what happened to my xiaozhu! D:
ahahahs but on the other hand, im thinking how great it would be if he ever adds me on facebook and chat/sms me too.
aiyoo that's abit impossible. haha!

but anyways, today is really not my day.

i took wrong bus to school! omgggg :/
(aaah okok, give you 1min to laugh at my usual blurness lah)
i thought only 156 got 156A lah, so when i saw the 'A' i board the bus!
then when it turned (the xinmin sec route), i realised... 159?!
WHEN WAS THERE 159A!!!!

so i decided to alight at xinmin bus stop (phew luckily i know that place ah)
then take 109 to serangoon int, walked to sch (carryin' guitar leh!)
pheww, luckily i left home early. if not i'll be late le lah.
i felt.. stupid. LOL.

then the next thing when i was in sch.. my left eye was red like.. really red.
but luckily it was ok after that, although i still feel the itch and abit pain also.
sigh, it's probably another infection, as always :/

but fortunately, guitar cheered me up.
haha, if you don't consider stepping down as a bad news :D
yea steppin' down soon. haha it's a mixed feeling of 不舍 + happy (:

farewell + outing (omg kbox kbox!) + the 'exchange' programme + whatever is there left!


~


i had this sudden urge to drink yam ice blend!
yay very nice! it was mr kel jon ng bak kwa (LOL!) inspired.. 2years back!
HAHA, im sure eileen and jasmine will rmb how the room 'smells of chicken rice'
and that day he drove us... hahaa ^^

eeks nostalgic..
i really miss him and his tuition alot! ):

he's one teacher who never gave up.
the time when i told him i know i didn't do well for one paper, and he'd looked at me and asked me not to worry, and that there's still another paper.
at that moment, i really felt like crying.
not just touched by his encouragement, but i hate to disappoint him.
talking about him just brings back alot of memories, even though it was just a short period of time spent with him yea.



:D:D
now let me just try to get back to econs..
TEST TMRRRRRRR!

所有改变 只为了进入你的世界

Viva la vida - Coldplay



I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become

Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world

nice song, although i really have no idea what its title/lyrics is about. haha..
my cousin sent me like a month back?
LOL, it was nearly left unnoticed.
until i was looking thru' my phone and saw it somehow (:

~


pffft i think the school should do something about the timetable, seriously.
the way things work is freakin' wrong and im very very pissed can D:
their definition of LATE is difficult to understand.

unreasonable teachers, why don't you take my attendence at 730 instead?
or better still, take away the 730 lesson and i can assure you i won't ever be late for school.
-.-

im sure going to blow up the matter if it ever happens again.

phew, chem test over! (:

pract for chem SPA!
ytd memorised, and forgot. as good as never memorise.
mrlow trust me too much! i didn't memorise well enough =x
so it made me feel guilty when he was saying...
even if the rest fails him, i will still be his 支持者
HAHA, then i heard 'mrlow, you not JJ.'
LOL!

mrlow surprised me when he said 'SA one rite?'
woa i very happy! he actually knows JJ's school! hahha :DD

i enjoyed GP today! probably for the first and only time. xD
watched a short movie on N.korea and probably everyone's as shock as me.
i've heard how it is in N.korea, but i bet you'll not realise how extreme it is until you watch this movie. they worship their great leader zillion times greater than how i worship JJ. lol.
it's ridiculous! ._.


eww i think im fallin' sick ):






just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

this sentence makes a whole lot of sense.

'The Leica M8 Safari edition, limited to 500 pieces in the world.'
JJ bought it and i think it cost like USD 10,000?!

haha but the point here is, the cam looks prettayyyyyye, right!

i need a new cameraaaa!
the previous one spoil for like dunno how long already! ):

~

Service learning yesterday with 0824.

had backaches the previous day already, standing there was a torture, even though it was only for 1+ hour D:
anws i think the duty was pretty easy, hahaa it was more of a stoning session.
lunch-ed with class, then back to school for college day.

expectedly boring. =x
and me and wang lu were CONSTANTLY reminded of chem test and SPA every single second.
LOL...

uhh and i missed guitar coz of service learning ):

Chem test, at least a B!
Chem SPA, everything!
Chem carboxyl tut!

nooooo......! Chem is overruling my life D:

weather is freakin' hot!
背SPA 都背到头痛了啦 ._.

anger. tolerance. pretence.
i don't like this.

i can't catch up with schoolwork, each chapt taught so fast and tuts are thrown at you. when you haven't even finish the previous (and the previous, and the previous........)
i hate to grumble.. but..

coz' this is life.
it's so true.. im beginning to love this phrase printed on classteee.


how do you define bestfriends?
i miss those times having bestfriends around me.



勇敢 - BY2



詞: 林宇中+許環良 曲:林俊傑
(it explains why i love this song's melody so much, it's so JJ! :D)

日夜顛倒 夢和現實 對調
誰能帶我 飛躍幸福 遠方
閉上雙眼 用心感應 彷彿聽得到
是你為我 留下的暗號

當我 緊握你的手
你是耀眼的星火
就讓夢想編織王者世界
照亮整個宇宙

當你 握緊我的手
我變勇敢的星火
和你一起閃耀 到世界盡頭

放棄太早 和你約好 跟時間賽跑
用愛破解 最後的詛咒

表達愛 - 林俊傑



the MV's out and JJ is aaaaah so cute :D
oh my how could i miss the president command on channel 5 last sun! ):
there was JJ ya know! i knew about it but i didn't know when it'll be broadcasted lah.
sigh, fortunately i could find it online (:

林俊杰 President's Command Performance




杀手 + K.O + Home

aaah, the remix before all the songs again!
but this time, he added something more! he was upside down for twice, and not just that, he made a 360deg turn!
woa, that move really surprised me! (:
then his 杀手 and K.O singing was.. weird. haha i don't know.
maybe is the sound system, but then again.. no matter how random he is (being weird), still so cute! :D

and you've got to listen to his version of Home!
he played the pianoooo, and his singing is really superb!
i just feel like repeating it again and again lah.
whee im proud of JJ yea! (:



i think this proves why the class related CWS (celebrity worship syndrome) to me.
LOL!

and it's probably not wrong to say my religion's JJism. hahah!

别人的幸福 何必要模仿?

能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了


yay sch ended early, tried studying in library.
not too bad, at least i did something. haha yah, but not much.

guitar! (:
i realise.. hahaaa ok nvm.
should just keep this to myself :D

anyws, ended early so walked to interchange with them! (:
way back hm with yeqi, huihui and takumi, can really laugh non stop!
hahaha huihui, real joker can!

got siblings? one.
哥哥 姐姐 弟弟 妹妹? *shakes head
huh then still got what? no more already mah. lol.

when we found out it's 弟弟 already, ask how old. sec 1, 2, 3, 4 etc....? no.
then, so what? university.
HAHAHA 弟弟, UNIVERSITY? LOL!!
woaa 是好笑的啦!!

reach interchange then realise she didn't take her Econs book!
aiyo she went back sch again but couldn't find.

aww im sure to miss such times and huihui's ultimate lame jokes!
on one hand, i hope can step down from guitar quickly so that i can focus on my studies.
but on the other hand, i think i will miss guitar and of course fellow guitarists! (:
besides, it'll be so boring to just study and study right!
i think jc life without guitar will be such a bore ):

well, just have to treasure the rest of the guitar pracs left before it all really comes to an end yah.
:D


and the mystery of why my guitar has so many scratches is solved!
i shouldn't put the file inside the guitar bag lah, aiyo stupid me D:



没有了你 全都不对

先懂得珍惜 不要先懂得可惜

当我学会 要珍惜 要在还有机会说的时候,

把藏在心里的话 都告诉你...

但当时 话已说错了 机会错过了 时间过去了

如果真的能 时光倒流

我不会再去在乎 自己做的 是对是错

甚至自己是否 会因为你而受伤

至少 我有勇敢地 坦诚地 面对


现在 遗憾的是 那勇气 好像找不回来了


距离是你走过我身边...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIYUN! (:


ecareers in the morning, was sleepyzzz.....
then eat and waited for guitar with jovin..
LOL once again, being the blur kind, you can expect some things i do.
i brought homework/GC/foolscap etc... and forgot to bring my pencil case!
ahahas i can only laugh at myself lor. lol.

guitar i think i did learn new things. the whatever progression. haha..
after guitar, quite random.. went to buy strings at PS!
then to i-dunno-where to buy picks. (被威胁 go one sia.. LOL)
hahaha, then we tried changing our strings!
changed 2 only then i had to rush home go my cousin's bdae already.
ok, but at least i learnt to change le, tmr then put the rest of the 4strings.
(hahah but i think tmr i wake up forget already)

even though he kept irritating me with the word cockroach..
and owes me a sorry and lots of money that i've already lost count.. lol
i think me and yeqi really appreciates takumi's help! (:
so we do owe him a thank you! :D

i rmb twinkle twinkle lil star!
0077997 5544220 7755442!
:D


laughed and crapped a lot so im very tired now!
good nights! (i hope i don't dream of cockroaches, bubble tea and elmo. haha!)

sometimes, it doesn't take you long to find happiness...

looking at clouds makes me feel happy...

they're beautiful (:

你相信所谓的 有缘无分吗?
那经常在偶像剧看到的 擦肩而过
那让我质疑的 '还真不巧' 桥段
好像 也都会发生在现实生活中...

断了的弦

断了的弦 - 周杰倫




断了的弦再怎么练
我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的线
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

我沉默 你的话也不多 我们之间少了什么不说
哎唷 微笑后表情终于有点难过 (握着你的手)
问你 确定了再走
我突然释怀的笑 笑着盘旋半山腰
随风在飘摇啊摇 来到你的面前绕
你泪水往下的掉 说会记住我的好
我也弯起了嘴角笑

你的美已经给了谁
追了又追我要不回
我瞭解离开树的叶 属于地上的世界凋谢

断了的弦再弹一遍
我的世界你不在里面
我的指尖已经弹出茧
还是无法留你在我身边

断了的弦 再怎么练
我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接 音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

math test was pretty badly done, i guess.
lots of careless mistakes. but i admit, i didn't revise much.
abit 对不起 mr wong ah. ):

i spent like so much time memorising SPA!
was so happy i could regurgitate everything leh!
then, mrlow asked me mark on my own D:
aah well, in a way, it's good that he trusted that i really got memorise. haha.

whee channel u still got ylbfb! (:
woa i thought they stop showing already leh,
because they showed 康熙来了 that day..
haha, long since i can sit down in front of the tv to watch it lah. xD
but today i watched and laughed for 1 whole hour sia.
not that i got time but hahaha i don't care. it makes me feels happy~ (:

LOL, xiaozhu cannot do sit and reach!
so cute when he tries to do those 劈腿 all that.
HAHAH! next time his autograph session or what, i should tell him
'我知道怎样帮你 improve your sit and reach!'
the one we learn before napfa test was really effective de!
:D


我祈禱就讓地球停在這瞬間 不聊天靜靜散步也很美

"我开始习惯他出现在我的生活 甚至会依赖他
曾经也在心里希望 如果时间可以暂停下来 那就好了
但这种美好的感觉 终究只能属于这一瞬间吧
过了 也许就会消失了吧..."


aww nice, 默默 speaks my mind (:


我知道 - BY2




詞曲：于萱

從來沒想過
不能再和你牽手
委屈時候 沒有你
陪著我心痛

一切都是我
太過驕縱
以為你會懂
一直忘了說
我有多感動

我知道你還是愛著我
雖然 分開的理由
我們都已接受
你知道我會有多難過
所以 即使到最後
還微笑著 要我加油

我知道你還放不下我
才會 在離開時
閉著眼沒有回頭
我們都知道彼此心中
其實 這份愛沒停過

曾經完整幸福的夢
在腦海裡頭
我多希望你
還在我左右

答應你 我會好好過
不讓 這些眼淚白流


(:

a new blogskin! after so long :D

haha guitar today! (:

after guitar prac...
didn't want to join the rest for sushi, neither did we want to eat 鱼片米粉.
so me, huihui, yeqi and wenguang ended up at XMS COFFEE SHOP!
lunch at 4pm. LOL
haha anws, had 手工面干! nice (:


we crapped and laughed so much my cheeks very 酸 now leh.

y'know xinmin got branch de, one is my branch, takumi study de is another branch. hahaa!
take the bus that comes.. bus 100 comes - eh? take back to serangoon central?
elmo fighting housflies? yeqi: if elmo lose, it will turn even redder. lols!
takumi got colour blind, ice lemon tea is red colour one.
huihui's '我带你们走比较快的路!'
HAHAHAA, now we know what is the so-called 比较快的路.
(this was the funniest lah, 笑点 last very long. hahaha!)

and random auntie walked past, tell us our shirt very nice.
LOL, too bad takumi go another way already. we were saying he'll definitely be very happy if he heard that. hahaa.

and me and yeqi 'inevitably' 送 huihui 回家. LOL!

okay, i'm now in the mood to get back to study.
no more frettin' over stupid PW :)






爱上你的微笑一夜睡不著怎么办才好

慢慢慢靠近你 不让你知道 我的心在跳

B for PW. it isn't everything. it's not the end of anything, yet.
but i'll be lying if i say i'm not sad, right?
like who won't when 6/10 people gets A.

i've bu shuang-ed, i've complained, i've cried.
and i've definitely flunk my gp compre test that we had to do right after the release of results.
yes, like you think im in the mood to care whether sports build character or whatever crap was in the passage?! (i can't remember anything else because i seriously wasn't reading)


ahh well, but a day should have been long enough for me to get over it.

i've got friends who tried cheering me up.
and i had a treat to sakura buffet today too!
went marina barage! a place that makes me feel happy. aww but it rained again.
still, it feels nice having splashes of raindrops and chill wind blowing on you! :D
haha..

hey im really fine now. (:

for now, im just tired. haha, too tired to go out anymore.
so i missed the dinner with 8.1 ):
well, guess it'll be soon before we'll meet up again de lah. haha.
:D



"Kang Cheng Xi is very very close to buying a knife and stab his fyp prof in the back and commit suicide... very very close....."

LOL he better don't.
if you don't get it, a hint is... he's from NTU. lols.



我 看着天 这一刻在想你 是否会对我一样 思念

想念的心 装满的都是你

isn't it great, to be able to enjoy what you are doing, to be passionate about what you are learning, and to feel happy about where you are and who you're with?
:D


heh definitely a nice way to end school, with guitarists. (:
even though im tired, im still enjoying myself during guitar.
even though i know i've got lots of hw, i still don't feel like ending guitar prac even after 6.
LOL at huihui's '6.22?! i only got 8mins to rush to my tuition!'


lol, so we taught the J1s today.
ehh.. hahaa im like zomg-i-so-noob-you-want-me-teach-J1?!
but oklah, fortunately yeqi was with me! (:
hahah, she's now like my 最佳搭档 (for playing 彩虹) xD
see her i high-ed from the start of guitar prac till it ended. lol.
ehhh but she is pro de!

yea, not like me lah. till now hor, i still cannot strum properly!
aiyo, i really am so not musically inclined.
no matter how many times takumi teach, i just cannot get it! ):
but phew, at least he is patient when teaching..
coz i think other people would have screamed at me for being so stupid. hahahha. :D

oh ohhh!
tomorrow wearing guitar shirt, yea! hahaaa..

somehow, for a moment, it made me got him off my mind (:

TMR PW RESULTS ._.



diu gan has been tagging my board.
hahaha it's so funny. LOL!


im getting bruises on me for no reason, again. :/

我处在 不应该存在的灰色地带


wondered if i've posted this up before,
but still, it speaks my mind. for now.



想你的習慣－小宇




就這樣簡單你走過來
而我終於明白了 自己為何要存在
慢慢的我已經離不開
因為我已愛上你了 沒有任何原因的
如果我說愛你 能不能永遠相信

這一天 我想跟著你 跟你說你最愛的笑話
我想以後都能在一起
每天想著你 已變成習慣 一直幻想你在我身邊
牽著你的手 我和你 甜蜜的走

世界寬得有一些無奈
你和我只有一個 該怎麼不怕孤單
說好了我們都要勇敢
就算不小心迷路了 也能夠聽見你的
如果我說愛你 能不能永遠相信

找到你的幸運多完美 (多完美)
所有感覺多特別 (多特別)
想帶你走到世界邊緣
未來 不變

我和你 甜蜜的走

it's been awhile since we met up! (:

celebrated brenda's belated birthday!
(and im like celebrating for her the second time. haha!)
heh yea she's back from beijing already! ;D

说真的 你去北京我有想你leh! 感动吗, 鬼太太? xD

dined at some place, with not-very-nice food D:
but we still enjoyed ourselves! ^^
and, we walked from AMKhub to Serangoon!
suggested walking coz was really full! haha...
yea, chatted as we walk.. the distance didn't seem long.

meet up again soon alrights!
here's the photos! (:

当眼泪落下的那瞬间
自己都分不清
那是因为开心 是因为感动 还是因为难过



知道吗 你对我多重要 只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱....

:D

had guitar in the morning!
and after the prac i was really tired. must be all the laughings lah.
hahaaa especially the 彩虹 'duet' with yeqi!
oh myy, even video-ed it leh, i think my reputation is at risk.
then takumi also taught us some strumming patterns (that i think i will forget anyway =X)

but quite productive practice eh :)


homecoming day at xms!
met and talk with some teachers (:
they make me really want to work hard to secure a place in uni.
lots of motivation and encouragement!
:D



without you, im incomplete.

missed by 2marks, i couldn't even hit 30/35 for chem test! ):
actually was kinda upset when i receive back the papers..
test was not difficult, and i studied, and... i made careless mistakes.
rahhh!

today's math test was goner, i didn't study much so yah...
not to say pass, i think it will be difficult to even get more than 5 marks, LOL.

got back results slips for block test and omg, ranking points 45?!
AAAH, last year's was 51 and 58 for midyears and promos respectively.
and i can't even pass 50 this time! ):
econs results was moderated, so maybe i didn't even pass 40 before moderation. oh myyy D:

my results really cannot make it.
i see my A's drifting further and furtherrrr.




yea cx friend request on fb accepted! :D

HAHAHA U TELL ME, HOW CAN ANYONE BE SO CUTE!
WHO BUT JJ! ;D

the candles rekindle and rekindle... he blows it many many times,
and still don't want to give up! lol!
*then, for awhile, the candle haven't rekindle, YET*
JJ: points at candles and went ha-ha-ha!!!!

candles rekindle! and he was stamping his feet. LOL!
JJ: 好啦!!!! *acting frustrated and keeps blowing and blowing
JJ: 这个蜡烛... 谢谢你
*then use the plastic knife to tap the candle and said 乖乖乖...
(and spoil the knife ._.)

really cute de!


JJ: 印度的?! vanakam!

one of the present by a jm was those kinda bdae card you open got music de.
then is 'moo moo moo' in the happy birthday tune.
LOL, JJ listened... then, he sang it out! hahaha and the way he sang it was cute de!

真的!! ;D

OH MYYYYYY! he just made me really happy and high, yet again! xD


yeps, here's the video!
i watched like many many times the parts he did all the funny stuffs~



and yea, i have been wanting to post this up..
this is babyJ! ^^
舍不得穿 leh.. heh..

~

i still remember last year's April fool, JJ played such a huge prank on everyone.
he said he was going to stop being a singer, and i freakin' believed him. hahahh..

LOL this year, i really got a scare when mr wong said 'TEST!'
oh myy, it was just an April fool's joke.
mr wong really very funny lah, hahaa!

Chem test and geog test over! :D
tmr got math test, and i have to do chem tut and geog tut!

not too bad, heh.
phew, this week is really hectic...
im glad it's ending soon (: