AAAHH NAPFA!
我再也不用面对你了! ;DDD

im amazed by my timing. 15:06 (:
firstly, coz it's EXACTLY my last year's timing!
secondly, i wasn't feeling well in the first place. but timing's still not too bad!

tired but happy!

Question of the day (these few days):
HOW WAS JJ CONCERT!

hahah really lah, i've already lost count of how many times i was asked this question.
of course the answer was NICE! and JJ CRIED, so i cried! LOL
that was the climax of the concert mah. (:


met minghui in the library, so did hw + talk! ;D
really quite long since we had time to really talk.
it's like.. everytime i could only tell her like excerpts of what happened. haha..
then i told her... 他不管我了啦! ):

guitar after that! (:
performance tomorrow! PLS SUPPORT OK!
;D


just chatted with BRENDA who is in beijing now!
oh myyy she saw snow leh! ;D
heh, its very cold so pls take good care of yourself there k! (:



眼泪流过 回忆是多余的
只怪自己爱你所有的错

photos, from brenda's bdae!
i know you're on your way to/ already in beijing now, still.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:

~

簡簡單單 - 林俊傑


我们都是泡沫 轻轻一碰就破 眼泪是爱的花火

昨天就像飞机穿过 我的窗口 我什么都没有

我摊开了双手 你予取予求 知道你想自由

痛苦的时候 我不会闪躲

就像树叶 甘心为春风吹落

只是简简单单的爱过 我还是我

简简单单的伤过 就不算白活

简简单单的疯过 被梦带走

当故事结束之后 心也喜欢一个人寂寞



可能是昨天的体能测验
可能是昨天演唱会太 high
可能是昨天因为JJ哭了而哭

但我猜 都是....
所以今天真的累垮了

说好要去看fahrenheit 但我ps了dear!
对不起! ):


sigh, 什么功课也没做...
还有 我明天怎么去跑2.4啊 D:

i forgot to say, we ate RICE CAKES yesterday! ^^
it's kinda different from the one in square2, but its still nice!
coz its chewy! haha, plus the sauce is nice de lah (:

some photos of ytd concert, from JJ's blog! (:
coz photos are still with dear!

不是说以前的不好 但这一次的最好 :DDD

annnnndd! 我知道很二是什么了
JJ 没有很二啊 若真的要说有 也只是突现了他的可爱. xD


LOL ohh i forgot to add, yesterday he said 'kbox... woaa karaoke ah!'
HAHAHH, the way he said it... cute de lah! ;DDDD

if you weren't at the concert, you probably won't know at least half of the things im saying. hahahh..

JJ 我真的被你吓到了!!!!!!!

JJ was totally random (:

earth hour? we do 1min to 象征, but the 59mins next time must repay back! ;D
(睡觉的时候.. LOL!)

BABY J! 我有六个孩子 leh. haha!!

我买了 smudge tee! (:

他一直偷听我跟eileen 说话 (手酸, smudge tee, '对啊' etc..)

和范范的 小酒窝 really very very nice!! ;D

今天过后　可以和范范传绯闻了!

和 ah sa 结婚5年了?! D:

家人的演奏　JJ 哭了
我差点也要哭了

接下去的'简简单单' 大家的合唱
我忍不住了 我真的哭了...

u want to go with me? oh myyy that angelina is 幸福的!

the 100+ letters! oh my, just right beside us, the girl got it D:
不要紧　我还是很开心 xD

he wasn't feeling well, but his performance was definitely superb!

of course, far more things than these.
but 就把它们放在心里吧! (:


thanks dear, without you i wouldn't have enjoyed the concert so much either! (:




JJ CONCERT! 我们一起盖的音乐城堡! (:
JJ you reaally reaally rock! ;D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
yea it's JJ's birthday, 28 years old! (:

oh myyyy it's his concert tmr!
and im already so excited now, 有high的感觉了! ;D
high 惨了!

pls let me clear NAPFA tmr, so that i can enjoy his concert!
hahaha he said last time that fans will be allowed to choose what songs he singing for his concert, but 明天就是了, and 我们还没有选啊 ._.
LOLLL!


last napfa, last napfaaaaaaaaa!
this is gonna be my motivation to do well tmr. hahaa ;D
pls wish me lots and lots of luck! lol!


celebrated brenda's birthday!
more about that when picts are up ^^


也许来阵风雨 花谢满地 黯然神伤的困扰
可以刺激那颗 浑浑噩噩 失去了烈火激情的大脑

我不是接受了 是明白了
虚伪 也是在这世界上 必须学习的一种生存行为和方式

oh myyy, can i have a 4x4x4 rubik's cube?
then i shall proceed to 5x5x5 and 6x6x6..

HAHA i guess that's gonna take very long to learn.
unless they're as easy as 3x3x3 ;D

NAPFA on saturday! D:
nooo, i still cant pass SBJ!
sigh, last NAPFA already lahh..
i don't want to 拖 you know, get it over and done with.


am stuck with GP essay outline now...
and i haven't freakin' study chem! ):

LOL earth hour during JJ concert?
JJ, 你要怎么 perform ah? haha..


i am still thinking what will be my new msn nick. hahaha...
要慎重考虑...


it's 1day to your birthday, 2days to your concert! (:

JJ concert tees selling at $45 / $55!
that adds up to $100 ._.
i think i should just buy one (:


明天的我 会很 HIGHHHHHH ^^





什么笑容 值得我凝住心跳...

或许 我不够聪明 不懂得如何把握机会

yiwei! here's the link to 默默's blog! ;D
http://blog.xuite.net/gtvtv/momo

~

i'll rather be staring at JJ than stare at my tuts.
at least stare at JJ can 做白日梦...
stare at tuts my mind is blank! D:
yea, ECONS. i looked, and i haven't a single idea what to do.

and am currently starting GP essay outline.
Zzz, okay 1April 原来这么快就到了.

haha i feel like changing my 3+ years old nick.
then there's no more 'i believe' :)

LOL that day royson was saying...
'if my birthday wish is to make you change your nick, will you change?'
hahah and my answer to him was, and still is...
'if i change my nick, no one will talk to me leh. coz they cannot find i believe online'

true? i think so leh. hahaa..
aren't you all used to my nick already? lol.



aah it's gonna be a busy weekenddd.



就算乌云在眼睛里不散 你的笑容让我灿烂

it is 卡沙巴王子! ;D
hahah i took this from 默默's blog~
yea actually i don't know who's the one blogging.. rainie? or just some 工作人员. hahah.
but anyways, the blog is filled with... 卡沙巴王子. so cute! ^^

aaah jiro totally made me fell for him even more in this show! ;D
hahaha mrlow mentioned this show today! then he said 'the very cute girl' acting one~
ohhh my, and im like thinking, and also 'the very cute guy!!!' ^^

LOL and today me and yiwei become 默默 already,
PE teacher actually didn't notice us! hahahha!
and we were like '老师, 我们还没有跳' but she didn't notice D:
lol! until the end of the lesson...

tomorrow got geog test ):

it's 3days to your birthday, 4days to your concert! (:

'干吗这样看着我入迷 小心爱上我' xD

默默: 如果你不喜欢 为什么要买
Mars: 我... 我买来看不行哦 谁规定买芋头一定要煮的啊 奇怪
默默: 好无理取闹哦

HAHA! 买来看?! D:
jiro so cute! ^^

~

first day of sch, and im in a really bad mood ):
its not just about econs results.. something more than that.
this is certainly not a good place to say why so :/

sigh, NAPFA is coming and i am so prepared... to fail it.
why can't i jump! or rather, why last year i can jump and not this year! -.-
brenda 救命啊! 我的 SBJ 又不可以了! ):

and Zzzzzzz tmr got PE. !!!

but on a happier note, tomorrow's chem day! (:
yes happier, you didn't see wrongly. although tmr got test la D:
at least chem's the subject i like..
i don't mind studying if its just all about chem (and maths!) ;D

oh thanks liyun for your kimbap today!
really nice of you to spend time making them!
they taste good! ;D


(and perhaps on the HAPPIEST note) ^^
it's 4days to your birthday, 5days to your concert! (:

或许你不知道 但你的存在 真的让我心情好起来 ;D


你的关心 是带着微笑 还是皱着眉头?

SUPER JUNIOR - SORRY,SORRY



was lazy to find pics so i thought i'll just post the photos i took from liyun's blog ;D

lovin' EUNHYUK and YESUNG! (:


liying has been letting me watch their sorry sorry performances. hahah!
im just totally melting, aaaah oh my they are so really really cute!
(heh, especially sungmin hugs eunhyuk part in one of the interview!!!)

;DDD


i am so tempted to buy their album!

没有一切完美的第一天...
去了学校, 做了功课
就要开学了 还真不想上学 ):

lol..

here's some pictures from ytd! (:



10 of 8.1 (:
the 8.1 way of eating cake..
the resilience of 8.1 (dunno failed how many times and still insist on everyone standing on that so-difficult-to-balance thingy to take photos)

hahaha! ;D

因为某个人 说的某句话
不断的重复那首歌...

这样 是治疗伤口 还是折磨自己?





我多想 伸出双手给他 一个紧紧拥抱 但我做不到

我宁愿 交换所有给他 一个紧紧拥抱 哪怕就一秒

最怕回憶 突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息最怕突然 聽到你的消息

doesn't jiro looks cute? ;D

okayy in the end i still went out, to celebrate nich's birthday!

happy birthday! (:
hahah, we were all like kids playing in the 'playground' at hg mall.
took neos! like.. so long since i took..

photos up when eileen dear uploads them! (:

一切完美2 ended!
aaah i still cannot get over the show!
*hopes there's 一切完美3 ;D

Alex Tan! heh he very shuai! xD
omg, the show has alot of 对白 that is very thought-provoking.
number 1 可以被取代, 但 only one 只有一个.

i feel like rewatching the show again! ;D



noooo, i have so many more chem tuts to finish. ):



突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶 突然模糊的眼睛

南拳媽媽 (Lara) - 下雨天



下雨天了 怎麼辦 我好想你
我不敢打給你 我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟悉
沈默的場景 做你的代替 陪我等雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺 (疲憊)
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚 一個人好累

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
怎樣的我 能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實沒有我你分不出哪些差別
結局還能多明顯

別說你會難過 別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

kbox made my day! (:

it was actually kinda impromptu.
planned to go kbox but only me and eileen were able to make it.
we decided to meet nevertheless, since its been a while since we meet up! (:
then mq called and yea, went amk meet mq and adam and off we went to kbox!

okayyy voice was awful, i couldn't sing ):
this shows, its really been a loooooooonnnng time since i went for k sessions!
besides, i don't sing like i usually do when hanging out with mq eileen etc

i should start singing more often. haha ;D

some pictures!
thanks, the-ever-so-efficient eileen, ie 喜欢有人的 eileen (inside joke. hahaha!)! ^^
(plus thanks for the jj photos/videos!)

im feeling guilty after having fun because i didnt do any tuts today! D:

最幸福的事 对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事 那天和你傻笑着认识 是最幸福的事

lol talked to minghui like i haven't seen her for years! xD

heh today went NTU!
gosh, i keep 东张西望 lookout for Cx but he was no where in sight.
haha 没有缘.. 就是永远都看不到他.

Econs talk was... i would not say boring..
pretty much beneficial but i couldn't concentrate well during some talks.
mind drifted, pondered over unrelated stuffs and feel like sleeping.
still, i did learn some things from today's talks. (:


i think i have the habit of 偷笑ing (some people say um chio) these days.
LOL, i realise this after comments from peers, yea. hahaha.
happy stuffs running through my mind, maybe. xD


I WANT TO GO JJ'S SMUDGESTOREEEEEEEEEEEE!


空气里面 依旧飘散着记忆的气味

meatballs are nice!
im in love with the cream sauce (:
and, the marinated salmon is yummy!

omggg i think i ate like so much today D:
and to think i ate the least? lol...
we all know who ate the most. hahaha! xD

walked around ikea but really don't have anything to buy.
haha, im the kind who will go only when i need to buy something.


i reached hom safely! with abit of help from eileen!
heh.. xD


i miss JJ ):
ohhhh, but its only 15 more days to his concert! ;D

14moredays to his birthday! ^^


明知你在那里 却有难以跨越的距离

世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是 我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你


aah im like still struggling, go or not go! D:
but i've sort of promised our clique im going out with them to eat!

i did say i have to control myself and stop being such a crazy fangirl.
then again, i did say excluding JJ too, right! AAAAAHH!

lol okayyy, i hope this urge to go will stop before i really chiong to watch him tmr.

(:


i want go kbox!
i want tell minghui alot of things!
i want meet up with dear mq brenn etc!
i want enough time for guitar and academics!


NTU on saturday! i hope i see chengxi ;D


怀念没有吻过的嘴唇 想象没有说过的永恒
错过纠缠不清的凌晨 逃过幻觉破灭的黄昏

i looked, i smiled.

is it just me?
heh, you look really cute!

xD

i could feel my heart thumping, too fast.


我不要 这一切的一切 停止
至少 不要这么快...

当时 虽下着大雨 虽刮着大风 但心里还是温暖的

默默地期盼着
那对话 可不可以不要停止
那条路 可不可以没有尽头

那寒风 可不可以冻结时间

一瞬间发生的事 或许就可以让你快乐一辈子
是我知足 还是快乐本来就很简单呢?



雨季 真的很好做梦.
ha...

(:

about 5km walk/run this morning.
feels good :D

finished math application of integration tut and chem arenes tut.
feels even better. haha! xD

lots of memorising work to do for chem.
mechanisms! FRS, EA, ES.....
i have a strong feeling tmr mr low will test us on it because it's a 2hr tut!

some stuffs i have yet to consult mr low about for chem.
and i should start finding mr wong for math consultation too.

then it'll be econs and geog and gp.....
omg, i think i dun have any subjects that i don't need consultations -.-


有种拥有 叫做放手

typed, but deleted the whole paragraph.
some unhappy stuffs due to some horrible remarks from some horrible person.
not worth mentioning, right. (:

but pretty soon, nice things happened so i was :D once again, yea ^^

sports carnival cancelled and it was a total waste of my time.
met fellow guitar people, ate Macs (omg, 2 consecutive days!)
learnt new song! ;D
heh we were all very tired, then i dunno who started this.


dunno the order as i dunno which is whose, not even mine. lol.
jiawen's, huihui's, wenguang's, shijie's, xueying's, wangda's

a collection of guitarists' SE phones! (:

now it's not just about passing, but... HOW MANY A's can i get? D:
yea, i want A's, they won't come to me, so i must go and find them!


I AM SLEEEEEEPYYYYYYYYZ.
byebye!

despite failing my geog,
despite having the thoughts of giving up on econs,
despite being bad in GP all the while,

after what mr low said in class today,
after watching the j2 graduates getting back their results,
i think im all motivated to start mugging like zillion times harder (:

imagine, sitting in the hall and all the 3distinctions and above scorers names get called,
and you're not one of them, the feeling is really 难受.
yea, i don't want to only regret at that point in time for not studying.

i do believe that it's not just about 天分, but hardwork.
im not smart, so i know im not the kind who can do well if i don't study. (not that i will if i study actually, but that's because i didn't study WELL ENOUGH)

guess it's not too late to start now, right?
i'll work hard to break the curse that class 24 isn't on the ppt slides. LOL :D


SHOW'S AUTOGRAPH SESSION IN HALF AN HOUR'S TIME!
AAAHHH!
omg ok, i think from now on, i should stop being so...... shijie.
i mean, the part of me chasing idols.
shijie 想通了.. LOL
next up will be JJ's concert, then i shall not go to anymore of such events (aah wait, that's excluding JJ's if there's any! :x)

oh, and i stop wasting time surfing the net, i promiseeeeeeee!

you can help shijie by scolding her if you see her doing any of these and wasting away her precious time! :D



你会看到不一样的我, 真的.
ha...









我不想说 我站在哪一边
心里知道 你们谁对谁错
但有些话说得太过分 我相信对他也是不公平的 对吧...

im trying not to think, im trying...
Show's coming! or is he here already?
aaah, tmr's his autograph session and I CAN'T GO ):

okay there's always next time.
besides, im stepping on the same piece of land, breathing the same air molecules as him.
i should be contented eh? D:

results are quite bad i think i see a u turn sign up ahead D:
so far, i passed math and chem.
got back parts of GP and Econs paper, eh fail yea.

A's seem so far, yet so near.


if you yourself can't take criticism,
then have you ever thought how people feel when you criticise them ):



遠在身邊 - 周定緯






不是每只船 都不怕流浪的孤單
可是它們仍揚起帆 因為心中 有個彼岸
也許有些路 註定要一個人走完
所以背包總是塞滿 你所有溫暖 很暖

原來妳一直在我身邊
不管距離多麼遙遠
就算烏雲在眼睛裡不散 妳的笑容讓我燦爛

原來妳就在我的身邊
不管時間怎麼疏遠
所以就算我飛上了雲端
只要想像妳住在我心裡 我就心安

不是每片葉 都不怕墜落的遺憾
可是他們仍然飛翔 因為身後 樹的期盼
也許有些夢 做起來才知道很難
可是一想到為了妳 眼睛就不會 流汗

7rounds for PE today D:
im glad i completed it, but timing was bad.
still, i wouldn't have completed it if yiwei hadn't run with me! (:

today's CHEM day, haha.
yeps, 5hours of chem in total.
i'm like kinda lost in Arenes, and they actually finished it in 3hours today.
but anyways, today's SPA!
haha im glad i memorised skill D like 3weeks before, so it was pretty easy (:

lol mr low got watch 爱就宅一起! ;D
we were shaking the standard solution to aid the dissolution of the sparingly soluble salt (hahahah!) when he said it reminds him of a taiwan drama.
yea he saying 爱就宅一起!
卡沙巴王子! where it moves from left to right, then 默默 also tilt her head left and right.
hahah! got me so excited i kept thinking about the show throughout the rest of the SPA. (:

oh we got back chem block test.
and result's disappointing ):
not that 'at least a C' wasn't that achievable, it's just that i started revision way too late.
getting 51 isn't that bad, but it's not good.
it just feels bad to let mr low down with such lousy results ):

and i predict it'll be worse for other subjects. D:

Got our yearbook today!
heh finally, i've been waiting for the day to show dear and mq how exactly someone looks like!

如果 JC life only = Chem + Math + Guitar
我还真不想 JC 只有两年. haha...

因为 突然觉得 J2 很快要过去了
其实也有一种莫名的不舍
当然 想念的 也只会是 Chem + Math + Guitar~




lol Rubik's cube competition, haha!

when i first heard about the merlion incident,
the initial thought i had was 'omg so merlion chao ta already?!'

HAHAHHA, yea i really thought so leh.
coz i have the mindset that when lightning struck, hair stands and object turns black.
lol :x

~
many things to blog about!

okay, friday! dinner with dear, mq, brenn, liying, bk and adam at hg point!
(and shumin and minghui! omgomg, i nvr forgot you all! :x)
then went playground played some games. heh, fun!
if there were forfeits for losers, im sure im gonna be the one who tio all of it.
but anyways, there wasn't so it was ok lah.
now, what i can rmb is liying's '斑马线 我画的'
LOL totally 经典 de line.

then dear left early to go flyer!
so when leaving, i realise i have to go home alone...
'每次回去 都有 eileen 陪我回先的 现在她先走了 没有人陪我!' D:
omg i think i am so dependent on her. haha..
but i did manage to get home without her escorting me home this time! (:

(picts up next time when i got it) ;D

yesterday's guitar, classroom was filled with 30+ J1s!
gosh, it's like the first time seeing so many people in the class.
but it also means we've succeeded ah. heh..

was so bored until i totally sian diao thereee...
somemore, i realize show's coming BUT I CAN'T GO when mq smsed me.
aaaah my heart sank..... lols
in my heart i was like blaming show, but yea mq's right.. it's probably the company's fault...
oh well... for the first time, shijie is gonna stop being so fangirl!
good sign? haha...

yay finally i have guitar ensemble picts! (:
like dunno how long already, lol.
took from yanting's blog!

guitar notice board! (:

after CCA bazaar! ;D

yea, so many more J1s than us!


aaah i've got lots of tutorials to do!
(ok very random, and next week got chemSPA!)

TANK! yea finally after so long, im hearing a new song from him!
wheeee 快点出专辑! ;D

爱就宅一起 is such a funny drama ;D
'默默, 坏人!'
HAHAHA!

全世界都停电 - TANK



作词：姚若龙 作曲：Tank(吕建中)

连你都会残忍隔绝 我的心能要谁了解

眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭

为何把我推向边缘 被砸坏了的一切

卡住了我让我无法往前

囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间

独隔离 寂寞地盘旋

全世界都停了电 全世界都封了街

我所有窗子外面 被贴上黑夜

我呐喊思念 却没人听见

绝望到极点剩的是疲倦

全世界都停了电 全世界白雪满天

才发觉在我心间 有回忆碎片

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