i didn't clinch that A1 for Amaths.
my L1R5 is 16, even after moderation for English and Geography.


Sorry Mr Ng ):

now my grades are range from A1 to D7.
serious, i have all of them. LOL xD
my physics, after adding practical, i got D7... still fail though.
but i'm proud of my practical, 21/30! and the planning question full marks somemore.
heheh!


it's 26DAYS to O LEVELS! aahh!!


~

didn't notice it was him. but i was looking at the guy beside him at first.
but his bag caught my attention - exactly the same as 偶像's bag!
and only after a few seconds did i realise it was 偶像 indeed!!
hahah! couldn't believe my eyes but his uniform confirmed it all.
so coincidence lah at the same place, at the same time
and then we walked past each other! :)

and since i was alone, i was 自 high-ing... LOL!
then i couldn't help but sms-ed eileen about it.
heheh! 真的很有缘! XD




anticipating....
xD

那一些是非题 总让人伤透脑筋

sigh, results aren't pleasing...
Amaths was a waste! lots of careless mistake cause me to lose my A1! ):
Paper1 - 63/80 and Paper2 - 54/80
and that latter one seriously pulled me down.
ahhs moderation please.

English was totally ruined because i screwed up my summary.
so overall i just made it to a B4... i wanted something like a B3 though ):

and GEOGRAPHY's the worst worst ever.
to think the once-enthusiast geographer was actually the LAST in class for geography!
ha-ha. i flunked my paper2 rather badly, but paper1 definitely pulled me up, quite a lot.
C6, moderation will get me to a C5 though.
i'm gonna start loving Geography once more :)

really bad. nevertheless, i still have to count my geography.
my sciences are worse : Chemistry C6 and Physics F9!
*hi-5s with brenda :x

so before anything is moderated, except for geography...
i've got a nice set of results ranging from A1s to F9s.
my A1 is from last year's o level chinese.
A2 - Amaths
B3 - Emaths
B4 - English / Higher Chinese
C5 - Geography
C6 - Chemistry
F9 - Physics
now the key lies in my Social Studies.
i don't wish to collect D7 or E8. LOL =x
but for the first time, i'm aiming high for my E.Hist / SS.
since my history is already 41/50, i wish for at least a 29/50 for SS, so that i can get my A2!

still cant forget mr wong's expression when jm asked him about --. hahha! :x
oh, went with Mr Wong to see him scold 3girls who were rude to Ms Ng.
he isn't fierce de lah, but he was quite stern.
and after he made them all felt a little remorseful, he turned to us smiling and showed us two good handsigns. LOL
brenda, sebestian! =X


not her choice, but circumstances forced her into it.
but will you ever understand?

quite satisfied with my hcl results although i know there are so many more out there who did better than me. well, at least i improved from a C5/C6 to a B4! :D
but i still cannot accept the fact that zhengyi actually got higher lah, B3! rahhhs....
come to class late, sleep in class, put on earphones and listen to songs during lessons...
and yet, he can actually beat me! :/
i don't understand. LOL...
他睡觉的技巧也太好了吧? =.-

then got back history paper! 41/50! :)
yayes i always love to have mr pah mark our papers!
he's always lenient and notes every point we wrote!
prays for a 34 for my SS paper, then i can get my thought-to-be-impossible A1!

tomorrow getting back English and A.maths!
most probably SS, Geography and Physics too..

jiayous! we're not even left with a month now.
exactly 4weeks to the start of O's!


時間過了 學會珍惜了
原來最初的快樂並不是我們要的

我們微笑了
也都不躲了 這單純的坦誠
就這樣 我們為彼此推翻著，不擾了
我們都笑了 時間停了
我們珍惜這一刻
放下累積的負荷 卸下沉默
學會了 不保留

原來當時的快樂，仍在你我記憶中


just when i thought everything was suppose to be over...

now let's see if shijie was really remorseful about her results.
she did THREE physics paper1 from the FYS :)
she did ONE map reading for the geography paper no.4 :)
she did ONE english full paper2 from TKSS :)
she did TWO social studies essay questions :)
she did FOUR sectionA and TWO sectionB chemistry paper2 from the FYS :)

she only switched on her computer at 6past this evening!

c'mon, shouldn't you give her a pat on her shoulder?
p.s. actually there's no need, she just did that herself xD




就算下雨 只好等待天晴 但世界上並不是捨麼事情都能用等待
還是要面對吧 喜歡也是 不喜歡也是 都要面對
不是只有等待就可以讓一切放晴 如果沒有選擇 我也只能面對

就讓我去面對這一切 管他快樂傷悲 我都無所謂 只能假裝強顏歡笑
雖然我一直飾演著 活潑 熱情 陽光 剛強 熱血 的角色
原來我也是有忍不住脆弱的時候 真的難過不捨 我偷偷得讓自己留了眼淚
我也知道我會度過 我會好好的 很多人也會好好的 大家都會好好的
眼淚流過 我告訴我自己 這是一個新的開始

it was these words that spurred me on.
it was his words that spurred me on.
it was JIRO's words that spurred me on. yayes! :)

i'll face the results tomorrow, even if i know it's gonna turn out real bad.
i'll not let myself cry over the results, again.


so... i guess i deserve this little break of staring at the computer screen, listening to yuzhe's new songs, and update myself on JJ's latest news. hehe!




join my Nemo Emo Club, we offer a wide variety of banana skins! :)
LOL, it's proven... banana skins can cure emo-ness and cheers you up!

wheee my <<一只独show>> concert tickets! :D
heees, thanks eileen for helping me buy!
hahahs btw she uncovers something, something BIG.
i heard about it last year, but i thought my friend was playing a prank on me.
i didn't know it's really true... lols!

aaah and my tang yuzhe's album 2nd version is out!
was deciding between his and leehom's 2nd version and in the end, i chose his =X
now i've got another poster of his without any space to put up ):

oh... and i was quite obedient and diligent today.
why can't diligence equal to intelligence... rahhs
anws, yups... i did my chemistry FYS(:
while geography map reading, english paper2 etc etc are pushed all the way to tomorrow.

although there's not much time left, there IS still time.
it's either i make the best out of it or just laze around and prepare to cry next year.
i've gotta revive my chemistry.
and buck up for the rest of the subjects as well.
i believe



believe. it's still a powerful word(:

i never learn, until the consequences befall on me and make me realise how complacent i had been all these while.

perhaps i can just continue lying to myself that this is all a make-believe. that perhaps, the marks was added incorrectly. but would it matter? it still won't differ much all the same.

well it doesn't really matter now. seeing all the mounting in As and Bs is really giving me the jitters. it's really time, O's is coming and if im not anywhere near the A, im totally hopeless.





i promise, if you'd give me that one last chance...

感受 你愛我的心跳 在左邊

gosh, was so tired throughout the day.
and i kept having this terrible headache which haven't went away since yesterday.
results of the emaths paper wasn't pleasing. B3
in fact, i think i'm the kind mrs lim says, Amaths better than Emaths.
but of course, i die die also won't drop my Amaths!
i do hope there'll be moderation and pulls me up to A2. though moderation might also pull me down too.

and i have a feeling my Geography wasn't good. probably one of the two that mr wong said failed paper2...
ohwell, at least i did study hard for my History/SS... hope got hope.
LOL :)

JJ's gonna film a drama series with li jiu zhe!
ahhh! heees, really looking forward to the show! :)
and i realise the female lead's actually the girl from Secret!
not the main lead, is the girl with long hair who likes Jay, forgotten her name.

more papers to come. soon.

i was rather tired the whole day in school, i thought i would have fallen asleep in class.
especially EL, i couldn't concentrate because my mind was wandering away, somewhere :)
and mrs koh said prelims weren't well done. sigh...
so while the compre discussion was going on, i was half asleep.

but chemistry lesson actually invigorated me, thanks to Mr Lim's coldness.
hahah!
MrLim: i know your other subjects have alot of clinics, maths clinic... english clinic... but i'm not gonna give you all chemistry clinic. if not so many clinics become POLYCLINIC!
LOL, he's always filled with sense of humour and yups, he never once raised his voice to scold our class. but we are always so motivated to do CHEMISTRY! hahah ;DD
i'll get that A1 in the O's! at least then, i will have the courage to face mr lim. lols...

and we had Amaths paper AGAIN today. 3-5pm...
i was really Zzzz, and even wrote that on the question paper =.-
after that went home with eileen, tingyin and huimin!
haha and tingyin said this to me when i replied her that i would be going to show's concert with show!
'你的白日梦... 很白'
LOL!



not everything can be unraveled, so simply.

didn't get back prelim results...
the only thing i know is higher chinese paper1
66/90... not that bad :)

geees, and im a good girl because i helped out in housework!
heh! she's been discharged from hospital, but still have to make frequent visits to the polyclinic to wash her wound and back to the hospital too.
ahahas, but whatever it is, she's back! :DD

watched the tv from 8-10pm! wah, 2hours wasted :(
LOL, but the 搞笑至尊 indeed can make me laugh.
Mt Fuji's FISH... Himalayas WATER! LOL, stupid but funny!
and the last episode of 宝贝父女兵! simple ending... i like. hahah!
know i understand why chengxi didn't get to eat the ice-cream.
hahahas!

oh and i found saturday's 娱乐百分百!
hehe! this is really a must-watch because JJ and Show is just so so funny!
somewhere in part2, show kept scolding jj...
hahh! true... JJ like 过动儿 cannot stand still.
XDDD




she never understands you...

mummy admitted to the hospital.
probably won't be back till tomorrow.
mind you, what she need is stitches, and the doctor at A&E couldn't do it.
then she had to wait from like 2am to 7am in the morning to be admitted into the ward.
and if the doctor can't do it today, it'll be delayed till tomorrow.
2days to get stitches done. and they didn't even apply any medicine on her wound.
talk about medical advances in singapore...
Zzz...

so i was left alone at home throughout the night
slept at 2+, but waking up every now and then.
seriously didn't had a good sleep, and neither had i any appetite.
even when 偶像 was right beside me, i didn't feel a thing :/

eh, but at least Mr Ng lessons never fails to make me smile
just like how today's lesson did cheered me up :)


finally joanne peh post a photo of her and chengxi!
yeahhs!

nice wake up call. i stared at the entry proof, accidentally though.
pooof! one more day gone and i have 36days left to O's.
well, better late than never. i'm beginning to feel... the fear.
but i procrastinate, yet again and again.
did the emaths june paper 1 and jumped with joy when i finished it in like 1hr15mins!
including some blanks here and there... ohwell, at least i did something.

no mood to do chemistry TYS, so i caught an episode of 娱乐百分百 - 单飞比较红!
hehehs, that episode was funny, harry potter (in chinese) becomes 害你跌倒 (bua to)
and i searched for the 娱百拳 that 小猪 invented! hahah!

Mr Ng sent me felicia chin and tay ping hui photos! LOL...
shall not blog them, in case it's suppose to be copyrighted.
he thought i like tay ping hui, when i... LOL
that day i only ask him for the photos for fun lah.

gees, monopoly game with cousins was fun! :)
the first game was only between me and alvin... since the rest haven't come.
and he went really broke, left $10 and still owe me money?
LOL!
the second one was joined in by wesley and ryan.
while i paired with wesley, the other two paired together as well.
lol, when playing with them any game, you don't cheat is your loss lah.
because they all were simply cheating! koping money from the banker as and when they can.
ahahahs!

偶像! so near so near i couldn't help but 偷笑 (am chio u know?)
heheh! but someone was so extra, stood between us.
if not i could have snap a photo of my 偶像!!!!!!!





As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe will be simpler; solitude will not be solitude, poverty will not be poverty, nor weakness weakness.


刚刚写到这里 发生一件事 现在的我还在浑身发抖
妈的脚不知道怎样被门夹到 流了很多很多血
爸刚带她去看医生 那刹那 我真的被吓倒了
幸亏爸马上帮她包扎 没有惊慌失措
看到她吓得手脚都在发抖 自己唯一能做的 就是在一旁看
真没用...

五连拍! :DD
thanks to eileen, she snapped all 5 pose! hahah :)

~

now the more realistic side...

chemistry practical practically sucks
don't know why, i was damn nervous lah.
i had hope it wasn't the titration with the starch indicator, it wasn't.
in fact it was something worse, much worse :/
both my metal clips were loose and i didn't have time to ask for another one to change. so it kept dripping and dripping...
rahhs, had to bluff my way through the whole titration.
what's more, its the first time we had to use a STOPWATCH for titration... add the solution C every 2minutes...
so for the whole 10mins, i finally knew the meaning of 手忙脚乱
thankyou mr lim for setting such a tough practical leaving me traumatised even till now =.-
oh and not forgetting QA, the last part of the question, my answer was almost BLANK! ;D

but finally, prelims are over.
lol, though i already felt that like ages ago...
happy 38days to o levels!

nooooooooo! =x


失恋学
我们忘了学怎么失恋　
深夜该怎么不掉眼泪
还不了解　爱的情节　
一旦下了片不再上演

baddie never came back :(
oh well...


转角过后 遇见了你!
呵呵呵! xD

found my 偶像 (joanne peh's) blog and thus found these videos!
whahahs chengxi's very very cute! ;D
宝贝父女兵! nice show! :)

today's Amaths June paper was kinda bad :/
lots of careless mistakes and the last question on area under graph... rahhhs! :(
except for that RV question! thanks lots to Mr Ng!! hahhas
now RV question on i and j very zai le... x)

tomorrow's chemistry practical!
nope i didn't really touch any chemistry stuffs today.
in fact, i couldn't find lots of my practical worksheets.
tomorrow will be base on all the experiences i've had during chem prac, bless me :)

the lobster salad and egg sandwiches story


豆浆离不开油条!
Soyamilk loves =D



'Faith is to believe what you do not see; the reward of this faith is to see what you believe.'
-Saint Augustine

haha i like... :)

if i could find back the you 11months ago...

heheh! u see my nice tuition teacher with Tay Ping Hui and Felicia Chin in the above photos!(:
LOL, Mr Ng was passing his hp around the class to let us see the photos that day, and when he was asking who wants the photos, i asked him to send me too. XD
objective? let brenda see Felicia Chin! hahah!

okays, so we had our wonderful physics practical today!
don't know what to say, i just feel like laughing.
we confidently eliminated optics (convex lens) to come out, and?
it CAME OUT! we are definitely good at spotting questions hor? =x

lol, forget it. what's over cannot be undone.
no use crying over split milk (have you ever wondered why milk? i wonder why...)
let's look forward to THURSDAY AMATHS MOCK EXAM and FRIDAY CHEM PRAC!
hahahs...

oh and i decided to go show's concert on 1st dec le!(:
hehehs gonna ask Eileen help me get the tickets! going with my cousin... xD
whoosh, jiayous for O's and enjoy the concert! hees...
wah, looks like im gonna spend lots of money after the O's... ):

tomorrow we don't have to go to school!
hahahs, no school. stay at home with my comp!
and so, somehow... i look left look right look up look down look in look out also cannot see myself as a student who is going to take O level in 41days!

LOL! :D


JJ: 每件事发生都有原因，每件事都有一个选择。



Love sees no flaw 爱是没有缺陷的!(:

AAAAAAAHH!(:
JJ PARTY II rocks! heh!!
he's getting more and more humourous. know how to suan people nowadays. hahah!
and 蓝波 (i don't know isit written this way?) was so cute! =D

although i didn't get the guitar that JJ designed, the MP3, the autographed nike shoes, nor caught any posters, i was still very HIGH! :)

and of course, i enjoyed myself alot alot.
i slept at 2am the previous day and i thought i wouldn't be able to survive throughout the party. but i didn't feel a tinge of tiredness in anyway... i didn't, until JJ went away ):

and so, me and eileen went to ThaiExpress for dinner after that because we were so tired.
and we met weird waiter and waitress there. LOL
luckily the food tasted as usual... hahas

oh and there were constant reminders telling us not to touch the signature right after JJ signed because the ink hasn't dry.
but all of it fell on deaf ears when it reached me, because i smudged the autograph! ):
hahas, fortunately only a little. because i was as usual, BLUR.
but i did shake his hand :)
and he said 谢谢你 in such a gentle and soft tone. melted XDD

and so, i guess the next time i'll get to see him is when he release his next album, and probably JJ PARTY III? :)
till then, i promise i will work hard for the O's!


don't wake me up from my dreamy mood today! :D

爱是 再远都在你身旁
etched in my heart, forever(: