i believe

Saturday, August 30, 2008

一顆心的距離 - 范瑋琪



一雙閃著淚光的眼睛
要多努力才能把雨看成星星
握住我手 但別給我同情
執著的人要從倔強 尋找勇氣

好像很近 瞬間又遠離
很難實現才叫夢想 才要決心
我們終於一起 來到這裡
當我激動不能言語 把我抱緊

我們隔著 一顆心的距離
有笑有哭地去回憶
夏天秋天 純真蛻變的電影
會是一輩子做不膩的事情

靜靜隔著 一顆心的距離
交換最真實的情緒
慶幸 太不勇敢的紀念日裡
你曾經 給我多重要的鼓勵


我想說 沒有你的聲音
像沒有歌詞的旋律

就算可以 很美很好聽
也少了意義上的確定

我們隔著 一顆心的距離
有笑有哭地去回憶
夏天秋天 純真蛻變的電影
會是一輩子做不膩的事情

靜靜隔著 一顆心的距離
交換最真實的情緒
慶幸 太不勇敢的紀念日裡
你曾經 給我多重要的 鼓勵

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAYYY! (:

pictureeees!

taken from zhiwen's blog! xD


omgosh his reaction was so cute! xDD

AAAAAHH MR KEVIN LOWWWW! ;D
my BEST BEST CHEM TEACHER! ^^
apparently he was really happy to see the BIG BIG card, ahahahs!
rahhs but no individual photos, sobs sobs.. ):
so all the way back to xms, i kept regretting lah (with mh who regretted not giving her hhw anything)
WHY i never take photo with him!
why! why!
aaaahhhh! ):
haiz haiz, so we agreed.. no matter what, next year MUST get our individual photos taken with them!
xDDDD

MrGeraldddd!
see that white card on his hand, it's from yours truly ;D
accompanied minghui to find him after that.
coincidently he just walked out so i shouted 'mrGerald!'
minghui gave him the 'card' she did and he asked us,
'did you all wait very long outside?'
haha actually i wanted to said 'errr nolah.. just came only'
LOL i said halfway, then i purposely said 'yalor yalor, we waited VEEEEERY VEEEERRRY LONG LEH!'
hahahs! then he smiled and give that look that knows im just joking and said 'ohh.. ok..'

hees, he's a nice teacher lah (:
but of course mrKevin's the best, duh xDD


CT, mrsboo! (:
i think the mug's really nice!
LOL.. xD
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went back xms!
AAAH BUT MR WONG WAS IN CAMBODIA! ):
mrPah wasn't in school too, then cai laoshi retired ):
didn't get to talk to MrChan and MrLim...
but did chatted with MsLim and MrsLim!
hahah i think it's funny when you talk to a teacher about our teachers.
lol i don't know how to phrase that, but anyways,
it's just that MsLim is from NYJC and we talked about CHEM teachers.
hahah! we were saying this particular chem lecturer (who happens to be her chem tutor too) who CMI de..
phew, luckily didn't get this tutor..
and again made me really glad i have MrKevin as chem tutor ^^
Me: MsLim, you know mr low? mr kevin low?
MsLim: hmm, nope... probably young/new teacher.. 帅的啊?

*smiles...
当然帅啦!

HAHHA! xD

then queued up to talk to Mrs Lim! popular demand! haha!
omgosh, seeing her makes me miss her maths lessons!
heees she's still so interesting as ever~
;DDD

hmm, currently no photos!
shall wait for some kind souls to put up on their blog or send me soon!
haha.. xD

didn't get to eat 手工面干! ):
but ate the fishball noodles, NICE!
totally miss the food at the coffee shop lah!
let's go back xms again someday!
find mr wong and eat 手工面干 ok? (x

hahah if it is true, mr wong + ms oh = perfect lah! xD


Amkhub, but we didn't do anything.
practically sians..
left me and Eileeen after that!
decided to just walked around after much consideration.
(:




:DDD




那时候 我瞬间明白了
什么叫做 世界上最遥远的距离
不是由距离彼此有多少公里 来衡量的
而是彼此面对着 彼此擦肩而过 连一句话都没有说的那种距离

也明白了
什么叫做 最熟悉的陌生人
不知道是太过了解你了
还是根本就 不认识你

隔着空 写下的誓言 你还记得吗
我还能继续相信吗



不要问我为什么 因为爱你这就是我的理由

Thursday, August 28, 2008

因为真实而难过 总好过敷衍着你让你开心 对不起...

holidays!
or call it study break rather. ):
have to hand up EOM on monday, then i think i shall go amk library and study! ^^
nice conducive place, provided there's sufficient tables and seats, if not everytime go.. it's too crowded!
tuesday have to go back school for Maths extra lesson!
Zzz, haiz i need to get my vectors right this holidays!
haven't been able to absorb what Mr Kooi's been teaching, really... -.-
heee then maybe shun bian (really is shun bian hor) go find MrGerald to clear some Econs doubts, hopefully i will have doubts by Tuesday. LOL!
uhh, nvm if you don't get what i mean. hahas..



GOING BACK XMS TMR!! ;DDDD
omgomg, i feel so like pon-ing sch tmr, LOL
but NY was nice enough to let us report at 8.30! (:
wheee xinmin! i'm coming backkkk~
i'm sure the school misses my presence. AHAHAHS! ^^



eeeks actually wanted to give MrKevin that card i bought, but now i realise the CLASS is gonna give him a card, so it's useless to give him another one, rights? (although there's another additional cd lah..)
decided to give mrGerald instead (:
although haven't made up my mind, cos i somehow forced minghui to do a card for mrGerald too... :x
so just sms-ed her that if she really has nothing to write for mrGerald, then nvm.. i will give the card to mr jon ng. (:
LOL 1 card only, headache so much.. ahahas..

(after hours...)

okok, final decision!
my one and ONLY teachers' day present goes to... mrGerald! (:





我懷念的 - 孫燕姿





我問為什麼 那女孩傳簡訊給我 
而你為什麼 不解釋 低著頭沉默
我該相信你很愛我 不願意敷衍我 
還是明白你已不想挽回什麼

想問為什麼 我不再是你的快樂 
可是為什麼 卻苦笑說我都懂了 
自尊常常將人拖著 把愛都走曲折 
假裝瞭解是怕 真相太赤裸裸 
狼狽比失去難受

我懷念的是無話不說 
我懷念的是一起做夢 
我懷念的是爭吵以後 
還是想要愛你的衝動 
我記得那年生日 
也記得那一首歌 
記得那片星空 最緊的右手 
最暖的胸口 (誰記得) 誰忘了

我懷念的是無言感動 
我懷念的是絕對熾熱
我懷念的是你很激動 
求我原諒抱得我都痛
我記得你在背後 
我記得我顫抖著
記得感覺洶湧 最美的煙火 
最長的相擁

誰愛的太自由 誰過頭太遠了 
誰要走我的心 誰忘了那就是承諾
誰自顧自地走 誰忘了跟著我 
誰讓愛變沉重 誰忘了要給你溫柔
(我懷念的) 

我還有想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日 
也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空 最緊的右手 
最暖的胸口我放手 我讓座 
假灑脫 誰懂我多麼不捨得
太愛了 所以我 沒有哭 沒有說

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

i wish every PE lesson could be like today's! ;D
sun's not so scorching,
LOL yah i know, it's always my fault that the sun comes out and follow me where ever i walk, right... cos im too 阳光! then they start outcasting me... ):
haahaha!

but it was a cool nice weather today..
played abit of basketball, whee 投篮-ing so much more fun than volleyball! (:
then ran 2rounds with si rong!
long since i ran, like since napfa was over? :x
hahah dont know why im so motivated to run today, wish i'd ran more.

Econs was revision lecture and seriously, i was half asleep!
Zzzz, and im not thinking of mrGerald's chocolates already..
so.. hahahs, minghui.. cos i think CHEMISTRY is more important ^^

and the supposedly chemistry test today was kinda cancelled, although mrKevin got the papers prepared.
haiz, and today's chemistry prac, which became a 2hr tutorial, somehow made me start worrying even more for my promos.

'and retainees are surely going to come from this class...'
'how you'll be looked down upon by your family, relatives.. your classmates will just say bye-bye to you'
'appreciate a good tutor you have now...'

'i can change class, meet another new ~26 friends, and start all over again. but it means that in this year, i have failed..'

'but you just.. gave.. up, even when i didn't gave up on you'
'recall last year, at this time, how much effort you were putting into the O's..'
'this september holidays is your last chance...'

i do remember almost every single thing he said today.
surely more than what's above, and it all knocked some sense in me, i guess..
probably serve as some motivation at this period, time to start studying.

i suck at chemistry, seriously.. and i know that.
but i guess i do have that little passion for chemistry that made me dare to take it up as a H2 subject...



wheee specially bought something only for mrKevin for teachers' day after school leh~
just say im bias :x
ahahahas! xDD

26 more days left, to make a difference.
to prove to mrKevin, im going to make it! :D

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

我们的对话 你悄悄离了线
我们的热线 今后断了线
你在山的那边 那么遥远
你说再见 宣判了终点

ECONS TEST IS OVER! (:
yay im so happy can, 1 down already! heee..
at least i knew what to write, hopefully i can pass lah!
ohh, mrGerald's taking over minghui's class cuz their super nice mrHarold is leaving!
lol they're both good teachers anws, hahah.. ;D
just remembered what i want to tell minghui (thinking throughout geog lecture lah!) .__.
yes yes, smth about mrGerald.. an update on him. LOL (:

HIGH POSSIBILITY OF CHEM TEST TMR! D:
must study! my reaction kinetics sucks -.-
plus chem equilibrium leh! all the 'K's are sure gonna be confusing...
and there's lots of definitions to memorise..
Zzzz..

no more guitar till after promos! (:
ok, im really really gonna concentrate on promos le!
although PW seems like a very big distractor ah, my EOM can throw inside rubbish bin already o.O
new article, new draft of EOM, and a completely new day to do it!
waste time ah D:



3 more days, back to xms! ;D
im even counting down can, desperately wants to go back lor..
and i haven't buy teachers' day presents! -.-
gonna get for some NY teachers and XMS teachers too, hopefully got time..

niceee song lah, im hooked. ahahahs!
死结 - 李玖哲




A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out
THANKS,
BFF! ^^

Sunday, August 24, 2008

shijie, control control.
you know things will get worse if you flare up.
why care so much?



control, it's ok, there's even worse things happening on the other side.
it'll be stupid if you do anything stupid now, really.

):






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无心伤害却伤害,空白以后才明白 原来这是爱

haiz, im drained, even before the week starts.

was looking though my picts folder and found this drawing royson did the last time.




pretty cute uh? haha!
if you can just change the name to shi jie.
with all the things aiming at me are PW, Promos, Tests, and homework.
i guess it fits me perfectly now.
:/

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super cold, i was freezin' even when doing PW in sch.
ohh, i walked one big round just to get into the school when i was already at the side gate!
you know how super far it is from the side gate to the main gate? omg ._.
fortunately daddy and mummy came and fetch me at around 6+..
and they were surprised that their daughter walked such a long distance when i showed them the route i walked..
LOL...

beijing olympics closing ceromony was.. wow ;D
leehommmmm!! xDDDD



i don't want this to happen, yet again.




你在我心里 打了死结
绑住孤单 在我的世界
你带走的快乐 我没了知觉
一个人面对 每个日夜


你在我心里打了死结
绑住孤单 在我的世界
找不到你的我 已失去一切
我们的爱已无法脱险 你打了死结

A JJ photo a day, brightens up my day!
hahah! xD

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did inflation mindmap!
no i didnt do that for mrGerald and his chocolates, no i DIDNT! :x


did electrochem tutorial!
no i didnt do that for mrKevin, no i DIDNT! :x

i did everything because i was self-motivated.
like real ah!

hmm.. hahah! xD

okay, but sad to say, completing these 2 aren't good enough.
had the whole day and i didnt do much ):
there's THREE tests next week! wonderful... i haven't revise!
going back to sch tmr for PW..

i researched, but can't find anything relevant! D:


sian! haiz i don't know if i can survive this week ma..
i'll be all drained by friday.
but! friday means going back to xinmin!
and that's really smth to look forward to!
YAYS! :D


promos are nearing!
damn it, all the counting downs are making me nervous.
i see the number drop from 50+ to 30+ and it's getting lesser to the 20s!
havent start a single revision!
omgomg, im really starting to panic!

heee, from the more optimistic side.
promos are ENDING, right? (:
and i'll be able to go out!!!! ;D

(omg, i just realise it's past 12, 29days to promos!)

HAPPY 27th!
even though i neglect you sometimes, even though i haven't watch a lot of your shows, even though i like chun more than you SOMETIMES...
i still like you de! HAHAH!
happy birthday jiro! (:


Mr. X put Tank's song on his blog! ^^
and this nice song by Jay, so i had a sudden love for it (the song, not Jay of course)
hahahs.. made me repeat like zillionth times already!
;D

我不配- 周杰伦

這街上太擁擠 太多人有秘密
玻璃上有霧氣 在被隱藏起過去
妳臉上的情緒 在還原那場雨
這巷弄太過彎曲 走不回故事裡
這日子不再綠 又斑駁了幾句
剩下搬空回憶的我 在大房子裡
電影院的座椅 隔遙遠的距離
感情沒有對手戲妳跟自己下棋

還來不及仔仔細細 寫下妳的關於
描述我如何愛妳 妳卻微笑的離我而去

這感覺 已經不對 我努力在挽回
一些些 應該體貼的感覺 我沒給
妳嘟嘴 許的願望很卑微 在妥協
是我忽略 妳不過要人陪

這感覺 已經不對 我最後才了解
一頁頁 不忍翻閱的情節 妳好累
妳默背 為我掉過幾次淚 多憔悴
而我心碎妳受罪 妳的美 我不配

Friday, August 22, 2008

今天心情不好 真的不好 ):
lots of things that i feel like pourin out...
not the right place, not the right time.
i really need to find a time to TALK!
breennndaaaaa where are youuuu ):


today's GP and Geog test made things worse.. gg ._.
geog i dun even understand the qn, you think i can even score a single mark? ):

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信心 = new heart?!
could = club?!
OMG xiao zhu! hahahah!!


橫掃千軍 拔得頭籌 一馬當先 一支獨秀 ! ;D;D
LOL, he kept repeating this line today with xiaogui!
hehee super cute lah..
xD

李玖哲's new album is nice! ^^

table tennis lost! ):
haiz but li jiawei put up a good fight! so i guess no regrets yea?
omg, my ou xiang lah!
;D


the inflation video! LOLLLL (:






别说 还想我 那会放大了我 心中最后一点寂寞
别说 还爱我 那会摧毁了我 保持著距离的理由

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

heheh the answers, after so long~ ;D

TANKKKK! (:

the painting is done by CHENGXI! :D

then that's SHOW's wuliao drawing
JJ's Momo! :D



SHOW! (:

HAHAH and TANK again, he got alot of wu liao photos, seriously. xDD


lastly, the signature is JAVIN's! (:

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AAAHHHH!! heard abit of JJ's new song 'always online'!!
and because its quite short, i've been repeating it like zillion times already :D:D
listen listennnn! xD

JJ - Always Online












变色的生活 平静的跳搏 疯狂的蒙住了头
短短的守候 是她的温柔 或是少了点什么
遥远 两端 爱挂在天空飞风停了也无所谓
只因为你曾说 Everything will be OK
准备好了3 2 1 I’m always online
和你1 to 1 爱开始扩散
我们连接了 穿越天空银河
开始倒数3 2 1 删除我的孤单
more and more既是深刻
爱亮了 爱笑了 I’m always online

got the lyrics from a JM's blog (:

what a song that suits me... 'always online'..
HAHAHHA! omgoshh, think too much~ xD

JJ!! i want his new album lahhh!
september please come quickly! ^^

i probably flunk my volleyball test today, couldnt serve the ball D:

siann, school life's getting hectic...
WR has lots of problems ):
im lost in maths vectors ):
i dun have time to study for geog test on friday ):
like wth... its 33days to promos!
freakyyy, i still haven start a single revision, when im still struggling with even tutorials now -.-

over and done with Chem SPA, at least for this year.
one more skill D, one more skill A... and no more! ;D

i need time... really.
haiz, i must start to treasure weekends and make good use of them.

new guitar noticeboard looks nice!
heee thanks to everyone's effort loh, though the guys were just there to help us carry the tables and benches. haha...
so do look out for our NICE NICE noticeboard k..
especially the 'practice time'.... cos it's done by MEEEEEE! hahaha..
xDD

ilove guitar! ^^


20/08/2008! :D

一步一步让我靠近 一点一点用爱堆积更贴心
一天一天装满爱就像大海 一起寻找指引爱的北斗星

Saturday, August 16, 2008

okay, important!
after much, very much, consideration.
i decided, it's time...
it's expected actually, i think eyescream mates have been waiting for this day to come.
so let me bring to you the NEW listing!

it's NOT in order of merit k. only the first 3 are. LOL (:
1) JJ
2) Show
3) Chengxi
4) Yuanchang
5) Tank
6) Chun
7) Yuzhe
8) Jiro
9) Yuanshuai
10) Javin
11) Leehom
12) Julian

SO, probably you guessed it. the eliminated.

13) Takashi
14) Hawick


but why takashi? didnt i watched midnight sun again and high-ed over him once again?
reason simply because i have no time for him! D:
really, i wanted to watch his shows / movies etc, but i can't even find time to watch finish JJ's yuan lai wo bu shuai (when there's only 13ep!), lan qiu huo! (which is showing now) and there, i've not even talked about fan gun ba, dan chao fan!

the same goes for hawick!
feeling for him died down, and that's cos i didn't have time to find all his hk dramas to watch!
but i can assure you, i did like them a lot a lot, i did. (:


yeps, so i think this should be it.


back to 12! ^^

ps i'll disclose the answers of the previous post next time.
gotta go study! :D



想挽留 卻為什麼點頭?

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

hahahh the last time i did this before was ages ago,
so this is partTWO! (:


not much photos this time though (don't really have time to find their pics!)
but it's still the same, they can be ANYONE of my 14, or ANYTHING related to them!
and it can be repeated! *hint hint..
ahahas! ;D


hmm... who can this be? xD

nice drawing hor? who drew it? (x

wah another artistic laogong! ;D

who's dog is this?? xD

haha this one is easy.. xD

LOL, wondering which one of them is this to take such wuliao photo? haha! :x

nice signature rights?
i think it's pretty easy to tell who's signature is that. :D:D


answers out in next post, have fun guessing! LOLS
xDD
~

hahahh! this is funny, letter of appointment - welfare head of NY joke club!
it shows that, NY joke club is for real and of course, my commitment to it. LOL! ;D

ALAF photo competition! (:
hope there will at least be some response to it soon.
do take part enthusiastically ok? haha! xD

SPA is next week! and i cant memorise a single thing lah.
i've been stuck at the 'thermometer... 1deg celsius division..." for 2whole days! -.-

oh, got back maths test and, surprisingly passed with a 19/30 when i don't even know what i was doing la!
i had thought this test, GG le lah, and i knew i didnt study hard enough to even deserve a pass.
ohwell...
from what mr low said ytd, sort of hinted that my chem test wasn't well done D:
expected though, cos i spent the whole day looking at the lecture notes, only to have memorised the definitions at the end of the day.
no effort put in, definitely won't get me any good results ):

haha but ytd's chem prac lesson was (:
the time when he said about the cup for teachers' day was really funny.
never seen a teacher so confident about his popularity one, LOL... maybe except for Mr Wong! (hahha, omg speaking of him makes me think of what liying told me... :x)


i want go back xms on teachers' day!!
miss all the teachers badly!
and i only have until end of this year to get to go back and see mr wong?
):

aaah, i want go tp i want go tp!
know what course he is in le, thanks to weiheng! haha!
lol... brenda, i go find you again after my promos ok? :D

!! chengxi just signed into MSN! :DDD
omgomg, i shall control and not talk to him...
it definitely doesn't feels right to have everything become so realistic D:
from his blog...
L- listen
O- verlook
V- (chengxi nearly doze off and so he forgot)
E- ffort

haha nice, i must find out what V stands for.
;D

你走天桥 我走地下道 (:

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

心跳在你沉默以後慢慢的被淡忘掉


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE! (:
hope you'd enjoyed the birthday celebration on Saturday!
especially the fireworks! haha ;D




damn, i wasn't feelin' very good, in fact really bad today.
angry!!!! but no use lah ):
thanks minghui for listening to all my complaints.
i did felt better (:


i want back all i had before.
i hate the life im leading now, seriously.



宁愿你在我心里 永远是一个完美的好朋友
也不要 为了一段感情 而让你在我心中留下一道伤痕

你明白吗?

Sunday, August 10, 2008

it's a LONG day! hahah
but the highlight was JAM's autograph session! ;D

some picts first! (:
ps i didnt take much picts, shall upload some when i got them from Eileen! xD






hi5-ed with Jam! (:
haha gosh, cute lah... and he use so much force to hi5!
xDD

actually i didn't feel much before going up de, cos meiqi emphasis.. 'control.. control'
so i must control myself (:
it was raining and we were all drenched in the rain!
(shhh! this is a big big secret that i musn't tell mummy, i wasn't feeling ok in the morning le. vomitted abit when i was at amk hub) :x
hmm so, it was freezin' cold and i kept having the 'chill went down my spine' feel. lols..
cousin didn't make it, and jiamin was late!
haha nvm, at least Meiqi and Eileen were there.. so ok le! xD
cos we wanna attract his attention and wore the same tee-shirt! heheh! ;D

and Jam sang well! (:
really nice... i was enjoying myself even though the raindrops were drippin' on me... even though i was trembling and having enough goosebumps from the cold and wet weather.
got his autograph quite fast, and then stood at the side and watch him (:
cute!!! too bad we didn't have the tickets to his 音乐会! ):
wheee we love JAM! ;D

took some photos on the stage,

sit on the chair jam sat,

walked around,

warm ourselves at the top of the fountain of wealth,

ate at fish and co,
and talked and laughed on our way home (:

hahah ok, so after asking so much questions, 我比较了解你们了.
i think we should find someday to continue our conversations.
LOL! jkjk.. ahahahs! ;D

and thanks Eileen for the STAGE hp strip!
omgosh, now im thinking of show every single second D:



i just checked stage's website and it's all sold out already!
ahh really really thanks, eileeeeen! :D

time to study!
still don't know when's the next time we'll all meet up and have fun again..
but i guess it'll be somewhr after promos..
hmm, let's jiayous ok! clear promos and we can go out again le! (:

ps random~ i realise my notes were all wet too! just that i didnt take them out to see just now.
haiz, i thought too highly of my bag, it's NOT waterproof D:

oh!! add on add on!
i kop-ed the pict from Adam's blog! (:
superbly nice angle and looks like they 赏月 lidat la!
me and meiqi keep complimenting that this pict is soooooo nice!
no need to say much, self explanatory pict below! :D


nich and eileen! xD


当我发现每一刻 脑海里都是你
却又不敢让自己相信 对你不只是朋友而已...

Saturday, August 9, 2008

the OLYMPICS opening yesterday was magnificent lah!
gosh, really nice!
JJ was there watching too! aaaahh! (x

team singapore!
hahah! he looks very excited.. like a little kid lah..
so cute!! xD

~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! ;D
the fireworks were prettayeeee!

ok, let's start with the trip to Minds cafe!
finally get to see lisa, weiting, and brenda after so long!
(lol, i keep seeing jasmine during tuition mah)

met at Raffles place MRT and i was late :x
lol im so sorry, due to wrong estimation of time and also, the train stopped very long at city hall + stopped twice when going raffles place! D:

alrights, so we managed to find our way to the cafe!
the food was nice and my serving of fish and chips were superbly huge!
couldn't finish...
then we started playing some games!
hais i forgot to take the photos of Lisa's card when we played that vege game..
dunno what is it called, but hahaha!! lisa cannot differentiate Lettuce and Cauliflower!
LOL! had a good laugh lah ;D
then we played Jenga, and twice, weiting lost!
ahahas! i think in a way, it's my fault lah.. cos her turn is after me..
and if you know me well, you'll know why.
haha! :x

some picts at minds cafe! :D





haha i tou pai-ed one! so they don't know i took the photos! xP

then we went to watch fireworks!
omgosh, very nice! (:
LOL and brenda kept singing those national day songs, traumatised a little boy!
hahah!!

we then went to esplanade!
ok, the journey to esplanade was super long -.-
we walked one big round, and we also walked wrong way lah..
Zzz, if we didn't need that washroom, we would have just sit down on that '山坡' and not waste our time walking. LOLLLL!

then we finally met eileen meiqi they all!! (:
FINALLY see meiqi le! after so so long!


Meiqi!! (:

EyescreammM! (:

loveees ^^

1 2 3 4 5 of us! ;D

best friends foreverrrr! xD

Adam! (:



enjoyed myself alot today!
though i think the time spent together was too short! (lol, no matter how long we all will still think so!) :x
long since i had laughed so much, talked so much and enjoyed so much.
really, i miss you all alot!
didn't had a good chance to talk much though, hmm....
i just want to get promos over and done with, so that i can go out again!
after jam's autograph session tmr, i think it's time to really sit down and study!


如果当时你在 烟火燃放的那一刻 或许会跟漂亮

Friday, August 8, 2008

080808! (:
school dismissed early!
aye, performance was kinda boring except for some parts.
and the singing of national day songs.. only 5mins! ):
at first when they said stand up to sing, i was hoping it's gonna be as fun as what we'd in XMS.
bleahs, seriously nothing of that kind lah.
no singing of Singapore Town, meaning no trains..
no singing of where i belong, meaning no SHOUT IT OUT LOUD!
and i think we only sang one pathetic song?
okay, make it 2 or 3 if i missed out any by chance, but still -.- right..
boring boring!
i miss xinmin! ):

~

yipee i finally cut hair! -.-
pathetic, i didn't even had the time to cut my hair.. had been saying it since... dunno when (see seee! so long ago that i already forgot when!)
我是世界上最忙的人!
hahha, adapted from brenda's 名言名句.. :D:D
cut at monsoon again! :D
seriously, i don't mind travelling (by mrt of course!) just to get my haircut at any monsoon outlet. way better than any in compass, i guess. (x
think eileen's gonna say i don't look like i got cut my hair again. haha :x
yeps cos i just trimmed it, but changed my hairstyle a little (:


this is BIG news!
in about an hours' time, YOGA and JAM will be attached!
okok, shhh! if not this will hit the headline tmr. HAHA :D

Eileen! let me say this again!
Yoga is sooooo cute! *ouch! i just fell about 2hours ago leh.
i fell for 林宥嘉 again! (:
was watching the dvd in his album (like finally, after i bought it so long..)
and, hahahs he just made me like him a lot!
probably 被他的歌声感动到! LOL!
oklah, you can take him! i will still like him!
but i won't snatch him de, i WONT! :D

Meiqi! haha YOUR jam ah, i listen to his songs want to puke already!
LOL, dun kill me first! let me explain...
BECAUSE... my house got 100 of his albums!!
i listened to ALL the albums mah.. haha! :x
i know your house got 20 残酷舞台dvd, you must have watched SHOW until don't want see le also right?
hahas! okays, and i promise i won't snatch him too! :D

the 2 wonderful picts! xD
MY Tank with Eileen's.. ahem.. YOGA!
My Show with Meiqi's JAM!
(cos i brought them with me tonight!)
haha abit mian qiang cos the time isn't right, it starts at 8 and i have the picts already :x

get what i mean?
no? then nvm.

HAHA :x
xD!


yeppps!
alrights, time to end my post!
must go do some muggin' and i'll have a good weekend, without having to worry about not studying! xD

傻瓜 我们都一样 被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样 却又再一次受伤

Thursday, August 7, 2008

actually this should be yesterday's post,
but i was too tired to finish posting ytd~


6/8/08
today is ALL about JJ! (:
火炬手编号 149!
gosh, he was so cute when running lah!
:D

okays, video number1!
watch and you'll know how funny JJ is!
he can speak ALIEN LANGUAGE. ahahahas!
xD


JJ Lin 林俊杰 ~ NG镜头 (2008北京奥运火炬手)








video number2 and 3!
earlier today, JJ the torch bearer!
aaaahhh!!

JJ Lin 林俊杰 ~ 8月6日在北京传递火炬 (2008 Beijing Olympics torch relay)







NO。149 火炬手 林俊傑 One World - One Dream !









video number4!
someone compiled his super cute moments and made it into this video!
niceeee!! :D

JJ Lin 林俊傑 ~ 無聊...(JJ 好可愛 ^^)








so you can conclude, JJ is still the special one that no one can replace k,
no worries that SHOW will overtake him. ahahas! xD

~

haha today was suppose to present our answers for geog,
but we were kinda unprepared and either luckily or unluckily, Mr Ng didn't come!
so this means i'll have more time to read through the lecture notes!
goooood :D

rahhs PE!
now i see the good side of Mr Lim, today's PE teacher was.. -.-
haha, now that she isn't good, but Mr Lim better! (:

Guitar!
LOL, i did something super blur again.. :x
cos before the prac, i'll have to go into the band room de store room to take my guitar mah..
so as usual, i went to get it before the practice. but something different was - the light in store room was not on! then i made a super BIG mistake!
i opened the door, saw that the lights were not on and i DIDN'T switch on the lights thinking that i would be still be able to see..
i walked a few steps and when the door slammed shut, i nearly freaked out.
totally DARK and i couldn't see anything!
so i thought the bestest thing i could do was retrace my footsteps and walk back to the door to open it... phew, luckily i managed to...
was really scary when i was alone inside lah, :x
okay, you can laugh at me ):
then i was even more shocked when later during the prac, they said there was a cockroach in there. LOL...

prac was kinda sians but better than the previous practice!
we were playing with the smartboard before the practice, haha!
played 'my way', though dunno what song..
lol, tried to figure out the tabs on our own lah..
haiz we lack MC! Jack and Zhiyang can only come back after promos ):


and of course, a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WILBER! (:

--

today, im just sorry that i cant join joke club to queensway for some reason ):
our very own joke club tee's gonna be out sooon!
hee.. ;DD
all thanks to rose they all, i feel kinda bad i didnt do anything
cos i really don't know how to design tee.. :x



wheeeee JJ!
loves :D

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

吻得太逼真!
really hooked onto this song... xD

--

when is my jam hsiao's gai ban album coming to s'pore?! D:
(ps 'my' referring to the album, not jam hsiao... haha!)


i so want promos to come and go quickly!
because i already have lots of plans for post-promos days! (:
hahas, want to see everyone that i've been missing LOTS! xD

there's so much work to do!
guitar tomorrow!
hope it's not another session that i could have Zzzzz..
haha!



i kept telling minghui, 很帅 很帅!! hees...
gosh, if only my dearest eyescream mates, jasmine they all also there... ):
now, when minghui's not there, i can only keep everything inside me,
then tell you all... when you all don't even get to see how he looks like lah! hahah!
okayyys, i'll make sure i can.. do something. LOL


:D






too superficial.

如果愛我已不存在 我希望有一段精彩 讓回憶有所感慨

Monday, August 4, 2008

The rain, just never seems to bring the joy,
I feel the same everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Though I told myself won't hold my breath a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know, I'd never let you go

The way, you left me on the train I don't know what to say I remember everything on that day I can't believe we'd never dance I just need one more chance to share the sunset our one last romance Though I told myself won't hold my breath a part of me was dying there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in YEAH

If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know, I'd never let you go....


Mr. X likes this song!
heees, love it too! and it was way before he posted about it.
yays! we kinda have the same taste uh? (:

still waiting for his 'love letter'! (LOL brenda! ;DD )
he's busy cos his 4th year uni starting already!
but i trust that he will send me when he is free! hahas.. (x




in TWO days time, it's his turn to be the torch bearer!
wheee! omgosh, want to see him!
JJ! aah.. hope i will be able to find the videos or smth.. :D:D
hee.. nike shoes rocks! (:

~

hahas tuition today was LOL, i was very high!
heee, due to some reasons xD
then after tuition took bus home with Eileen and jas!
found out some even more 惊奇 stuffs than last time.
hahas! (:
i still got a lot of questions to ask you de, dear!
be PREPARED! xD

Eyecandy!!
sheesh, i keep talking about him, then showed them what he sent me!
hahahs! maybe jasmine is right, im not going to delete it! xP
wheees im glad im not in a school like theirs that lacks some obvious stuffs..
LOL! (x
sometimes, eye candies can really make school less stress de!!
:D



49Days and counting.
7 weeks and getting less.
focus, focus.
you're going to clear this stupid promos!
believe...
:D


does choosing not to speak up your true feelings means lying?

Sunday, August 3, 2008

chem test tmr.
i didn't really study you know, had been slacking like the whole weekends.
bleah, im still not in the mood to study.
and promos are like 7weeks away? omg..

i chatted from morning till the noon till evening while doing WR.
like finally done with it, though i knew i could have taken something like less than 2hours and not the whole day.
now im feelin' guilty, and i want to watch initialD later on TV! D:
yea, i don't deserve it -.-

nonooooo! im going to study now.
yea, now. i hope it's not too late! :x



willpower.
(:

~


吻得太逼真 - 张敬轩

吻得太逼真 WEN DE TAI BI ZHEN - 张敬轩


無論怎麽講 我都覺得虛僞
陪伴你那麽久 你說是受罪
從前到現在 當我是誰 你這花心蝴蝶

昨夜陪你醉 傷到我心碎
你竟說我 和你不配
完全忘記 往日爲何 能與我 徹夜纏綿

和你 吻吻吻吻吻 你吻得太逼真
讓我把 虛情假意 當作 最真心 的親吻
怪自己 來不及區分
你對我 是酷愛是敷衍
我想 問問問問問 我該怎麽脫身
你卻說 花花世界 不必當真
多麽傷人 讓我愛上 薄情的紅唇

拿什麽心腸 面對我的善良
能不能想一想 你讓我多傷
你的愛就像 完美毒藥
對手斷腸 你 依然漂亮

不敢想 曾與你度過 多少真實的晚上
一轉眼 熱戀後 身受重傷

和你 吻吻吻吻吻 你吻得太逼真
讓我把 虛情假意 當作 最真心 的親吻
怪自己 來不及區分
你對我 是酷愛是敷衍
我想 問問問問問 我該怎麽脫身
你卻說 花花世界 不必當真
多麽傷人 讓我愛上 薄情的紅唇

深淵萬丈 你把 我的愛
用盡後 丟棄荒野埋葬
你犯的罪狀 沒人知道
用什麽證明 你的親吻 真的殘忍

我不知爲什麽 你現在對我毫無感覺
以前種種快樂 就好像成爲一種罪惡
我的心情 你不聞不問
或者其實所謂愛情 都只是彼此填滿寂寞空虛
或者是一種沖動 的幻覺
讓自己失去理智 到最後得到教訓
何時有感覺 到何時沒有知覺
就算你突然失去音訊 你我之間早可能不該繼續

你吻得太逼真 我已無法脫身
最後悲劇發生 我愛的深 你沒責任
都怪我太認真 把薄情的紅唇 親吻

Saturday, August 2, 2008

i want watch the Dark Knight!
heh slow, but what made me want to watch is cos JJ watched it already ;D
and he loves the joker character in there.
hahahs, yeps.. but where do i find time to watch! D:

my heart skipped a beat, as it reads... from Mr Eyecandy!
haha! wanted to tell minghui but she wasn't beside me then.
LOL.. xD

~

it's the start of THE month, you-know-what uh.
so let's be careful!
i freaked out yesterday morning when Gavin suddenly 'boo!' behind me at the bus stop.
gosh, it was like 6+ in the morning, the sky was still dark and i was still half asleep.
AND it's the month that we will get scared..
i jumped up and my heart was thumping like mad lah..
then he said 'oh, it's the 7th month hor'
seriously, this is not the time to play such games -.-

watched past 娱乐百分百 and it never fails to brighten my day!
wilber's really funny and cute (hehh no other meanings ok, i still support him!) xDDD!
and eason was... lol, his laughter is indeed funny.
of course, it's always SHOW that i watched.
'M-R 一点, P-I-G.'
hahahas!

there was no guitar today!
hehh, slept till 11+!
:x





有一天我会....

Friday, August 1, 2008

lol grave mistake..
i didnt say something in my previous post!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUO ZU REN! ;DD
yay, mrSHOW! hope he'd enjoyed his bdae!
omgosh, his yulebaifenbai is what makes my day everyday, i don't think i can live without yulebaifenbai anymore. haha! (x
LOL, ok i don't know what to say..
words cannot express my love for him. HAHAH!

~

and the reason why im here so damn late is cos of Econs!
stupid essay, i'd to read keynesian theory lecture before doing it cos' im totally lost when it comes to Econs, ever since they started Macroecons.
but anyways, it took me the whole day to read and understand and do the work (plus i slept and watch tv too lah, :x)
aye, but im glad i finished the assignment. phew~
if not that i find Econs one of the more important subjs and needed for future, i wouldn't have want to even touch it -.-

Today's maths lecture test was definitely not my best effort ):
right, i didn't study much yesterday.
guitar, and chatted on MSN for like so long D:
if i fail, i seriously deserve it.
break my so-far-not-yet-failed-any-maths-test record.
ohwell..





if there were just 100steps to being together,
perhaps our fate can only bring us till the 99th step...
and it all ends there.


haha thanks for that uh.
blame it all on fate, that's how you shove away responsibility.
D: