我在拼什麼 在意什麼最多

Maybe its just me having too much expectations for myself,
or i really didn't put in enough effort to deserve better grades.

Ah well, it's over.
Results are actually not that bad leh, i should learn to be contented and stop comparing.
At least i can still smile looking at the grades. LOL

Work harder in semester 2 (:
Maintain such results, thats all im asking for :D


不怕別人誤會了 最怕最在乎的人也不想懂

Make 'em go oh, as you shoot across the sky

HELLO IM BACK! :D

Finals are over! The last paper today was such a killer ):

Anws, it's not the time to worry about results and planning a nice timetable for next sem, yet.
It's time to enjoy, plan what shows to watch and wait for my 5pm ylbfb everyday! :DD


你答应我的我都记得 但是你却忘了你的承诺

O-V-E-R OVER O OVER! (:

陳餘一: 终于等到这一天... 我自由了!

although chem p1 was tough, i think it wasn't that bad.
afterall, im pinning all my hopes on it to pull up my grades.

aah but there's doc appt tmr ):
really hope no eye drops please!
not being able to see clearly for a day is torturous...

no use worrying about how i did for the papers now eh,
enjoy the few months before the release of results!


find a job ;
kbox ;
really start learning guitar (我真的觉得这两年都在混的, LOL) ;
watch many many shows ;

hahaa idk what else.

i can have back my hobby of sleeping already.
and finally have a good sleep tonight.
:D

这样就够了

it's the 9th day. And it's probably the 3rd household.
CAN PEOPLE STOP RENOVATING THEIR HOUSE AT THIS TIME!
drill non-stop leh, damn noisy seriously :/

and can i complain about Econs paper,
just like how people made a huge fuss about PSLE math? -.-

i thought chem paper 3 was bad.
after i took paper 2, i thought p2 was worse D:
how can aromatic be straight chain, stupiddd.
even my last hope of A is gone already ):

im glad, though, that many many friends smses were very encouraging.
and i've the nicest teachers who actually make the effort to msg us all the best for our papers.

2more papers to freedom.
can't wait.




小乖乖 - 蔡旻佑



这城市依然在运转
而我的脑袋　跳针 　停不下来
有时候必须为你失去方向感
你说的偶像剧对白
任性了起来 　夸张 　假装离开
连装可怜的戏码都演得可爱
像小孩无理取闹
学朋友数落我奇怪
责备我太理性没关系
因为你是我

小乖乖　小乖乖 　快过来 抱一个
我带你 去体验 　里的浪漫
一幕幕 提醒我 　第一次的感动
这样就够了　我的
小乖乖 　小乖乖 　快过来 亲一个
在回家 的路上 　超幸福的期待
我陪你 看星星 　预言精彩未来
一定可以的 　乖乖

骑机车随性地转弯
握住你的手 　好像 　特别自在
这一秒我会故意失去方向感
你说要我抱起来
感觉很呆却很坦白
想照顾我的口吻
哎呀是如此可爱

小乖乖 　小乖乖 　快过来 抱一个
我常常 在幻想 　外星人的恋爱
像不像 你和我 　很简单很快乐
这样就够了　我的
小乖乖 　小乖乖 　快过来 亲一个
我可以 送给你 　一首一首的歌
认真了 就可以 　变成幸福的人
一定可以的　我的

更好的我们 　乖乖

i looked back, and i regret.

Econs, and 2 more chem papers before A's end...

i could have done better.

GP was terrible, i just hope i can pass D:

Math, seeing the solutions, i think no A already.
how careless of me, my P&C whole question gg le lah!
it's THREE Es, NOT TWO! OMG STUPID OR WHATTTTT! ):
(and i have no mood to check the other answers already)

and 5/10mins into Chem paper 3, i panicked.
i knew the equations but idk why i can't recall anything!
felt so helpless i nearly wanted to cry, NEARLY.
but i didn't lah, i didnt have time to -.-
lol, then my confidence level dropped after that.
zzz i just hope p1 and p2 can pull me up.

Econs! i hope i'll be able to do well since my math is........
haiz...

when you finally give up on something you've been hanging on for years......

回忆起我们小时候...

so much for these few weeks, had been studying and finally over and done with prelims!

before all the results start coming in,
before im so pressurized about A levels,
before i start cooping myself up at home and study yet again,

i guess i deserve abit of time to go out, have fun, and hang out with fellow 8.1! (:

so there, we went somewhere near nich's house to fly kite, something i haven't done for years. ^^

after which, me and dear made our way to dhoby ghaut for our long awaited Astons!

i think we're really patient people, despite our hunger!
the queue was extremely long and we waited for more than an hour, and it was around 9 when we started to eat!

i must say, it was worth the wait :D

the next thing to look forward to: k-ing sessions! (:

Midyears over!

i know i've done badly this time round.
and its really really bad, like cant even pass that kind ):

Math paper 2 was ok, i hope it can help me pass my math.
because paper 1 was..... as good as handing in blank foolscap papers :/
functions, vectors and complex numbers came out for P2, spot on!
i actually prepared for this 3 pure math topic only, other than stats, for P2 :D

Chem, just no time to do lor. paper1 and paper2 today.
shading whatever i like for P1 because no time to even think about the qn.
then P2 i rushed through everything, just in time to finish the paper.

ayeee, well... over le lah.
i hope i pass math and chem,
though this time math is kinda hopeless, paper2 only 60marks.

i don't even want to mention Geog and Econs. LOL.
err yes, and GP. i don't even rmb anything about that.


now, enjoy before all papers start coming back!

:D


想当你隔壁家的supermarket
二十四小时都欢迎光临
幽默风趣无限量供应
任劳任怨都是特价品

想当你一个人的supermarket
你担心的人都不准靠近
幸福快乐买一再送一
预定真爱保护无限期

nice (:

你的眼神 让我偷偷的心跳

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN DEAR! (:

信心旅途 - 林俊傑 & 何耀珊



收拾我所有的行李
把沉默般希望反擊
和信心一起旅行

這次要學習不逃避
揮別我所有的恐懼
勇敢的走下去

幸福在這一瞬間
慢慢累積
傷口慢慢正開放
不用擔心
感謝有你 一路有你
風雨信心
多麼不容易
你我之間的默契
一點一點
堆積美好的回憶 我會牢記
感謝有你 一路有你
愛讓一切變得更美麗

傷害我會忘記
明天我會繼續
夢想必定不要放棄
只要心向心
愛就永遠不止息


as usual very JJ, me like. (:

~


这一次, 考试真的完了.
都有一种confirm fail 的感觉.
especially maths, 我不知道自己在做什么
其实今天的 chemistry, 是因为没有时间做完 有的话 可能还可以pass.
我背那些 equations 背到这样辛苦 可是我没有时间写!
aaah 我完蛋了...

拿回 papers 的时候 一定fail 惨了 我也一定会哭惨了 ):




长时间保持联络 是一个很大的 contributing factor.
那感觉 是一时的.
笨蛋 都多久了 怎么还在怀疑自己的决定?



有时候 觉得自己的心地邪恶
我为什么会有一些想法
但回想 可能每个人都会跟我一样
因为人都是自私的


我讲的话 都很没有link 我知道
听不懂 没关系 (我在帮 JJ 打歌! haha ok, 不好笑)

乖乖回去读书了!~



:D

要你拥有 会长大的幸福

it's the last day of school! hahaa couldn't feel the holidays coming, yet.

anws holidays will be like muggin' all the way lah.
looking at the pile of work to be revised really makes me panic.

hahaa right, birthday is not an excuse to slack.
i shall go back to sch and go for chem consultation (who says first day won't have people go one. HAHA!)
lol, okay cannot be lah. i haven't even revise anything yet.
but go sch library study alone may be a good choice for this holiday.
got aircon + no distraction :D

hopefully this coming wed can meet up with dear too! xD


GP midyears today, i hope it wasn't too bad.
paper1 questions were tough, no choice but left with tech question.
rmbed a few points (phew, i'd read the essay outline last night)
just that many people did that question, and i guess others' will be relatively better than mine.
hope can pass! :D

Econs extra lesson was Zzz...
i was sleepy lah, but tried staying awake.
nothing went in, i just like copy and copy notes for the whole 2hours.
(i kept thinking of Tank!)


yeaa not random, haha coz Tank's new album release today!
listened to all the songs already, quite nice.
but 如果我变成回忆 seems like the song i like most still.
should i buy it now, or after they repackage? haha.. (:


circle line! :D
hahaa probably taking train home aft sch next time already!
(provided not alone with yw, very dangerous. hahaha! xD)



TJ guitar concert with guitarists tmr! (: