BRENDA BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION! :D
wheees it's great to see the five of us together again!
fortunately all of us could make it today!
catch up with each other and had a nice sumptuous meal! (:

Baked Pasta, Baked Rice, Pizza, Grilled Fish!
hahah we shared everything!
had a hard time dividing the food, but fun at the same time!
LOL not divided equally - my huge share of the pizza ._.

brenda doesn't want to look at the camera!

then... she wanted to kill me with her knife. LOL

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to BRENDA! happy birthday toooo youuuuu! (:

first cut of the cake!
17years old! (hahah so old! :x)

LOL typical brenda when i want to take a photo of her. hahaha!

Me and Jasmine!

三妹 and 小妹!

weiting and brenda! :D

whahahs the BIG birthday card!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! xD

and her so-hard-to-find laogongs photos!
she must be so touched and cryin' when she reads my message, right? LOL :D

played 终极密码 to finish up all the food, and i was so so unlucky!
joked at the somehow attitude waitress, also brenda's secret admirer
talked about how stress JC life is (how STRESS brenda is in RJC. HAHAHA!)
droppin' the cake onto the table, lols who else but brenda?
laughing at the 17 year old yet still childish brenda
finding out each other's CCA (lisa's SOCCER! LOL! and Weiting and Jasmine's Science Research... hahaha!)
and of course many many more things! hahaha! xDD

had a great time!
because i was so MYSELF again today! (:
nothing beats hangin' out with best friends! :D

meet up soon okay? ^^


yesterday's sports carnival was ._.
shan't talk about it, boring.


did u even care? ):

天灰灰 会不会 让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁 也许事与愿违

你不会累 但我却爱你爱到好累
从没有为了谁 不顾安慰付出一切
站在这平衡点 我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见 只能够靠感觉

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDA! (:
lol, although font size lost to JJ de, still feel very honoured that im wishing you here right? :P
heheh i've like wish you many many times everywhere today! xD
may ALL your wishes come true! (standard line!!)
hahhas and frankly speaking, i seriously miss you lah!
hope you'd spent a nice birthday with your SAYAAA and boyfriendS! (:
lastly, happy birthNIGHT! LOL!! :D

~

ok dun wish to talk about sch.
just more boring lectures and tutorials everyday -.-
and looking forward to WEEKENDS are what i think of most :x
but tomorrow is definitely not what im looking forward to..

SPORT CARNIVAL?! :/
Zzz, i was actually so looking forward to orienteering lah, cos got SUDOKU!!
my favourite sudoku!
BUT why did the school had to organise it at some 'u-lu' place?!
i simply have no idea how to go, except that i can take 156 -.-
and worse still, we have to reach there by 7.30 D:

oh and today's PE was -.-
they made us do 40 push ups on the track, and my knee is still hurting! ):
when they pause, i was like in the 'real' pumping position instead of having my knees down cos it simply hurts. i rather have my arms ache lah.
but im already used to step ups..
no running today though (:

JJ's bdae cake!! SO BIG! hahha! (:
27 and 1 day years old! xD

this pic is like seriously overdued :x
my PAE class list!
hahahs do you spot JJ's name in there?


someone actually asked to take a pic of my orange thingy hanging on my bag quite some time ago! hahahs... i kept forgetting to mention it. LOL.
aahhs im so proud of it!
heheh it never fails to make me smile when i look at it lah!
it just keeps smiling no matter what you do to it, looks stupid but it does cheer me up when i start my EMO-ness. :D

alrights, so before my blog starts lacking photos again, i shall go around snapping whenever i can! :D
lol, shijie can actually be a not-bad photographer u know? (:
(except that when it comes to JJ, my hands starts to tremble and i can't take good photos. haha!)


AAAHHS why is chengxi feeling so sad?
i don't want to see a sad chengxi at CCHMS bazaar!
hope he will be in his cheery mood again by then!


你对我说我们只是擦肩而过

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JJ! :D
he turns 27 today!
this was the first thing on my mind when i woke up this morning,
but subsequently i realise too much JJ was making me blur the rest of the day.

like, i forgot to bring our weeder family's group work!
and im really really sorry! ):

ohwell, its gonna be over soon.
and the birthday party has already ended, with ME not attending. how sad :/

heheh but i found a friend who is ultimately in love with JJ just as i do!
yeps, yi tong! got to know her during that SPop gala thing!
hopefully we can join JJFC after A's!
yayes! my fellow JJ-fanatic who i can go jio to watch JJ together with! (:

~

Tutorials, lectures, tutorials, lectures...
i think i'll need counsellors very soon.
i'm already finding the workload really heavy now, how to survive?
i'm lost in the world of chemical bonding, inequalities and elasticity.
Journeys and Modernisation? i seriously have no idea what to choose.

i need H-E-L-P!

PE tomorrow will be tough for me.
the once-sprained ankle is giving me problems again.
i wouldn't know how to breathe with my block nose.
i can't breathe using my mouth, cos i'll be coughing all the way.
gastric is pain sometimes.

):

沉默的守护著你 沉默的等奇迹 沉默的让自己 像是空气

如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我 看到我的全心全意

Sunday was totally fun! :D
being at the backstage is really different!
saw alot of celebs (even before we stepped into the indoor stadium!)
shawn, carrie, di ya... (but didn't dare to go up to them :x)
and alot alot of celebs walked past us!
Li si song, Li wei song, wu qi xian, fann wong, quan yi feng, daren....
gosh, but they walk super fast, and we weren't allow to bring our hps and cams with us.
so photo-taking was a no-no ):

after our item, we were given tickets to go and watch the performance.
ahhhs and i was really really STUPID to actually just let the chance of being in the backstage past by right in front of me! ):
i could have gone to the toilet, say i left behind something in the holding area or whatever!
cos minghui's friend went back to take her things she left behind and JJ actually walked past her!
gosh!! if i'd been there, i'll have asked JJ for a photo and get autograph on the album, with my NAME on it. omg omg!
why is shijie so stupid! now no more chance le!! ):

but performance with JJ was seriously a rare opportunity lahs.
and he was so so shuai in his SILVER SUIT!
when he came out i was like, OMGOSH! xD
and he was really really nice!
tried talking to us even on stage, like help him to get everyone HIGHHH :D

ohwell, some photos to share!

i was really hungry that day lahs!
and thought they would not provide meals de.
was like saying, 'if JJ can come and save me and provide me with foood!'
and suddenly! there really was FOOD when i came back from the toilet!
ahhh so JJ heard me! HAHA! :D

SPOP HURRAY!
i love this tee! (:

group photo! haha!

蕭敬騰!
omg im finding him so so cute!
(check out his interview video on channel u website, he's like.. so cute!)


and i didn't went home empty-handed!
the JJFC gave me and minghui the AUTOGRAPHED poster!
hahahs SEEE!! JJ cares so much for his fans!
but too bad, they only gave us one ):
and i feel quite bad i took it, so i decided to give the same poster i have but without autograph de to minghui.
although she's still at the disadvantage, cos no autograph :x
geees still haven hand it to her yet!


was down with cough and flu.
then yesterday was worse, gastric problems again! ):
the doctor is already starting to suspect i have serious gastric problems because i've been there due to gastric problems umpteenth times le. (stomach flu also alot of times!)
then he asked if i got skip meals, and i told him i don't but i have irregular meals.
:/

Mc today but i still went to school lahs.
good student! haha! (:

chengxi!! please be online!
heheh im going to see him soon! (x


如果我把我的手放在背后 愿不愿意牵着一起走

i was too tired to post yesterday.
so before i go off for the final rehearsal and the REAL one tonight, i'll share what we did yesterday! :D

the moment we stepped into Indoor Stadium, the first group of people i saw just right at the doorstep were Project Superstar II people!
only noticed Carrie and Jeremy, the rest i not sure (but no Daren leh, meiqi... haha!)
yea and i was already jumping around le.
cos... Jeremy! :D
hahhas i was practically staring right into his eyes, and he looked at me and smiled. ^^

so whilst waiting at the holding area, we decided to snap a photo-
SPop, supporters!

first rehearsal, waiting at the backstage.
at first saw quan yifeng (host)!
then more and more people!
then i saw Brenda's ADRIANO on stage!
so i kept telling minghui, 'that's Adriano! that's brenda' 丑丑的(ugly) adriano right! confirm is lah, aiyo why brenda like him! he really not good looking leh!!'
hahahah =x
then i saw JEREMY on stage!
whahhas so i took out my camera and tried to 偷拍 (snap their photos secretly!)
but since i was doing it secretly, i'd to off my flash, and thus the photos are not good quality ):
so i decided not to take anymore.
anyways, they aren't JJ what! heees.. xD

this is the blur blur photo.
no jeremy though ):
and you can't recognise anyone lah, even adriano.
cos it's the BACK view and it's really blur.

yayes!
then we went on stage!
when JJ came , it was like whoaaaa! we surronded him leh!
was standing at the fourth row, counting from where JJ is standing.
and slightly diagonally in front of his right (:

everyone started whipping up their cams and hps, snapping as many photos as we could,
while the uncle continued shouting at us to stop it and continue with the rehearsal.
:x

JJ: are you all... excited?
xD

omgosh so cute!
too bad my hand was shivering, and the photo turned out blur ):

JJ: lend me your pom pom!

and he started doing funny things. HHAAH!

你们要听话哦!

:D



okok im late~
off for rehearsal again!
updates soon! (:

JJ!

the day is coming.
12+ hours later, i'll be with him, on the same piece of land, on the same stage, breathing the same molecules of air. LOL (:

and maybe go abit further than that.
if i can.
haha! xD


i have nothing to blog about.
oh except that i rebonded my hair already!
ohwells not the first time so... not surprising actually. ^^



JJ!
wait for my good news tomorrow.
haha! :D

grr, and shijie got her retribution :x
she was laughing at her OGL ziting about a month ago, cos she really sounds funny when she lost her voice! haha!
then she laughed at Minghui's sexy voice the other day too! LOL!

and now?
shijie is having a sore throat and she lost her voice! :S
omgosh, i believe this is retribution!
losing my voice just before i can even meet JJ and tell him how much i love him!

AHHH! ):

i forgot to mention! we took our height and weight yesterday!
and guess what? shijie is still standing at 1.59m TALL. ):
(when she thought, and almost convinced that she had grown taller!)
aww this is so sad, though she is glad that her weight also remained, which means she didn't grow even fatter (:

SPOP people called me! :D
Saturday rehearsal, meet at 12!
and there's gonna be full dress rehearsal again at 5 or 7 pm!
the real thing will be on Sunday, and we have to reach at 3pm!
ahhhs my weekend! ):
uh, wrong wrong. it should be :D
im gonna spend my weekend with JJ!
whahahs im like so eager that it's coming soon! xD

going rebond hair with Peiyu tomorrow! (x
yayes like finally! after saying for soooo long!
ehhs but that means, my whole afternoon is GONE!

see lah! even a THREE-day weekend isn't enough for me!
tutorials, do you think i will even have the time to LOOK at you? i don't even want to say TOUCH can! :x
im sorry, tutorials! ):

oh we celebrated Nic's birthday at Macs today!
Happy 17th birthday! (:
LOL and we were saying he seemed more EMO instead of happy.

别用沉默代替回答 陌生的让我害怕

PE today was tiring lahs.
4rounds, sit-ups, push ups, crunches, step ups!
i was feeling really giddy and thought i would faint any time :/
phew, luckily i survived through!
ahhh i want to pass my NAPFA ok!
i dun want whole year training! Zzz...

inC.ny? (innovation catalyst)
whoaas after Mr Kevin Low intro-ed abit of it, makes me kinda like it!
creativity? of course i have! haha!
so there's this strong urge of joining. :x

Melizo IV!
gosh, i miss Xmchorale!
seeing them singing onstage and looking at Mr Yong conducting, it just reminds me of choir days!
oh and acapella was nice!
Musical was really funny! hahhas!
i can't stop laughing the moment Stuart came out! hahahs he's just soooo cute! :D
and Royson! the part where he's in 'jail' is so so funny. LOL!

and i saw lots and lots of seniors who changed alot!
i was like, whoa! so this is xxx??! at so many of them!
really nice to see sooo many choir peeps around!
As long as i have music~
(:

then took photos!
Eileeeeeeeeen!!
yes, she's my DEAR what.
so dun :O at our pose. LOL! xP

Meiqi! (:
hahahas she's in white dress, so cannot go home too late!
no public transport, and no taxi drivers will stop for her~ haha!

ROYSON! :D
coincidentally saw him and we both were like 'ahhh!'-ing. hahas!
oh and that's his 'jail' thing, where he put his head through.

his hair had gel, wax, white paint! eww... :x
LOL! he acted as the 'father' so must have grey white hair? hahas...

wheees i was so high when taking photos because my mind drifted to saturday!
yea this coming saturday!
imagine after the spop concert, and i'll be like taking photos??
then maybe with JJ?! ahhh! xDD

oh nooo i didn't complete my Econs homework :x
let's pray i will be motivated to do them tmr during break time!

幸福的开始就是放手去爱

i AM going to screw up my jc life
i THINK i'm going to screw up my jc life D:


i never go further than bronze and NY demands a silver?!
i'll screw up for NAPFA, definitely ):
(incline pull ups and standing broad jump!)

i struggle to keep myself awake in lectures, and nothing gets in.
lectures are making lesser sense to me nowadays, and soon i will 'huh?' at least 100times in lectures.
(omgosh, how to pass lidat!)

GP! Expository essays??
how can they just throw away my dear narratives! ):
it's been with me for like my entire pri and sec sch life and now, GP has no narratives!
rahhs killer lah!
if i die, GP must be the one who murdered me :/

now i can't even decide which CCA to join.
Chinese cultural society? Guitar? (is it even a CCA? this qn is bothering me -.-)
truthfully, my heart has went all out for guitar already,
even if i seriously have NO friends in there (except Joel! ahh at least i hope so!),
even if CCA record will not be that good (if there's no SYF),
even if its WEIRD (haha minghui knows what i mean. xD)

therefore i've finally decided.
(after i pause and choose)
GUITAR!
i'm sorry minghui, it's not CCS.

and i've to kick the habit of sitting in front of the comp!


'if others read it once, you read it 100 times!'
'if others train once a week, u train everyday!'
'if you don't know what to do, ask me! :P'

heheh thanks friend!
although your suggestions are not of very much use, LOL it did cheered me up!
at least i know that even if the whole world turns against me, you'll always be there! (:




yayees!! chengxi! he did something that made me :DDDD again!
wheees i'll keep what he did in my heart. haha! ^^
CCHM bazaar is exactly the same day as xinmin's homecoming!
whaaas this is so so sad! ):
haiis shall wait for further news about him going to CCHM before deciding what to do!

omgosh JJ! he was sooooo cute during the SPop show!
if you did managed to catch it from 8-9pm just now, i'm sure you'll agree with me. xD

i was like smiling throughout the whole show and laughing at him lah!
his reactions, expressions and the way he talks is like OMGOSH WHY YOU SO CUTE!
林俊峰! his brother's name (x

whahhas okays, my mind's full of JJ.
it made me forget about today's school, which is like suddenly so hectic and tiring. ):
rahhs.. nvm!
looking forward to SPop on saturday and sunday!
even though i guess my part of it is kinda extra and perhaps i don't even get to walk past JJ, i still think it'll be a fun experience! ^^
will get to see many many singers too! it's like a concert lah! (x

i-weekly's coverpage features JJ! xD
oh and and my uncle is nice enough to help me send an entry to win JJ's some-thing.
heheh dno what, as long as its JJ, im happy! :D

but too bad i wont get to go JJ's birthday party, unless some miracle happens. D:
(perhaps when i meet him at Spop, and he realise im such a supportive fan of his, he'll let me go or something? :/)
if not, kbox $150 bill, and might not even get the tickets to enter loh!
zzz, how can kbox do that to me!! ):


haiis ahh whatever~
wheees JJ! i swear i'll never stop liking you! :D

我的呼吸我的叹息 我的话都为你说 我的努力我的放弃 我每步都为你走

Love Song 一直想写一首 Love Song　你给了我一首 Love Song~ :D

actually i only wanted to find out the lyrics, but ended listening to this song.
and now i can't stop. hahahas!
i'm addicted to that part Love Song~
LOL. xD

intro-ed by bk, who found it on jm's blog.
after several tries, my highest so far:


72 words

Speedtest

first rehearsal at mediacorp.
there were little YJCians, not a lot of NYJCians, and MANY MANY JJFCians!
hahahas seeing JJ's fans can make me really highhhh :P
LOL ok, so like finally knew what we are doing.
at first i couldn't stop laughing because minghui's mum sort of predicted correctly! D:
eh.. hahas, but it was quite simple so not much complaints lah.
and! 'chao-ah-gua' look alike spotted!
whahahas i was telling minghui and she agrees with me lahhs! xD

no chengxi, and no julian though.
however, next saturday should be more exciting because we're rehearsing with JJ!!
heheh im so glad the JJFC ppl cheered when this announcement was made. at least i wasn't the only one jumping around because i just simply couldn't contain my excitement. xD
but i'm still having doubts about performing WITH him.
if we're doing those silly actions, what is JJ going to do then?
definitely not joining us doing that, im like 99.9999% sure.
ohwell, i'll know it on saturday. haha! (x

saturday's rehearsal's from 12.30 to 2.30, which means i can still make it to JJ's autograph session!! it's time to make friends with JJFC people, so perhaps i'll get to go with them. LOL (:
JJ's leaving at 2.30 too. :D
ehs but we were told, if rehearsal didn't go well, there'll be a full-dress one at 9pm on that day itself.
aww if JJ will be there, i seriously don't mind going back at 9pm. ^^

wheees do let me have the chance to take photo with him!!


after my A's, it'll be time for JJFC! :D
i just have to tell myself 2years will be gone in a blink of an eye. (i hope) :/


the song's playing everywhere i go
whaaas ):


在我心底 你就是 我的第一

ok, FINALLY i finish uploading these photos!
hmm this also serves as another alternative for those who have problems downloading from that website i emailed everyone. (:
hope i did a not-too-bad job being the 'photographer of the day'. (x

tomorrow is the day! SPOP!
alrights, shouldnt be so happy yet. must not have too high hopes. hahha!
:D


照亮 这城市的阳光
在地平线远方
让夜不再漫长
受伤 它是什么形状
被埋藏在何方
让痛化为了想象
爱 如果一切重来
爱 如果失去了伤害
再重来 会有什么精彩
还有什么值得期待
已过去的未来
再重来 难道不会失败
若失去跌倒得痛快
前进的方向还存不存在


she definitely misses you very very much!
if only the times had been longer D: