times! haha!)
sirong
minghui (hee i didnt go sch today! see ya tmr!)
valerie
weiling (happy birthday cousin!)
elisa
bengkoon
jasmine
weiting
meiqi
eileen (yur sms was the most creative one! thanks dear!)
cherie
jizhuang
adam
brenda
jingsong
liyun
amanda chua
gavin ong
liying
siling
shalina
angeline mah
jamie yeo
elysia
jamie tan
alex tan
zainul
sujun
elizabeth
wang lu (happy childrens' day too! lol!)
esti
rachel wong
lena
jiamin
junyi
huihui (haha smart elmo, she's honoured to be the last one to wish me, for now! haha!)


oh my, i really really appreciate everyone's wishes!
THANK YOU! :D

i never had a good memory for dates, so im really sorry if i didn't wish u on your birthday k!
i'll try my best to rmb to wish u all on your birthdays! xD








我知道我很笨 我知道我不聪明 可是... 我知道爱是什么